àšà§ pairings â clark kent x virgin!reader
àšà§ content â virginity loss, piv sex, size difference, soft dom clark
àšà§ wc â 841
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âsânot gonna fit, clarkâŠâ you whined as you laid on clarkâs bed- the plush mattress cradling your naked body. you stared down at where clark kneeled between your legs- his cock in his hand.
he was a big man in every sense of the word- his broad shoulders that took up the elevator when you two rode it together, his large hands that seemed to envelope yours- and his cock.
his length was hard and heavy in his palm- you could barely fit your hand around the base, no way it would fit inside. his tip leaked as you stared at it. where he hid his eagerness in his expression, it showed in how his cock twitched as his eyes graze over your body.
âitâll fit, sweetheart.â he assures, his free hand reaching out to brush a stray hair from your face. âmade sure of it- got you all soaked nâ ready for me.â he coos, leaning over you now. his thumb presses against your bottom lip that had turned down in a pout- as if trying to wipe away the expression. âiâd never hurt you on purpose.â he promises.
you draw in a breath and nod, legs spreading a little wider to make room for him. he settles in between your legs, his eyes darting between your bodies and your face.
âjust- tell me if anything feels wrong, okay? we can stop anytime okay honey?â he hums, his voice a soft comforting tone. you nod again, your heart thumping in your chest so hard you hear it in your ears.
you whimper when clark guides his tip in, the fat head disappearing into your weeping hole. clark kisses your lips gently. âjus' the head, baby- s'okay.â he says.
with one hand braced beside your head while the other grips his cock, he strokes his shaft a few times before he lines himself up with your weeping cunt.
"oh my-" he chokes out at the first brush of his tip against youâhot and slick and perfect. his hips jerk instinctively (canât help it), dragging a broken whimper from you as he sinks in slow, muscles trembling with the effort not to just ruin you in one thrust.
the stretch is brutal- you could barely hear clarkâs praises over the blood rushing in your ears and the intense sting of his cock splitting you open. your nails leave crescent shaped indents in his biceps. it was almost overwhelming- almost made you want to call it quits.
till you feel clarkâs rough fingers circle your clit gently- a jolt of pleasure running up your spine. he kisses your lips a bit deeper now, swallowing every whine you let out. he pulls away to watch you, his dark eyes flickering with adoration. "breathe, pretty girl." he says when he realizes you were holding your breath. you let out a long shaky breath, head feeling hazy. "that's my girl." he praises.
you feel the head of his cock brush your cervix and you let out an extra loud whine, squirming slightly. âoh- ah- sorry, darling.â he murmurs, shuddering slightly. he looks down between you, panting slightly from the restraint.
âthatâs as far as i can go.â he says softly, his cock pulsing slightly. âiâll stay like this for a sec, yeah? tell me when to move. youâre doing so good.â he praises, stilling inside you so you could get used to the stretch. he peppers kisses over your face, so patient and so gentle.
he kisses the tip of your nose when you let out a strangled whimper. "i know baby, i know." he coos. "m'so proud of you, sweetheart- taking me so well." he praises, his large hand running up your side.
forehead dropping against yours, breath ragged: "you feel... gosh, ahâ" his voice cracks, hips stuttering when you clench around him.
your chest rises and falls with each shaky breath and clark kisses away tears you didnât even know you shed. âso perfect for me, sweetheart- takinâ me so good.â he hums, thumb brushing away the tears on your reddened cheeks.
you swallow thickly, feeling the stinging pain dissipate until all thatâs left is the delicious fullness. you let out a soft breath- tongue darting out to wet my bottom lip. ây-you can move.â you nod.
his thrusts are slow and measured- like all he's focused on is making sure he doesnât break you. his hips stutter slightly at one point, his head kissing your cervix again. you let out a ragged moan, eyes shut, lips parted.
"open your eyes, sweet thing." he hums. kissing your parted lips gently. when you do, you see a gentle smile on his face. this wasn't the smile he used for when he saves civilians from danger, or for strangers on the street, not even for his closest friends- this was for you. an expression of pure adoration and devotion.
that night, when you're fast asleep on his chest- clark just stares. if everything else fails, clark knows one thing for sure;
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DESC: Joel takes you home from the bar and pops your cherry âĄ
TAGS: No Outbreak, Sleazy!Joel, Innocent!Reader, Virgin!Reader, Virginity Loss, One-Night Stand, Age Gap (old!man Joel x young woman reader), smut obvi, pussy pronouns, oral sex (fem receiving), p in v sex, unprotected sex, accidental creampie, lil bit of fluff
It was hard to give a damn when his years of loneliness had him walking around half-crazed at the sight of any pretty little thing that walked by him. He had his occasional hookups, but work had him so busy and so bone-tired, it was a rarity that he actually got laid at all.Â
So when he had the seemingly one-in-a-lifetime to chase some tail, he took it. It was his night off, the first in what felt like a very long time. He went to his local dive bar, knowing heâd find exactly what he was looking for. The thick scent of tobacco smoke and late-night sleaze filled his lungs as he pushed through the door, breathing it in and sighing like it was fresh air.Â
He spotted you almost immediately, your petite form sat stiffly on a barstool. You looked out of place, your pretty eyes darting around the room, your fingers gripping your drink a little too tight. Clearly, you werenât used to being in seedy places like this. Joel also couldnât help but notice how the men around you were looking, their eyes fixed on the way your dress rode up to expose your creamy thighs, just like he was. In a place like this, you were like a little bunny among a den of wolves.Â
Despite being a particularly old and haggard wolf himself, he took it upon himself to be your protector, to shield you from these old perverts. It was the pot calling the kettle black. He sat down on the stool beside you, delighting in the way you almost flinched, looking over to him with wide eyes.Â
You never went into bars, not really. Maybe once or twice with friends, but it really wasnât your scene. This night, however, prompted a change in scenery. You felt so frustrated, tired of living a monotonous life that consisted only of school, work, and home. You didnât have many friends, and your dating life was non-existent. You craved adventure, something that reversed the numbness you always felt- something that made you feel alive.Â
You decided to go to the dive bar by your apartment, hoping maybe youâd find some adventure, maybe a little trouble- something new. Worst-case scenario- besides maybe being roofied or kidnapped or something- was youâd get wasted and call an uber home, which was only about seven or eight minutes away. Once you actually got inside and sat down for a drink, you began having second thoughts. Your determination had gotten you this far, but you were easily spooked. You knew you were being watched, the men across the room playing darts constantly eyeing you, some guys a few seats down at the bar were, too. Maybe this wasnât such a good idea, after all- or so youâd thought.Â
But then that tall, dark, and handsome older man sat beside you, and you began to feel like maybe this night would turn out alright. If he wasnât a serial killer, that is.Â
âHowdy,â his voice rumbled, hitting something just right inside you that made you almost visibly shiver. Your heartbeat raced, but no longer out of anxiety, but excitement. That vaguely familiar fluttery feeling you hadnât felt in so long tickled at your insides. He was so hot, you could hardly believe he was real, sitting in front of you. He was wearing a worn flannel shirt, rolled up at the elbow to expose those veiny forearms dusted in hair, his hands big and rough and calloused. He wore a pair of Dickieâs jeans, the denim patchy, the knees faded from work. He was somewhere in his fifties, judging by his weathered skin and the crowâs feet. His eyes were sharp, though- a beautiful hazel with flecks of brown and green that reminded you of earth and soil and trees dappled with sunlight. His hair was dark and a bit unkempt, the wind having blown through it. His beard was scruffy, too, but it looked sexy, not messy.Â
âHi,â you murmured awkwardly, your shyness getting the best of you, as usual. You wanted to kick yourself- you could hardly look him in the eye without wanting to blush. The way he smiled at you, relaxed and lopsided, made your stomach twist with something feral. âName's Joel," he introduced himself, "what brings ya here, all alone?â He asked after you told him your name. âDonât seem like yer used to this kinda establishment.âÂ
