#yapping!

So... Remember the "Epic ask"?

Well, epic was the first musical I ever heard, and I liked it SO MUCH, now I'm trying to find more musical, some that I liked was Hamilton or The greatest showman (if it counts as a musical, I not sure).

Well, the ask is, do you have any musicals to indicate to me? I really wanna try more musicals!

The only bad point of liking it is that I don't know much people that like it too...

But, well, what can I do about it? It tried,

Thanks for reading and have a good day!

- ꧁Nebulae꧂

okie dokie. im about to lay it on u. i am SUCH. a musical girly.

alright here we go: my faves

Les Miserables - a classic. this was my first musical that i was obsessed with. very sad and depressing; ends with love tho <3 religious undertone, but i dont think you need to be religious to enjoy it. beautiful peice of work, but would suggest looking up the general summery of the story so you know what the fuck is going on while listening lmao. gets very confusing. also dont watch the musical movie. the two main character voices are ASS. in my humble opinion. therw are plenty of versons, find one that you like the most and join the debate of which les mis cast is better lmao!

RENT - honestly? watch the movie. IT IS SO GOOD AAAAHHH- ohhh my lord i love rent. gotta watch the movie to know whats going on because it is not an all sung through musical (most musicals arnt) but its great. great music. even if u dont watch the movie the music is so fun

Newsies! - love me some newsies. i prefer the origional movie version of the music. my friend would disagree and listen to the Broadway version. the movie is fantastic tho, recommend a watch

CHACAGO!! - another movie musical. one watch and u will listen to that music on repeat, trust. I LOVE IT SO MUCH!! my go to when in a jazzy mood.

i heard ride the cyclone is pretty good, even if ive only listened to one song lmao

i like The Count of Monte Cristo, even if i only listen to half the songs and dont know whats going on lmao (idk its story, only listened to the songs, but its about a guy who was framed for a crime he didnt commit and was imprisoned away from his fiance and he goes on a revenge arc after breaking out)

WICKED - bro if you havnt seen the movies yet, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?? go watch them rn than listen to the music on repeat, get your head in the musical game goshdang. have you been living under a rock? /silly

Beetlejuice - my spring break repeat lmao. watched it on Broadway during a school trip, laughed my ass off, then listened to the music religiously for the rest of the week. i cried too. good stuff

there is also a Great Gatspy musical i am excited to listen to! im not allowed to because spoilers and im reading the book with a friend lmao. if u listen to it, LET ME KNOW IF ITS GOOD!

man just thinking about how everything got stripped away from subaru in re:zero s4e7. his memories, his mental fortitude that he had built brick by brick, knowledge of the loops that had time and time given him, eventually, the way out of a difficult problem.

he's got it SO much fucking worse compared to season 1, because somehow, he's even MORE alone here than he was in season 1.

everyone around him, his allies and closest friends, they're all silently grieving the "real" subaru that they lost while trying to keep up a smile around amnesiac!subaru. some even consider cutting him out or leaving him out of the journey completely, since he'll only be a hindrance in this state.

that, and also everyone had grown to blindly rely on subaru. not their fault really, since in their eyes, minus all his death, suffering and resets, he seems like the perfect guy who always knows the solution, the path forward.

but now, not even amnesiac!subaru knows who that guy is anymore.

Now… lets not lie here!! Id packs and bah blogs may have some things in common, like names and xenogenders, but BAH blogs do a lot of things I don’t agree with NOT TO MENTION usually being proendo.

Here are two examples of endogenic BAH packs. I am not showing the user because these blogs don’t deserve harassment, they’re just examples. As you can see, I do NOT do most of the stuff these BAH blogs do. I am willing to help fragments discover their identities in one on one messages, but I would never do things like come up with a personality to impose on a part, or try to decide roles for an alter. Some of this stuff can be very harmful to systems and alters if you don’t use this stuff with care.

ID packs are to help people who have an identity or are still forming identities, not to create brand new ones. There are a few antiendo blogs that do “build a headmate” style fragment help, and I respect those blogs, although I do not fully agree with them. I don’t personally think its a good idea to “assign” an identity to a fragment before they’re ready. You cannot assign things like personality, interaction safety, role, likes and dislikes, or fronting signs. You discover that with time. In my opinion, the most you should be helping your alters discover is their name, pronouns, gender, sexuality, and MAYBE source. The rest of it needs to come with time.

I doubt that this is from someone who is antiendo, so i will state this as kindly as possible. Forcing alters to form and take on an identity before they’re ready can be very harmful. If you ARE a system, and not someone roleplaying for the hell of it, then you should not be forcing identities onto your alters. I don’t know if this is a controversial take but yeah. You can guide your alters based on factors you already know, but you cannot decide that for them. Thats why i’m okay with some antiendo “help a fragment” blogs. They HELP fragments. Build a headmate blogs were originally made by endos and willos to create more headmates. It’s just making ocs in your head.

thanks to - @sammyslittledoll , @butterphiiss , @bowxs , @y0inked , @mostlymarvelgirl , @multiversefanfics , @hunterstieller , @mulderssweetheart , and every other moot i have <333 i love everything you guys write, and any time any of you interact with me i giggle and kick my feet cause you’re all icons to me and i can’t believe it