💜 for my dear windfur!!
-direclan
💜(Character specific)- Is this character open and proud about their true self, or are they closeted? Or somewhere in between?
Windfur is comfortable being a tom, but truth is that he doesn't really think all that deeply about his sexual identity. Windfur is grey-asexual, but he doesn't know that's what he is. I mean, why would he, when he's got significantly better things to worry about? But on occasion he does feel a bit strange if he thinks about it. When he was young, he was told he wouldn't have to worry about finding a mate or having kits for a long time. And now, he was sort of given the option to just...not have a mate or kits. At all, really. Redstar would prefer all parents are willing parents. He agrees with that notion. But...well, it's strange. A mate sounds nice, but what's he looking for? Barleywave and Riversnow, and Hopechase and Iciclepool - they all act just a certain way that seems really vulnerable, and he's not sure he can give that.
Well, he's still young...maybe one day he'll feel the..."je ne sais quoi" that cats keep talking about when it comes to mates.
Truthfully, without really knowing it - Windfur would probably thrive best in a queer platonic relationship, he just has no idea what that is.