âIâm not,â you admitted sheepishly, âis it that obvious?â Joel barked a laugh, a deep sound that came from his gut. âSure is- you look scared as all hell, darlinâ.â You actually blushed, your cheeks heating up with embarrassment. Sure, you werenât going to bars every weekend, but youâd at least thought maybe it would look like youâve been in one before. âI just wanted to let loose a little,â you said truthfully, âisnât that what youâre here for?â He nodded. âI suppose it is.â The bartender slid him a glass of whiskey, to which Joel nodded his head in acknowledgement or gratitude- something between the two. He took a drink, his eyes never leaving you. Your leg crossed over the other, not minding the way his eye darted to the exposed skin. He set his glass down, fingers drumming on the counter.Â
âYou lookinâ for anything else?â He asked, his eyes questioning. The fluttering in your tummy intensified. âYes,â you answered, hating how girlish you sounded. You were a grown woman, for Godâs sake- you were allowed to be a flirt, show a man what you wanted. Despite your very awkward demeanor and your lack of flirting skills, he looked just about ready to pounce. Maybe he liked the whole shy and innocent vibe, which made you feel a little more confident.Â
âTake me home?â The words left your mouth before you could really think them through, realizing maybe it was a little too forward. You werenât sure how this worked- maybe you shouldâve flirted more, danced around what you wanted, savored the anticipation, but you were feeling desperate. Your gaze had flicked down at the bulge in his jeans once, twice- maybe three times.Â
âA bit bold of ya, ainât it?â He snorted. âYou really want me to take you home, doll?â You nodded, eager and desperate and too needy to care. He finished his drink and took you by the arm, leading you out to the parking lot where his rickety old Ford truck was parked. He opened the passenger door for you, helping you inside, then got into the driverâs seat and started the engine. It was silent as you drove the backroads to his house, nothing but a few feet of road ahead of you visible, illuminated by his headlights.Â
You watched him as he drove, humming along to the country song playing on the radio. He was so handsome, the wind blowing through his hair, the profile of his nose highlighted by the pale moonlight. You wanted so desperately to kiss him in that moment, but you didnât want to be a distraction for him, so you simply folded your hands in your lap, anticipating what was to come. Youâd never actually slept with anyone before, only fantasized, only knew what you wanted in theory. But something about this man made the dam break within you, your need suddenly overwhelming.Â
When you got to his house, he quickly got out and went around to open your door, once again taking your hand in his to help you out of the truck. You blushed, unused to a man with manners. It was kind of sad, but a lot of men seemed to lack the whole gentleman vibe. You walked with him into his house, a two-story cabin with a well-trimmed lawn. It was almost picturesque- it made you feel at peace somehow as you stepped through the door. The inside was just as nice as the outside, looking like something out of a magazine- a lot less furnished, though, but you kind of liked it better that way. There were some mounts on the wall, a couple wood-carved figures and picture frames decorating the fireplace.
âYou gonna keep snoopinâ around, or ya gonna come to the bedroom?â He asked with a smirk before turning and walking down the hall. You stood still, watching the way his ass moved in his jeans. Goddamn, you thought to yourself. You could tell he could feel your eyes on him because he started sauntering, giving you a show. You giggled and followed him- you were pretty sure youâd follow him anywhere at this point, walking the way he was. Your head was swimming with drink, just enough to loosen you up and lower your inhibitions. You felt bold, less timid than usual.Â
You walked into his bedroom, taking in the king bed in the center of the room and the scent of cedarwood and something uniquely Joel. You playfully jumped onto the bed, earning a chuckle from him as he followed suit, his weight making the mattress dip beneath him. You blushed as he crawled over you, the urge to hide your face behind your hands overwhelming. Now that you were in his bed with his hands pressed on either side of you, caging you in with his much larger body, the shyness that the alcohol suppressed came back in full force.Â
âWhasâwrong?â He asked teasingly, but his eyes softened with concern. He brushed a lock of hair behind your ear, his calloused thumb tracing the gentle slope of your jaw. âNothing⊠I guess itâs just setting in- that Iâm really doing this.â You murmured softly.Â
âYou donât have to if you donât wanna,â he murmured in response, his big palm cupping your cheek. He was so gentle, nurturing in a way you werenât used to. It stirred up such conflicting feelings- it made you want to cry, but at the same time you felt that familiar pull between your legs that told you of your desires, that you truly wanted this, wanted him.Â
âI want to,â you urged, your small hands curling into the fabric of his flannel, âIâm just a little nervous. Iâve neverâŠâ you trail off, your cheeks flushed with embarrassment. His eyes widened a fraction, perplexed by your confession. âOh,â he said, and nothing else. You got worried after a few moments of silence passed. âIs that bad?â You asked, scared heâd back off, take you straight home and leave you unsatisfied.Â
âNaw, it ainât bad- just⊠surprised me.â He said as he rubbed a hand over his face. âYou sure you wanna do this with me? Mâtwice your age, darlinâ- nâ I⊠Iâve been around.â You smile, amused by his insecurity. If only he knew he was exactly what youâd been looking for. âGood. Means youâll know how to make me feel good.â He groaned at that, his hands coming to grasp at your waist. âYou donât know what youâre sayinâ sweetheart- you donât want an old dog like me ta ruin ya.â But as he spoke, his hands were sliding down to squeeze your hips.Â
âOh, but I do,â you hummed as your hands began to unbutton his flannel, wanting to see the weathered skin beneath. He let you, groaning as you slid it off his shoulders and down his arms before going back to greedily run your hands over his hairy, scarred chest. You thought he was the sexiest thing alive, practically drooling at the sight of his exposed flesh. He chuckled, low and gravelly, before kissing you breathless. He licked into your mouth, his hand firmly grasping your jaw and holding you in place. His other hand slid further down your hip to your thigh, squeezing the plush flesh. You mewled softly, the sound needy and impatient as you desperately wanted his touch to move just a few inches inward, to where you needed him most. He teased you, this thumb rubbing gentle circles on your thigh as he pressed sloppy, open-mouthed kisses down to your neck.Â
âJoel,â you whimpered. He only growled in response, nipping at the sensitive skin beneath your earlobe. The hand that was gripping your jaw slid down to push down the strap of your dress, revealing the lacey bra you were wearing in anticipation of this very moment. Your tummy fluttered with excitement as you helped him push your dress down to your waist, his hand reaching behind your back to skillfully unclasp your bra. You were slightly irritated that it only got a mere second of appreciation before being tossed across the room, but it was quickly forgotten because the rough pads of his hands were on you, fondling your breasts and flicking your nipples in a way that made you gasp. You never understood the appeal of nipple play, given you hadn't experienced it with a partner- and doing it to yourself was unexciting, to say the least. But this was different.Â
You squirmed, arching your back, a soft gasp escaping your lips. âLike that, doll?â He chuckled as he looked at you with a satisfied smirk and those seductive lidded eyes, keeping eye contact as he brought his mouth to your left nipple, giving it a quick kiss before sucking it into his mouth. Your hands flew up to grasp at his hair, fingers tangling in his locks. He groaned when you curled your fingers and tugged. His other hand finally relented and slid right where you needed him, his thumb pressing right into your clit through the thin fabric of your panties.Â
âMm, so wet fâme baby,â he purred as he rubbed circles into you, making you mewl. Your head was spinning with liquor and molten want, your pussy throbbing against his hand. He noticed, moving his attention from your breast down your belly, pressing little kisses until his lips hit the fabric of your dress bunched around your hips. âLift fâme,â he spoke gently as he grasped at the fabric, pulling your dress down and off your legs. His fingers bit into the meat of your thighs as he spread you open, dipping his head between them. He licked a broad stripe up your pussy, further dampening the fabric of your panties. He moaned at your scent, the way your puffy lips looked in the lacy fabric. Hooking a finger in the crotch of your panties, he pulled them aside to expose your sex. He dove in, his tongue lapping at your folds with a hunger that left you gasping, your thighs clamping around his head.Â
