finally openly claiming the label of "transspecies" for myself, even though I will in all likelihood not be able to achieve any of my transition goals lol. I've always felt strongly that the dysphorias were similar for me, and I genuinely would really love to transition somehow to make my flesh suit more habitable! :3c
this will be long so the actual list is under the cut! will be returning to this post to edit + add links as things progress <3
body changes (normie):
thicker fur (also gender-related)
cool tattoo(s) of my theriotype(s) (will probably design myself)
wing back tattoo (specifically)
body mods (elaborate):
fang veneers (for both kitty + angel 'types)
subdermal paw implants w/ medical tattoos (saw someone else mention them, but since I'm an artist I'll need to research if they'll impact my ability to draw? that'd be a deal-breaker)
horns (if they can make it safer to get the bigger ones, my horns are like 6in long)
whiskers?? can you get those as body mods?? idk but I want them
pointed ears (it'd be impossible to get them looking like my actual kintype's ears, but it's a step in the right direction!)
accessories (subtle):
black faux fur jacket
black faux fur leg warmers
realistic pawprint shoes (the kinds that leave kitty pawprints instead of shoeprints when I walk)
claw rings (bc they apparently feel more realistic when you use them to open things, since you gotta flex your finger to do that)
capes!! (would be cool to have some with wings printed on them)
more shirts with cat + angel designs on them
kitty bell necklace!! (preferably one that's easy to hide / isn't too feminine, since I'm transmasc)
anything spacecore tbh (celestialkin)
outfits + wearables (expressive):
fluffy kitty collar w/ a bell + a tag,,,
cool kitty therian mask
hydraulic angel wings that can use that one vtuber software to be moved via my brain (I have no clue if this is at all realistic whatsoever but this entire list is just pipe dream after pipe dream so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
kitty ears that also move via brain (ik these exist!)
hypermotion kitty tail!!!
kitty paws for my forelegs (ngl even tho they're for kink the leather ones look really comfy,,, maybe something that binds like that but is covered in fur? do those exist?)
realistic kitty paws for my hindlegs (saw some really cool ones on bluesky the other day!)
colored contacts (kitty + angel 'types both have the same eyes basically besides the angel's black sclera, but the sclera contacts scare me lmao) (would be double cool if they were reflective but idk if reflective contacts are a thing? I mean, they have to be, right?? I can't be the first person to ever want smth like that-)
feathered elf ears (I'm not an elf but that's the best way to describe them tbh, they're not really "wing ears" because they don't bend in the middle ^^;)
cat harness w/ backpack leash
satyr leg things
big horns that... don't fall off after being tapped by a butterfly (I've yet to find some that stay on well ;-;)
items:
cat shampoo (need to research if this is okay for people)
kitty food bowl :3c
kitty perfume
big ol' comfy cage (because I can make it into a little den, and human-sized cat trees don't exist in any way that can fit into a house)
kintype-related adult pacifiers (for my sfw agere littlespace)
stuffie of my kitty theriotype
bunk bed (bottom is for sleeping with my love, top is for nesting since it's high up and has walls to keep everything from falling off)
cat bed / bean bag
cat toys that won't break if played with them by a big kitty :'<
those cat treat puzzle things??
idk, maybe a feline packer?? I don't really have "that" kinda species dysphoria tho, so it'd be more for funsies (since I'm transmasc and will be getting one anyway)
fun kintype-related stickers!!!
social + lifestyle:
buy cereal more often (mmm kibble,,,)
find more snacks that make me feel kitty
incorporate meat more into my diet (for both kitty and angel)
come out to friend group (this will be difficult)
get at least one irl alterhuman friend (probably impossible but arghgh I need it)
unmask more around my partner (he's already accepting, I'm just a coward that fears vulnerability)
possibly enter into a more owner-pet dynamic with partner (ig technically this would count as petplay? but it'd be sfw)
learn how to purr more consistently
get better at meowing convincingly
if it's safe, I'd like to wear light gear in public (probably at most ears + tail tbh, the rest seems too eye-catching)
learn quads (I need to work out more anyway, and this seems pretty fun! would be nice to run on all fours)
go hang gliding!!!
use viviterms for myself irl
idk, maybe try weed?? since catnip is just. weed for cats
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btw just so you know pinkie pie is a xenogender cringecore she/xe/it/party/bounce girlthing who's also a fun conceptkin that smokes weed and is (in bounces words) "the gayest mare alive" and likes to babysit the other mane five when they're in baby mode but is a bit irresponsible
and fluttershy is a nonbinary tgirl rabbit therian that uses she/bun and voluntarily pet regresses because bun wants to be taken care of instead of having to be the one taking care of others all the time (bun loves buns animals but it gets stressful yk?)
and rainbow dash is a butch she/her transmasc lesbian who involuntarily age regresses (trauma ;-;) and really loves playing make-believe as daring do and drawing silly little crayon doodles of her with daring do
and applejack is a butch she/it cisfem lesbian that loves taking care of its marefriends even though it's busy a lot of the time (it's responsible but in a fun way!! it gets them to help it with its chores in a gamey way like it does with apple bloom in "sisterhooves social")
and twilight is a she/her tgirl semi-voluntary teen regressor who feels like she wasted her school years after realizing the magic of friendship and is very social when she regresses (she loves play dates!!) but is shy around strangers
and spike is a nonbinary he/him kid who doesn't really fully understand the whole "gender" or "agere" or "alterhuman" (alterpony? altercreature? alterbeing?) thing but loves his sister and their friends nevertheless and has a lot of fun with their play dates (he esp loves playing make-believe with dashie bc it's kinda like d&d but without the numbers)
and rarity is an ace-bi dollkin mare who uses she/her professionally but actually secretly really loves when folks use gem/stone for stone (after learning about neos from pinkie) bc gem thinks it's really elegant, and is a responsible cg type for the others (gem also makes them cute play clothes!!!!!)
and fluttershy's mane cg is rarity (bc gem's chill), and twi doesn't really "need" a cg but really appreciates when one of the other girls steps in, and dashie's mane cg is aj bc it can keep up with her energy, and pinkie doesn't have a mane regressor but babysits all of 'em equally whenever one of the others are too busy to help out
and they're all polyamorous together (besides pinkie + aj bc they're cousins) and they love each other queerplatonically
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ngl I really wanna use more species-affirming words for myself (ex. paws, maw, snoot, fur, fangs, claws etc.) but at the same time I'm a bit of a coward lmao
on one paw it's very euphoric and it make-a me smile :3c
... on the other paw if somecritter questioned it I would have no clue what to say and I'd die. to death, even.
