I’m feeling triggered, on edge.
Like when I go from thought to thought there’s a glimpse of him raping me or an intense feeling of how I felt then.
My hearts been racing, like I’m in fight or flight.
Today I tried a few things. I ran. I screamed. I wrote. I tried to get rid of that energy, like I’ve been reading to do.
Today it didn’t help.
Taking my meds, watching a Disney movie, drinking water, and breathing.
I’m reminding myself of all things/people I’m fighting for. Fighting those bad thoughts hard today.