âThasâ it, babydoll, squeeze those thighs âround me.â He groaned against your folds, sucking your clit into his mouth. You gasped, a soft moan tumbling from your lips as you moved on pure instinct, your hips bucking into his mouth. His hands kept a death-like grip on your thighs, sliding to your ass to push you impossibly closer to his probing tongue. âJoel-â You whined, frantic with your oncoming orgasm.Â
âCâmon, you can do it- cum on my tongue, darlinâ.â He urged, his voice desperate and ragged, like he needed it. That was all it took for you to snap, a sharp cry escaping you as your whole body seized up, thighs trembling as you came right where he wanted. He lapped up your arousal like a man dying of thirst, making your cheeks flush once you snapped out of your post-orgasm haze and realized what he was doing. âStop, itâs dirty-!â You exclaimed.Â
âYou taste divine,â Joel said as he looked up at you, a lopsided smirk on his face. The sight of him, smiling up at you from between your legs, his beard wet with your arousal, was nearly enough to make you cum again. It seemed like he noticed, because he went right back to laving attention on your clit, slipping a finger into your tight hole. âGimme another, baby, câmon- gotta stretch this lilâ pussy out real good âfore I fuck you.â He groaned. Your pussy fluttered around his finger, greedily sucking him deep inside. âYeah, thasâ it- sheâs so hungry, ainât she?â He pressed another finger inside, barely circling around your entrance before slowly pushing in. He was slow and gentle, wanting to ease you into it- to not overwhelm you. So far, you seemed pretty damn enthusiastic- you were sucking his fingers in so greedily, arching your back and moaning so beautifully, he could hardly stand it. It took everything in him not to stuff his cock inside you, to feel how tight youâd be around him.Â
You choked out a moan as you helplessly came again, your breasts heaving with each labored breath, your legs twitching with the aftershocks. You didnât expect him to start up again, curling his fingers to hit something inside you that made stars burst across your vision, slowly teasing a third digit in. âOne more,â he begged, his voice a hoarse, desperate rasp, âcan ya give me one more, baby?â You were shaking, your eyes stinging with tears as you drowned in the pleasure- it was too much. You must have said as much, because his hand came to soothingly massage your hip.Â
âJust one more, baby,â he pleaded, âjust need one more.âÂ
You couldnât resist him, how utterly wrecked he sounded, how he seemed to need your release as much as you did. Your hands tugged roughly at his hair as a third orgasm rolled through you, your eyes rolling back as you cried out his name. You heard him growl, his teeth grazing at your clit, making you jolt helplessly. He licked you through your climax, groaning with pleasure and rutting his hips against the mattress. âSo fuckinâ good for me,â he breathed, giving your pussy one last lick before he sat back on his heels.Â
âCanât wait no more,â he panted as he frantically grasped at his belt. He fumbled with the buckle, cursing under his breath before he finally yanked it off, unzipping the fly of his jeans and reaching into his briefs to pull out his hard cock. Youâd never seen a dick before- not this close, at least- inches from your face, pulsing and weeping with primal need. Youâd seen sex scenes in movies, watched porn late in the night under the covers, but this was surreal. He was big, and he was girthy, and god was he hairy. You drank in the sight of the perfect trail of hair that led down to the nest surrounding the base of him, and you felt the very perverted urge to lean in and press your nose against it, taking a deep inhale of his musk.Â
âLike what ya see?â He teased, but something in his eyes flickered with uncertainty, like he was maybe worried you were overwhelmed, that this was too much for you. You hadnât even heard him, staring like an idiot at his perfectly molded dick, watching the way it twitched with arousal. It was a very serious worry for you that youâd find your partnerâs cock unattractive the first time youâd had sex- they just didnât look very appealing dangling around from what youâd seen, but Joelâs was⊠beautiful. You nearly giggled at the thought, but you genuinely thought his dick was beautiful.Â
âWhat?â He asked, his expression giving away his worry now. He saw your mouth twitch, suppressing a smile, and he hadnât the faintest clue whether that was a good sign or a bad one. You let yourself smile, a shy but genuine one, your cheeks flushing. âI like it,â you admitted rather stupidly, but at least it was the truth. He paused for a moment, his hazel eyes staring at your face- searching, before he barked out a laugh. âYou like it?â You laughed with him, nodding your head.Â
âMhm, I like it a lot.â You said, letting your desire seep into your voice. You werenât sure if you sounded seductive, but you hoped you did. Either way, he seemed riled up by it, cursing softly to himself as he stroked himself. âWant you ta tell me if it hurts, okay baby?â He said as he positioned himself between your legs once again, his cock resting over your mound. He rubbed against you a few times, sighing in relief, before he was pulling aside the crotch of your panties once more. âYou understand?â He asked, firmer this time. You nodded eagerly, watching with wide eyes as he swiped his tip through your folds, gently prodding at your entrance.Â
âDonât feel like ya gotta put up with anythinâ fâme- you feel uncomfortable, we stop. Tell me you understand, babydoll.âÂ
âI understand, Joel.â You whispered as you gently bit down on your lip. He eased himself inside you, gently spreading your thighs wider as he began to push in. A brief panic flooded through you, and he felt it- the way your body tensed, the way your chest began heaving again, but this time not with pleasure. âBreath fâme, sweetheart,â he cooed as he massaged your thigh, ârelax as best you can.â You nodded, the sweetness in his voice easing your nerves a bit. He brought his thumb to your clit, rubbing slow circles that made you flutter around him as he pushed deeper.Â
âFuck,â he groaned, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment. His reaction spurred you on, your slick walls beginning to suck him inside. He was definitely a stretch, the pressure a little uncomfortable but not painful- you were thankful he took his time to pleasure you first, get you prepared for him. âThasâ it, baby- suck me in just like that.â He murmured, the hand that was massaging your thigh now gripping tight, like he was trying to hold himself back. He wanted to move so badly, his hips twitched, the urge to buck into you nearly overwhelming. He stayed strong, moving slowly and gently until you were ready.Â
Once heâd pushed all the way in, his cock nestled deep inside you, he stopped. His eyes flicked up to your face, taking in your expression- and god, were you a sight. Your hair was spread out on his pillow, a few strands sticking to your face, your eyes wide, lips parted, tits moving slightly with each breath you took, your belly soft, legs spread, and your gorgeous cunt wet and puffy and stuffed full of his cock. He felt like he could cum just looking at you.Â
âYouâre fuckinâ gorgeous, you know that?â He muttered, unable to resist the slight nudge of his hips. You mewled at the feeling, the tip of him hitting a spot deep inside you that had you clenching down around him. âLiked that, didnât she?â He grinned, his voice gravelly and rough as he eased his hips back, giving another shallow little thrust. He relished in your gasp, the way you pulsed around him. He was in trouble, knew it the moment he laid eyes on you in that bar, knew it as soon as he got you in his bed, and he knew it now as he gently thrust into your sopping cunt- he was going to get addicted to this, to you.Â
His thumb pressed into your clit, the other holding your hip as he thrust again and again, short and shallow thrusts that eased you into the pleasure and sent heat licking up his spine. You were moaning now, soft little sounds that he couldnât get enough of. âSing fâme- lemme hear those lilâ sounds of yours.â He grunted as he quickened his pace, thrusting a little deeper. He surmised by the way your toes curled and your back arched that you liked it. âLike that, huh? Sâlittle pussyâs eatinâ me up so well- greedy little thing she is,âÂ
