#cloverposting

man just thinking about how everything got stripped away from subaru in re:zero s4e7. his memories, his mental fortitude that he had built brick by brick, knowledge of the loops that had time and time given him, eventually, the way out of a difficult problem.

he's got it SO much fucking worse compared to season 1, because somehow, he's even MORE alone here than he was in season 1.

everyone around him, his allies and closest friends, they're all silently grieving the "real" subaru that they lost while trying to keep up a smile around amnesiac!subaru. some even consider cutting him out or leaving him out of the journey completely, since he'll only be a hindrance in this state.

that, and also everyone had grown to blindly rely on subaru. not their fault really, since in their eyes, minus all his death, suffering and resets, he seems like the perfect guy who always knows the solution, the path forward.

but now, not even amnesiac!subaru knows who that guy is anymore.

very quick ship chart as a break for today

also face closeups under the cut o7