today was so stressful, I could literally feel my fur standing up on end this morning ;-;

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today was so stressful, I could literally feel my fur standing up on end this morning ;-;

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I did an intro thingie since my little space blog is new :3
I also drawd myself!! I think I'll keep the picrew for my icon but this was fun <3
~ species transition goals ~
DNI if you're a radqueer or Trans-ID >:(
finally openly claiming the label of "transspecies" for myself, even though I will in all likelihood not be able to achieve any of my transition goals lol. I've always felt strongly that the dysphorias were similar for me, and I genuinely would really love to transition somehow to make my flesh suit more habitable! :3c
this will be long so the actual list is under the cut! will be returning to this post to edit + add links as things progress <3
ate some cut-up meatballs without using my paws today, feeling pretty swag about it
I should do that more often, it's very species euphoria. I even get to wash more naturally (by licking my paw and wiping my face), it's great
eye shifts feel weird
so for those who don't know, my angel kintype has four eyes. it's got a smaller pair below the "normal" pair
but obviously whenever I get phantoms I can't actually See out of the extra pair, so it just feels like?? they're closed???
"wtf why can't I open my eyes? ... oh wait right they're not real"

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yk it's kinda ironic that despite literally being a cat I have a mild cat allergy
my body's rejecting the soul transplant,,,
btw just so you know pinkie pie is a xenogender cringecore she/xe/it/party/bounce girlthing who's also a fun conceptkin that smokes weed and is (in bounces words) "the gayest mare alive" and likes to babysit the other mane five when they're in baby mode but is a bit irresponsible
and fluttershy is a nonbinary tgirl rabbit therian that uses she/bun and voluntarily pet regresses because bun wants to be taken care of instead of having to be the one taking care of others all the time (bun loves buns animals but it gets stressful yk?)
and rainbow dash is a butch she/her transmasc lesbian who involuntarily age regresses (trauma ;-;) and really loves playing make-believe as daring do and drawing silly little crayon doodles of her with daring do
and applejack is a butch she/it cisfem lesbian that loves taking care of its marefriends even though it's busy a lot of the time (it's responsible but in a fun way!! it gets them to help it with its chores in a gamey way like it does with apple bloom in "sisterhooves social")
and twilight is a she/her tgirl semi-voluntary teen regressor who feels like she wasted her school years after realizing the magic of friendship and is very social when she regresses (she loves play dates!!) but is shy around strangers
and spike is a nonbinary he/him kid who doesn't really fully understand the whole "gender" or "agere" or "alterhuman" (alterpony? altercreature? alterbeing?) thing but loves his sister and their friends nevertheless and has a lot of fun with their play dates (he esp loves playing make-believe with dashie bc it's kinda like d&d but without the numbers)
and rarity is an ace-bi dollkin mare who uses she/her professionally but actually secretly really loves when folks use gem/stone for stone (after learning about neos from pinkie) bc gem thinks it's really elegant, and is a responsible cg type for the others (gem also makes them cute play clothes!!!!!)
and fluttershy's mane cg is rarity (bc gem's chill), and twi doesn't really "need" a cg but really appreciates when one of the other girls steps in, and dashie's mane cg is aj bc it can keep up with her energy, and pinkie doesn't have a mane regressor but babysits all of 'em equally whenever one of the others are too busy to help out
and they're all polyamorous together (besides pinkie + aj bc they're cousins) and they love each other queerplatonically
just in case you didn't know
ngl I really wanna use more species-affirming words for myself (ex. paws, maw, snoot, fur, fangs, claws etc.) but at the same time I'm a bit of a coward lmao
on one paw it's very euphoric and it make-a me smile :3c
... on the other paw if somecritter questioned it I would have no clue what to say and I'd die. to death, even.