You moaned, more wanton this time. Joel didnât seem like the talking type, but the way he was talking to you now, half-drunk on whiskey and the feeling of your pussy around him- it only made the pleasure more intense, knowing that it was you who was bringing this handsome man to this point. âSo full,â you mewled softly, âI feel so full.â You didnât know how to talk dirty, but in the haze of pleasure, you thought you could certainly try. He pushed his hips forward, burying himself deep inside you, leaning forward a bit to put his weight on you. âYeah? You like being full of my cock?âÂ
âYes,â you moaned, your voice high and breathy, âI love it. Love your cock, Joel.â That seemed enough to get him going, his head dropping down so his hair hung in front of his face. âShit, yeah baby- you love it? Love this cock? Iâll give you all you want, darlinâ donât you worry.â His hands moved to plant themselves on either side of your head, his big arms caging you in as he started rolling his hips, thrusting slow and deep inside you. The both of you moaned at the same time, your head falling back against the pillow as he hit that sweet spot inside you again.Â
âGoddamn,â he hissed, picking his pace up again. Your hands flew to his shoulders, your nails digging in slightly. Your breasts bounced with each of his thrusts, which he seemed to like, as his mouth came down to suck at your right nipple. You gasped, moaning softly in response to the way he growled against your flesh, like a hungry animal. It was primal, desperate, and fucking hot.Â
âJoel,â you whined, a soft cry escaping you as he gently sank his teeth into the flesh around your nipple. He was thrusting faster now, desperately chasing his release. You clung to him, your nails clawing into his back as you rolled your hips up to meet his thrusts. His teeth moved to your neck, nipping at your skin before moving up to your jaw. âFuck, baby, you feel so damn good-â he groaned, his hands moving to cup your cheeks. He was on his elbows now, furiously moving his hips. âLook at me,â he pleaded, lifting his head just enough to look down at your face, into your eyes- he looked so raw, so vulnerable, and so beautiful you could hardly stand it. Your hands pressed into his back, pulling him closer. All you could do was helplessly mewl his name, so desperate for him it nearly brought tears to your eyes. He noticed your eyes watering and wiped away the moisture with his thumb. âI got you baby,â he murmured as you cried out his name, your orgasm close, âI got you. Cum with me, câmon sweetheart-âÂ
You saw white as your orgasm tore through you, powerful and absolutely devastating. You screamed his name, your nails sinking deep into his flesh as you shook, your walls spasming around him. He cursed loudly, shouting your name before he buried his face in your neck, his own body trembling as he tensed up and buried himself as deep as he could, spurting rope after rope of cum inside you.Â
You held on to each other for a long time, panting and shivering through the aftershocks. He pressed gentle kisses on your neck and jaw, murmuring soft praises in your ear. âDid so good fâme baby- took me so well. Youâre the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen- I mean it.â He doubled down after you protested, squeezing your hips possessively. Once the post-orgasm haze began to fade, you noticed the warmth of his spend inside you.Â
âMm, so warm,â you hummed, too blissed-out for the implications to dawn on you. âWhatâs warm, darlinâ?â He asked with a chuckle as he kissed your cheek. âYour cum inside me,â you giggled, pulling back to give him a mischievous and very dreamy smile. His eyes widened, his own dreamy expression wiped clean off his face as your words sobered him. âShit,â he gasped as he pulled out of you, looking at how he dripped out of you. He quickly pushed aside the very strong masculine satisfaction he felt and got up to grab a rag from the adjoined bathroom, kneeling back on the mattress to gently clean you up. He held your leg open as he worked, his eyes laser-focused.Â
âWeâll go to the pharmacy first thing in the morninâ,â he said once he was done, discarding the rag and kicking off his jeans to join you in bed. He held you close, his arms wrapped around you as pulled you against him. âFor now, get some rest.â You let out a sleepy little hum, snuggling into his chest. It wasnât hard at all to fall asleep, to your pleasant surprise, and you slept a very blissful, dreamless sleep until morning, your heart full and satisfied- and you knew youâd become addicted to him, but you were more than okay with that.Â
A/N: As feral as I am, I cannot write smut without giggling - It's just really funny trying to find hot ways to describe a pp LOL. Also ignore how sucky the title is I literally couldn't think of anything T-T.
Virgin hunter price hears that you, his favourite soldier, is a virgin and he loses his mind a little.
Makes his desire extremely obvious, at least to you. Leans over your shoulder, hand on your desk to cage you against it. Hes just here for some papers, but you know that's not whats on his mind when a hand lands on the back of your neck "thank you, sweetheart. Perfect for me, as always."
You know the type of man price is, and you know the kind of person hes hoping you are. All stripped down in his bed, soft and whimpering. You play along when he takes you to a bar. Fluster the right amount when a hand rests on your thigh, avoid eye contact when he asks about past partners. Its almost too easy, watching prices eyes darken as he asks "want me to show you the ropes, love? Make sure you know how a man should be treating you?"
He gets you into bed, warm bodies pressed against eachother. You have to physically restrain yourself from jumping prices bones when he takes off his shirt to reveal thick hair and a soft stomach. He chuckles at your hungry expression, mistakes it for shock when he shucks his pants off.
Hes...deliciously big. Not as big as some of your toys, but just around the size you go for when you want to be brainless for awhile. Price is cooing at you about getting properly stretched out, rubbing you but not dipping inside when you decide to strike.
Thick, muscle-strong legs wrap around his torso. With a twist of your abdomen in perfect form that would make ghost smile, you flip price onto his back and straddle his stomach. Hes looking up at you with wide eyes, groaning as you line your entrance up with his tip.
You grin, "I told you I was a virgin, not that I didnt have experience."
And God did you show off all those tricks youve learned. Riding price like you were trying to kill him. Hes used to fucking pretty things that are tuckered out after one or two rounds. But you? Youve been fantasizing about getting a man like john under you, and you wont be satisfied until hes begging you to stop.
You live up to those words. Mouth busy on prices chest, bites and hickeys all over, hes gasping and whining openly by now. It takes alot to break a man like him, but by the time your legs are feeling a bit sore hes grabbing your hips with teary eyes "wait- wait- stop. Let me- fuuuuck, just let me breathe for a moment okay love?"
Of course you oblige, slipping off of him and wishing you had a camera to capture the utterly sinful amount of cum that spills out.
Cleaning up is routine enough, even if the bathroom is unfamiliar. You grab price a cold water bottle from the fridge downstairs while your at it, snuggling against his chest while he chugs it.
hi!! can u pls do a steve harrington x virgin bimbo reader? đ
Ruining the aesthetic
Steve Harrington x virgin!bimbo!reader
Warnings : MNDI ! 18+, virginity loss, p in v, fingering, praise kink (?)
The vanity mirror in your bedroom was bordered by round, glowing bulbs, casting a bright, unforgiving light on your workspace. To anyone else, the array of products scattered across the glass surface, tubes of frosted pink lipstick, pots of glitter gel, three different cans of hairsprays, and an arsenal of brushes, might have looked like chaos. To you, it was an armory.
You were Hawkins Highâs resident "doll." You were the girl who wore heels on tuesdays just because, the girl whose notes were color-coded in pastel gel pens, the girl who unironically loved horoscope columns and smelled permanently of vanilla cupcake batter and expensive perfume.
People made assumptions. They saw the bleached highlights, the short skirts, and the wide-eyed, gum-popping smile, and they assumed there wasnât much going on upstairs. You didn't mind. Let them think you were just air and sugar. It was easier that way. Being a "bimbo", as the burnout kids sometimes muttered when you walked by, was a shield. It was a soft, pink, impenetrable armor against a town that was often grey and scary.
But there was one person who looked at you and didn't just see the aesthetic. He saw the person who curated it.
A horn honked outside. Three short bursts. Steve.
You grabbed your purse and took one last look in the mirror. You were wearing a baby pink fuzzy sweater that stopped just above your navel, and a white mini-skirt that left very little to the imagination. Your lips were glossed to a high-shine mirror finish.
Perfect.
You bounded down the stairs, shouted a quick goodbye to your parents who were watching TV in the den, and stepped out into the humid Indiana evening.
