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Ich liebe den Winter
DrauĆen fƤllt der Schnee wie ein Schweigen,
weià und trügerisch ruhig.
Alles wirkt friedlich,
doch unter dieser Stille wütet Panik.
Für die meisten ist Zuhause ein Gefängnis,
für mich ein letzter Zufluchtsort.
Keine Fragen.
Keine Blicke.
Kein ErklƤren, warum ich das Haus nicht verlasse,
warum mein Kƶrper im Bett versinkt,
als würde er dort verschwinden wollen.
Für einen Moment fühlt es sich an wie Freiheit.
Aber selbst diese Freiheit ist nicht rein.
Sie wird durchzogen von Schuld,
schwer und klebrig wie Schatten an den WƤnden.
Habe ich übertrieben?
Ist das DrauĆen wirklich so bedrohlich,
dass ich der Arbeit fernbleiben darf?
Die Vernunft zählt Gründe, kalt und logisch:
vereiste Wege, stillstehende Züge,
Menschen, die heute ebenfalls scheitern anzukommen.
Doch die Angst kennt keine Statistik.
Sie bohrt nur eine einzige Frage in mich hinein:
Habe ich ein Recht, hier zu bleiben ā
oder verstecke ich mich bloĆ,
wƤhrend die Welt weitergeht,
und mich leise verurteilt?
Ist dieses Stechen im Herzen ein Vorbote von etwas GrƶĆerem ā oder nur die Panik, die mich fragt, ob sie mich jemals wieder freigibt?

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Time to escape Realityā¦
Vielleicht bemerkt es jemand irgendwannā¦
Maybe I deserve all the terrible things that happened to me
I want to start writing down my thoughtsāhere, and maybe in a small notebook.
But sometimes I donāt know how to beginā¦
Everything feels so full,
and yet at the same time,
everything feels so empty.
My fears stand before me like walls with no doors.
I want helpāso deeply.
A clinic.
Therapy.
A hand reaching back when I reach out.
But my fears command me.
They tighten their grip.
The fear of rejection whispers
donāt try.
The fear of phone calls steals my voice
before I ever speak.
The fear of not being taken seriously
tells me I am too much,
or not enough.
Why is it like this?
Why does help feel farther away
than the pain itself?
I ask myself why I canāt be normal,
as if ānormalā were a place
others were born into
and I was quietly locked out of.
I am exhausted from carrying this alone.
I am tired of being brave in silence.
I donāt want to fight anymore.
I donāt know how to do this.
I truly donāt.

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Half of me is a hopeless romantic and the other half is just hopeless
Iām the shittiest human alive, even when Iām trying really hard not to be
Another sleepless night⦠itās an endless cycle.

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I get up every day. Every single day.
But by the evening, I simply canāt go on anymore.
This fear and constant panic inside me force my body into survival mode.
You have to work. You have to take care of everything.
You have to ā but never youāre allowed to.
This world wasnāt made for meā¦
and I donāt know how Iām supposed to keep going.
And this, every single day.
A head full of noise, screaming louder than my own thoughts.