Steve Harrington was leaning against the hood of his car. He was wearing his signature grey memberâs only jacket over a yellow polo, his hair coiffed to impossible heights. He looked tired, he always looked tired these days, shadows lingering under his hazel eyes, but when he saw you, the exhaustion evaporated.
His jaw actually dropped. It was a reaction you worked hard for, and it never got old.
âHi Stevie,â you chirped, walking down the driveway, your white heels clicking on the pavement.
Steve pushed off the car, meeting you halfway. He wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into him. He smelled like Brut cologne, hairspray, and faintly of cigarette smoke. It was the best smell in the world.
âYou lookâŠâ He shook his head, a lopsided grin taking over his face. âI mean, look at you. You look like a movie star. A really hot movie star.â
You giggled, smoothing the collar of his jacket. âAnd you look like a very handsome babysitter. Rough day with the nuggets?â
Steve groaned, rolling his eyes toward the sky. âHenderson tried to build a radio tower in my backyard. Again. I spent three hours hauling scrap metal. I need a break. I need you.â
âWell, youâve got me,â you said, going up on your tiptoes to press a kiss to his cheek, careful not to get gloss on him. âAll night. No kids allowed.â
Steve opened the passenger door for you. âBest news Iâve heard all week.â
Dinner was in a small fancy restaurant. You sat in a booth in the back, picking at a plate of pasta while Steve devoured a burger.
The conversation was easy. This was why it worked. You talked about the new fall collection at the mall. You talked about which shade of nail polish suited your skin tone best (Cotton Candy or Ballet Slipper?). You talked about the drama between two cheerleaders Steve barely knew.
And Steve? He listened. He listened with a rapt attention that melted your heart. He watched you talk, his eyes tracking the way your hands moved, the way you twirled your straw. He treated your interests with the same seriousness he treated his monster-hunting. To him, your world of glitter and gossip was a sanctuary. It was normal. It was safe.
But tonight, there was an undercurrent of something else.
Steveâs hand kept finding yours across the table. His thumb rubbed over your knuckles, tracing the rings on your fingers. His gaze was heavier, darker. It wasn't just adoration; it was hunger.
âYou okay?â you asked, tilting your head. âYouâre staring.â
Steve blinked, shaking his head slightly. âSorry. I just⊠I canât believe youâre mine, sometimes. Youâre just so⊠much. In the best way.â
You flushed, a genuine heat rising to your cheeks that had nothing to do with blush. âYouâre sweet.â
âIâm not sweet,â Steve said, his voice dropping, becoming rougher. âIâm a guy sitting across from the most beautiful girl in Hawkins, trying to figure out how fast we can finish dinner so I can take you home.â
Your breath hitched. The air between you suddenly felt thick.
âIâm finished,â you whispered, pushing your plate away.
Steve signaled for the check immediately.
The drive to the Harrington house was filled with the sounds of Madonna and the rushing wind. Steveâs hand rested on your thigh the entire time, his grip firm, possessive. The heat from his palm seeped through your stockings, making your heart race.
You knew where this was going. You had been dating for three months. Three months of heavy make-out sessions in his car, of hands roaming over clothes, of breathless stops at the front door before your curfew.
But you had never gone all the way.
It was the one secret you kept hidden under the layers of lip gloss and bravado. Everyone assumed things about you. They saw the tight skirts and the way you clung to Steve and assumed you were experienced. They assumed you were "easy."
The truth was, you were terrified. You were a virgin. A total, complete, technical virgin. And tonight felt like the night that was going to change.
When you pulled up to his massive, empty house, the lights were off. His parents were gone. Again.
Steve unlocked the front door and you stepped into the cool, silent foyer. He didn't even turn on the lights. He just kicked the door shut, dropped his keys in the bowl, and pulled you toward him.
The kiss was searing. It wasn't the sweet peck from the driveway. It was deep, wet, and urgent. Steve groaned into your mouth, his hands tangling in your hair, messing up the perfect volume you had spent twenty minutes on. You didn't care.
He walked you backward until you hit the wall. He pressed his body flush against yours, his thigh slotting between your legs. You could feel how much he wanted you, the hardness of him pressing against your stomach. It sent a jolt of electricity straight to your core.
âLetâs go upstairs.â he murmured against your neck, biting gently at the sensitive cord of muscle there.Â
You nodded, unable to speak.
He took your hand and led you up the stairs, his grip tight, as if he was afraid you might disappear if he let go.
His bedroom was messy, piles of clothes, a half-read book, old mixtapes scattered on the dresser. It smelled like him. It was your favorite place in the world.
Steve sat on the edge of the bed and pulled you to stand between his knees. He looked up at you, his eyes dark and blown wide. He reached out, his hands resting on your waist, his thumbs stroking the soft fabric of your sweater.
âYouâre beautiful,â he whispered. âYou know that?â
He leaned forward, pressing a kiss to your stomach through the sweater. Then, he looked up, a silent question in his eyes.
You took a deep breath. You reached down and grabbed the hem of your sweater. You pulled it over your head, tossing it onto the floor.
Underneath, you were wearing a sheer, baby pink lace bralette. It was flimsy, expensive, and made you look like a pin-up girl.
Steve let out a sharp hiss of breath. âJesus⊠Y/NâŠâ
He reached for the zipper of your skirt.
âSteve,â you said. Your voice came out small, shaky. A stark contrast to the confident girl who had walked into the restaurant.
Steve stopped immediately. His hands froze on your hips. He looked up, his expression instantly shifting from lust to concern. âWhat? What is it? Did I do something?â
âNo,â you said quickly, placing your hands over his. âNo, youâre perfect. Itâs justâŠâ
You looked down at him. The King of Hawkins. The guy who had dated Nancy Wheeler. The guy who presumably knew exactly what he was doing. And then there was you, all style, no substance, at least in this department.
âI have to tell you something,â you whispered. âAnd itâs⊠itâs kind of embarrassing. Because I know what I look like. I know what people say.â
Steve frowned, his brow furrowing. He stood up, towering over you, but he kept his distance, giving you space. âHey. Who cares what people say? Talk to me.â
âIâve never done this before,â you blurted out.
The silence in the room was deafening for a split second.
Steve blinked. âDone what?â
âThis,â you gestured vaguely between the two of you. âSex. Everything. Iâm⊠Iâm a virgin, Steve.â
You squeezed your eyes shut, waiting for him to laugh. Waiting for him to be disappointed that the "hot bimbo girlfriend" didn't come with the skills he probably expected.
Instead, you felt warm hands cup your face.
You opened your eyes. Steve was looking at you with an expression you couldn't quite place. It was tender. It was surprised, yes, but mostly⊠he looked awestruck.
âYouâre a virgin?â he repeated softly.
You nodded, biting your lip. âI know. Itâs stupid. I look like this, and Iââ
âItâs not stupid,â Steve interrupted firmly. He ran his thumbs over your cheekbones. âItâs⊠wow. Okay. So, Iâm the first?â
âYouâre the first,â you confirmed. âIf you⊠still want to.â
Steve let out a breathless laugh, stepping closer and wrapping his arms around you, burying his face in your neck. âIf I still want to? Baby, are you crazy? Of course I want to. I want you more than anything.â
He pulled back to look at you, his hazel eyes serious now. âBut this changes things. We have to⊠I want to make sure youâre okay. We donât have to do anything you donât want to. We can stop. We can just make out.â
âI want to,â you said, reaching up to thread your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck. âI really, really want to, Steve. I trust you.â
That broke him. You saw the moment his resolve crumbled into pure, molten affection.
âOkay,â he whispered, leaning down to kiss you gently, so much softer than before. âOkay. Then Iâm going to take care of you. I promise. Iâm going to be so good to you.â
The shift in dynamic was palpable. Before, it had been a race. Now, it was a slow, deliberate worship.
Steve undressed you like you were made of spun glass. He unzipped your skirt and helped you step out of it. He unclasped your bra, his fingers brushing against your skin with a reverence that made you shiver. When you were finally standing before him in nothing but your lacy pink panties and stockings, he just looked.
âYou are perfect,â he murmured, his gaze traveling over every curve. âLike a doll. My perfect doll.â
He stripped off his own clothes quickly, the jacket, the polo, the jeans, revealing a body that was lean and scarred from battles you only half-knew about. He looked strong. He looked capable.
He picked you up, lifting you effortlessly, and laid you back against the pillows. The sheets were cool against your skin. Steve hovered over you, bracing his weight on his elbows so he wouldn't crush you.
âTell me if anything feels bad,â he said, brushing hair out of your eyes. âTell me if you want me to stop. I mean it, Y/N. Even if Iâm⊠in the middle of it. You say stop, I stop.â
âI know,â you whispered. âKiss me, Stevie.â
He kissed you. He kissed your mouth, slow and deep. He kissed your jaw. He kissed your neck, sucking a bruise there that youâd have to cover with makeup tomorrow. He moved down your body, kissing your collarbone, the slope of your breast, your stomach.
âYouâre so soft,â he groaned against your skin. âYou smell like frosting. I could eat you up.â
His hand slid down your stomach, slipping beneath the lace of your panties. You gasped, your hips bucking instinctively.
âEasy,â he soothed, his voice low and rumbling. âIâve got you.â
He used his fingers first, prepping you, stretching you. He watched your face the entire time, gauging your reactions. Every time you moaned, a smirk played on his lips, a mix of male pride and genuine happiness that he was making you feel good.
âYou like that?â he whispered, his thumb circling you.
âYes,â you breathed, your hands gripping the sheets. âSteve, please.â
âYouâre so wet,â he praised, leaning up to kiss you again. âYouâre so ready for me. God, youâre so pretty when youâre like this. All flushed and messy.â
He removed your panties slowly, sliding them down your legs. Then, he reached over to the nightstand for a condom. He fumbled a bit, his hands were shaking, which somehow made you feel better. He was nervous too. The King of Hawkins was nervous because of you.
When he was protected, he settled between your legs. He nudged your knees apart wider, stepping into the cradle of your hips.
âOkay,â he breathed, his face hovering inches from yours. âIâm gonna come in now. It might hurt a little at first. Just breathe for me.â
You nodded, wrapping your legs around his waist. You felt the heavy, blunt pressure of him against your entrance.
Steve pushed forward slowly. He was agonizingly gentle. He entered you inch by inch, giving your body time to adjust to the intrusion. It burned, a sharp, stretching sensation that made you wince and dig your nails into his shoulders.
Steve stopped immediately. He held perfectly still, his muscles trembling with the effort of holding back. He kissed the sweat from your forehead.
âYou okay?â he gritted out.
âYeah,â you panted. âJust⊠give me a second.â
âTake all the time you need. Iâm not going anywhere.â
You took a few deep breaths, focusing on the weight of him, the heat of his chest against yours. The pain began to fade, replaced by a feeling of fullness. You looked into his eyes. They were wide, vulnerable, and full of love.
âOkay,â you whispered. âKeep going.â
Steve pushed deeper, sliding past the barrier until he was fully sheathed inside you. He let out a long, broken groan, dropping his forehead to your shoulder.
âOh my god,â he mumbled. âYou feel⊠you feel incredible.â
He stayed still for a moment, letting you get used to him. Then, slowly, he began to move.
It wasn't fast. It wasn't rough. It was a slow, rolling rhythm. He pulled almost all the way out and then glided back in, hitting deep.
âSteve,â you whimpered. The sensation was overwhelming. It was too much and not enough all at once.
âI know,â he whispered, peppering kisses over your face. âI know, baby. Iâve got you.â
He began to pick up the pace, just slightly. His hands gripped your hips, anchoring you to the mattress. You found yourself moving with him, your instincts taking over. You arched your back, meeting his thrusts.
âThatâs it,â he praised, his voice rough. âJust like that. Youâre doing so good. Youâre taking it so good.â
Hearing him praise you flipped a switch in your brain. You wanted to be good for him. You wanted to be the best heâd ever had.
âDoes it feel good?â you asked breathlessly.
âIt feels like heaven,â Steve groaned. âYou have no idea. Being the first one inside you⊠knowing no one else has touched you like this⊠itâs driving me crazy.â
He thrust harder, hitting a spot inside you that made your vision blur. Pleasure coiled in your stomach, hot and tight.
âSteve!â you cried out.
âIâm here. Let go, baby. Come for me.â
He reached down between your bodies, his thumb finding your clit, rubbing in time with his thrusts. That was the tipping point. The friction, the fullness, the smell of him, it all crashed together.
You fell apart. You cried out his name, your body clamping down around him as waves of pleasure washed over you.
Feeling you climax was too much for Steve. He groaned, a guttural sound deep in his chest. He drove into you hard, once, twice, three times, before burying himself deep and freezing there. His body shuddered against yours, his arms crushing you to him as he poured himself into you.
The room was quiet, save for the sound of harsh breathing and the whir of the ceiling fan.
Steve collapsed on top of you, his weight heavy and comforting. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, his breathing slowly returning to normal. You ran your hands up and down his sweaty back, tracing the line of his spine.
After a few minutes, he lifted his head. His hair was a disaster, a messy halo around his head. He looked exhausted and incredibly happy.
âYou okay?â he asked, his eyes scanning your face for any sign of regret or pain. âDid I hurt you?â
âNo,â you said softly. âIt was⊠perfect. You were perfect.â
Steve let out a sigh of relief and rolled off you, pulling you into his side. He pulled the duvet up over both of you, cocooning you together.
He looked at you, taking in the smeared lip gloss, the messy hair, the flushed skin. The "bimbo" aesthetic was ruined, dismantled by his hands. And yet, he looked at you like you were even more beautiful now than you were when you walked out of the house.
âYouâre a mess,â he teased gently, tracing your lower lip with his thumb.
You laughed, snuggling closer to his chest. âYou did this.â
âGuilty,â he grinned. He kissed the top of your head. âHey, Y/N?â
âYeah?â
âThank you,â he said, his voice serious again. âFor trusting me. For giving me⊠that. It means a lot. More than you know.â
You rested your hand on his chest, feeling his heart beat steady and strong beneath your palm. You knew people saw you as the airhead and him as the washed-up King. But in this bed, in the dark, you were just two people who had found a safe place to land.
âI love you, Steve,â you whispered.
Steve tightened his arm around you. âI love you too, doll. So much.â
He reached over and clicked off the bedside lamp, plunging the room into darkness.
âNow,â he mumbled sleepily into your hair. âIf you think youâre getting out of this bed anytime before noon tomorrow, youâre crazy.â
You smiled, closing your eyes, surrounded by the smell of Brut and the warmth of the only man who mattered. âTotally fine by me.â
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Summary:Â Losing your virginity to your dadâs best friend.
Warnings/Tags:Â DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT, dubcon, smut with no plot, dbf!shane, grimes!reader, bunny!reader, dom!shane, female reader (she/her) with female anatomy, kinda size kink, BIG age-gap (reader is a college student), virgin!reader, loss of virginity, hair pulling, unprotected p in v sex, guilt, drunk sex, daddy kink, drunk driving (be safe), no outbreak!au, no established relationship, no use of Y/N
Word count: 3.5k words
A/N:Â This fic is so self-indulgent lmao. I posted a dbf!shane blurb here, but this is a proper oneshot. This was a lot of fun to write, and Iâm slowly overcoming my writerâs block. Somehow daddy kink snuck in there, which I have never written, but the heart wants what it wants. Shaneâs lowkey a piece of shit in this, sorry!! Also, shoutout to @officergrimesloml and @c0yotebites for proofreading this for me, love y'all <3
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After an argument with Rick, youâd fled to Shaneâs apartment. The two of you had been drinking for hours when things escalated. You were perched in his lap, straddling one of his thighs. You hadnât even realized that youâd been drunkenly shifting against the denim of his jeans. Your body was instinctively seeking out some kind of friction. Shaneâs voice pulled you from your thoughts, his words slurred with intoxication.
âWhatâre you doinâ, darlinâ? Humpinâ my leg like a fuckinâ dog.â
As soon as your brain processed the words, your eyes widened and you stopped moving. Your cheeks were flushed with embarrassment, and you wouldnât meet his eyes. That wasnât the reaction that Shane was hoping for. Roughly, he gripped your chin and forced you to look at him. The liquor was making him more aggressive than usual, something that both scared you and aroused you. The confusion was dizzying. He held eye contact and spoke firmly.
âDid I say stop? Do it like you mean it.â
âW-what?â
Huffing at your obvious disorientation, Shane ran a hand through his hair and sighed. He knew that this was wrong, but he couldnât stop. Not when you were so soft and sweet against him. Your vanilla perfume flooded his senses again, and his resolve was broken. Taking things into his own hands, he let go of your chin and planted both hands on your hips. His fingers splayed across the fabric of your skirt as he started guiding your hips. Pressing searing kisses to the side of your neck, he broke the brief silence again.
âJust like that. Do what Iâm doinâ. Câmon, bunny.â
Whimpering softly, you did what you were told and shifted your hips. Shane hadnât let go, but he was less forceful. To his surprise, you were doing well on your own. His eyes roamed your figure as you ground against him. He was painfully hard now; an obvious tent had formed in his pants. You didnât even have to see it to know that he was big. Too focused on this task, you had no idea what was coming next.
Shane waited until your head lolled back, and your moans grew louder to harshly shove you off his leg. You looked stricken with panic as you hit the cushions. Had you done something wrong? Your eyes filled with tears, and you werenât sober enough to control them. He quickly swiped them away and reprimanded you. His voice was softer this time, though.
âNu-uh, none of that. We just gotta do somethinâ else.â
âHuh?â
Your innocence was both maddening and invigorating. Shane laughed in disbelief and shook his head. Did you really not know that he was about to fuck you? He couldnât resist teasing you.
âOh, bunny. Use that pretty little brain and think. What do you think Iâm gonna do?â
Not wanting to disappoint Shane, you paused and thought for a second. The moment it hit you, you looked comically shocked. Youâd never had sex before, and your face flushed again. Your voice was shaky and hesitant.
âI-Iâve never done that, Shane.â
Despite being aware of your innocence, he hadnât expected you to actually be a virgin. To be fair, heâd lost his virginity his freshman year in high school. You were in college now, so heâd expected you to be more experienced. The idea of being your first thrilled him more than he was willing to admit. He exhaled heavily and looked you over again.
âIâll show you what to do, darlinâ.â
Without waiting for your response, Shane stood up and lifted you from the couch. You were plastered, so you just let him carry you. He wasnât going to fuck you in the living room, so he took you to his bedroom. Dropping you on the bed, he was far too intoxicated to be gentle with you. Not that you minded, though. Being thrown around by the deputy was one of your many fantasies.
Youâd never been in this room of the apartment, so you took a second to look at the decor. Like the stereotypical bedroom of a middle-aged man, the walls were pretty bare. On his bedside table, there was a photo of Shane and Rick in their uniforms. The last thing you needed was to see your father while waiting to be plowed. You were about to speak up when your skirt was harshly pulled off, and you were flipped onto your stomach. The second Shane saw you werenât wearing underwear, he groaned and chastised you as he removed his belt.
You hated the way your voice was failing you, but you couldnât dwell on that. The soft clinking of the belt buckle hitting the hardwood floor made you tense. Shaneâs hands returned to your hips and his thumbs pressed into the dimples of your back. Seeing you like this was something heâd imagined plenty, but heâd never actually acted on it.
He was about to speak again when he noticed the picture frame that youâd been looking at. Fuck. You were Rickâs little girl. Before the thought could make Shane nauseous, he forced it out of his head and adjusted the picture frame so it was facing away from the bed. He then redirected his attention to your body. His voice was more strained this time.
âLook at you, sweet girl. Layinâ so still for me.â
âTryinâ to be good.â
Your words werenât clear enough for Shane. Gripping your hair, he roughly pulled your head back and applied tension to your scalp. You yelped, but that only added to his enjoyment. He tightened his grip further and demanded.
âSpeak up, bunny. Canât hear you when you mumble.â
Taking a shaky breath, you winced at another tug of your hair and tried to steady your voice. Your mumbling was an awful habit.
âI said that Iâm tryinâ to be good.â
âYeah? You wanna be good for me, huh?â
âYes, sir.â
Your use of the honorific made Shaneâs head spin faster than the alcohol in his system. Before he could respond, you whimpered and begged softly.
âPlease, Daddy."
That was what undid Shane. He pressed your face against the mattress and quickly dropped his boxers. You made the mistake of glancing over your shoulder and caught a glimpse of his cock. As expected, he was huge. You swallowed thickly and looked visibly overwhelmed. He turned your face again and aligned himself with your entrance. His voice was softer than earlier but ever so patronizing.
âRelax, babygirl. Wonât do us any good if youâre all tense.â
Trying to stay calm, you took a shaky breath and forced your muscles to relax. Shaneâs warm palm moved up and down the curve of your ass, sending shivers down your spine. His calloused skin scraped slightly against you. He squeezed the backside of your thigh before speaking again.
âDeep breaths, bunny.â
âWill you go slow?â
Shane barked a laugh at the request and shook his head. You didnât even have to see his face to know that he was grinning. His breath was hot on the back of your neck, and his fingers released their grip on your hair. You were confused by the sudden lack of tension, but then he anchored his hands on your hips. His tone was somehow more condescending this time.
âOh, baby. You want me to go slow? Not fuckinâ happeninâ.â
You didnât have time to respond before Shane aligned himself with your entrance and forced himself inside. Youâd hoped that heâd let you adjust to his size, but you were wrong. The pain was sharp and burning. You gasped and started to cry softly. The tears running down your cheeks were darkened with mascara. Not pausing his movements, Shane kissed your shoulder and softened his tone. The contrast was dizzying.
âYouâre doinâ so good for me, angel. I know it hurts. Such a good girl.â
He stroked your hair as he spoke, and like a pathetic puppy, you leaned into his touch. You whimpered and spoke through the tears.
âIt hurts, Daddy."
âI know, baby. I know. Youâre takinâ me so well, though.â
Shane was completely buried inside of you, and he took a moment to admire the view. You looked so small beneath him, and it made something in his chest ache. This was so fucking wrong, but he couldnât stop. Itâs not like you wanted him to. This time, he gave you a warning before moving.
âGonna start movinâ, baby. You got it.â
âMâkay. Mâtryinâ.â
Kissing your shoulder again, Shane started thrusting his cock in and out of your cunt. The stinging intensified before slowly fading. You could feel him stretching you in ways that you hadnât imagined, and the tears kept flowing. As he moved, deep grunts left his throat and his fingers dug into your doughy flesh. You glanced over your shoulder again and watched as his motions faltered. Feeling insecure, you spoke up hesitantly.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âNothinâ, babygirl. Youâre so pretty.â
Despite the reassurance, he shoved your face back into the mattress, and your makeup was staining his sheets. What he couldnât admit was that seeing your face made this all too real. He was fucking his best friendâs daughter. He was at least twenty years your senior. That was not a thought that he was choosing to ruminate on. Instead, his movements became harsher. It was too much, and you cried out again.
âFuck. Go easier. Please, Daddy."
âSh, sh, sh. I got you.â
His words were soft and comforting, but he wasnât slowing down. You kept whining and struggling to stay put. Shane firmly held you in place, though. Once the pain dulled, he was finally giving attention to your clit and the pleasure coiled tight in your stomach. His words were slow and coaxing.
âYouâre so close, bunny. You gonna come for me?â
âCan I?â
Clearly wanting to fuck with your head, Shane feigned ignorance and hummed softly. His release was rapidly approaching, but he was trying to drag this out.
âCan you what? You need to use your words.â
The wait was agonizing, and you whined in frustration. Was he trying to kill you? Knowing Shane would stop if you got an attitude, you exhaled sharply and ground out your plea.
âCan I come, sir? Please.â
Shane groaned at your words and used every remaining ounce of self-restraint to hold himself back. Finishing inside of you was the last thing that he needed. Although the primitive side of him would have no reservations about filling you with his seed. He was quick to answer you.
âGo ahead, sweetheart.â
That was all the encouragement that you needed. The orgasm was dizzying, and you could feel your eyes rolling back in pleasure. No one had ever made you feel like this. Shane made sure that youâd come before letting himself climax, his first unselfish act of the night. He didnât stop either, just kept driving into you until he was satisfied. It was unclear if he didnât care about overstimulating you or if he just hadnât picked up on it yet.
You could barely catch your breath, and you spoke up hesitantly. The shake in your voice made it clear that you were genuinely in pain. The lack of honorific was further proof that he mightâve gone too far.
âItâs too much, Shane. Please stop.â
The second Shane heard those words, he froze. Actually hurting you was the last thing that he wanted. The softer part of him surfaced, and he immediately stopped thrusting. His thick fingers combed through your hair again, and his voice was almost tender.
âOh, poor bunny. Did I hurt you?â
Not wanting him to feel guilty, you shook your head and put on a brave face. Your voice was steadier this time, but slightly forced.
âNo. I mean, not really. It was just a lot, yâknow?â
Youâd slurred your words a bit, and Shane suddenly felt sick. This was wrong. So fucking wrong. You felt the shift in the way he was holding himself, but he cut you off before you could say anything.
âGet your skirt back on.â
Even though his tone invited no argument, you were too drunk to hold your tongue. You shifted on the mattress and foolishly voiced your confusion.
âWhy, Daddy?"
âDonât. J-just get dressed.â
The pet name that had aroused him only minutes ago now filled him with shame, and Shane wouldnât meet your eyes. He stepped away from the bed and pulled up his jeans and boxers. Instead of explaining his change in attitude, he grabbed your discarded clothing from the floor and tossed it in your direction. He then spun on his heel and left you alone on the bed.
As you watched him walk away, your cheeks flushed with humiliation and your chest tightened. You felt like an idiot for believing in this fairy tale and looked down at the mess Shane had made. Finger-shaped bruises marked your hips from where heâd been holding you in place. He hadnât even left you with anything to clean yourself off with.
The liquor amplified your pettiness, so you rubbed yourself all over his sheets. You only stopped once your skin was dry enough to not leave any stains on your skirt. After redressing your lower half, you wiped your cheeks and tried to get off as much mascara as you could. Most of it was on Shaneâs sheets. You willed yourself not to get emotional as you rejoined Shane in the living room.
When you exited his bedroom, you saw Shane pacing in front of the couch. His hand passed through his hair as he turned to face you. The man was sick with guilt, and it was written all over his face. His heart sank when he saw the slight redness to your eyes, and he beat you to speaking.
âGonna take you home. Rickâs probably worried sick.â
The mention of your fatherâs name made your stomach churn, and you nodded mutely. Youâd been drunk for most of the night, but it was starting to hit you all at once. The nausea rolled through you, and you had to take deep breaths. Shane couldnât stay in this apartment with you any longer, so he began putting on his coat and shoes.
You went to copy him, but you were much more uncoordinated. When moving towards the coat rack, you tripped over your own feet and stumbled forward. Luckily for you, Shane was close enough to catch you. He steadied you and mumbled beneath his breath.
âJesus, bunny.â
The nickname relaxed you slightly, and you subconsciously leaned into his touch. Shane had been cold with you minutes earlier, so you were soaking in the attention. Despite his thoughts being muddled with self-loathing, he still found himself lightly stroking your hair. Your words ran together when you mumbled against his chest.
âDonât feel good.â
Allowing himself to be gentle with you again, Shane sighed softly and kissed the top of your head. This was all his fault. He never shouldâve let you come over this late at night and he never shouldâve supplied you with the alcohol. Fucking you while you were in this state was the final nail in the coffin. He needed to get you home before he made things worse. His tone was tender when he spoke again.
âI know, sweetheart. I need to get you home, okay? Need help with your coat?â
You wanted to be stubborn and insist that you could dress yourself, but you were far too dizzy for that. Instead, you sighed and nodded. Your voice was smaller than usual when you answered him.
âYes, please.â
Shane made sure that you were steadier on your feet before grabbing your jacket off of the coat rack. He was careful not to rush you as he pulled your arms through the sleeves and zipped it up. The man was also drunk, so he wasnât moving as smoothly as he typically would. He was still better off than you, though.
Now it was time to get your shoes on. There was no chance that youâd be able to do that on your own. Shane double-checked that you were stable before grabbing your shoes from where youâd tossed them off by the couch. He crouched in front of you and pulled your foot to rest on his denim-clad thigh. This threw you off balance, and you tumbled backwards. He mumbled a curse and grabbed you before you hit the wall.
âCareful, darlinâ.â
âMâsorry.â
In spite of the situation, your soft apology was sickeningly sweet, and the corner of Shaneâs mouth quirked upward. He leaned you against the front door and returned to putting your shoes back on. As he did this, you reached out and started running your fingers through his hair. This caught Shane off guard, and he barked a laugh.
âWhatâre you doinâ?â
âSâsoft.â
Shane couldnât do anything but laugh and shake his head. Your delirium relieved some of the tension. At least, temporarily. He grinned up at you, and your cheeks flushed a deeper shade of pink. His chest tightened at the sight, and he finished getting your shoes on. Now, he had the task of getting you into the truck.
It had taken several minutes, but Shane finally got you to cooperate. He carried you to the truck and propped the passenger side door open. When he was about to set you down, you clung tighter and murmured.
âWanna stay with you.â
He sighed deeply and laid you in the seat, despite your protests. Once again softening his tone, he brushed a stray piece of hair from your forehead and responded.
âYou canât, bunny. Rickâs probably already wonderinâ where you are.â
âFuck him.â
âHey, donât talk âbout your old man like that.â
In any other circumstance, Shane reprimanding you wouldâve earned a groan, but tonight was different. It stung. You shook your head and sheepishly mumbled.
âSorry.â
âItâs alright. Youâre my sweet girl, but you need to talk like it.â
âOkay.â
Being called his sweet girl calmed you, and you were ready to listen. Obediently, you lay back in the seat and waited for Shane to buckle you in. He playfully rolled his eyes at your laziness, but still buckled you in. Confident that you were secure, he paused and thought for a second before kissing your forehead. You hummed contentedly, which made him laugh again.
Once Shane climbed into the driverâs seat and got driving, the drive was relatively smooth. His apartment was only ten minutes away from your fatherâs house. You were staying there while you were home from college. To his horror, Rick was waiting for you on the front porch. He was going to have to come up with something fast.
You wouldâve been equally panicked, but you were fast asleep with your cheek smushed against the window pane. Fuck, it was almost endearing. As he pulled into Rickâs driveway, he began formulating a cover story. Heâd barely put the car in park before his best friend was knocking on the driver-side window. Shane rolled down the window and cut Rick off as soon as the other man opened his mouth.
âSheâs fine, brother. Just drunk. Found her wanderinâ âround.â
âWanderinâ where?â
Despite Rickâs raised eyebrow, he trusted Shane, and he wasnât asking this out of suspicion. He was simply gathering the details, as any good cop would do. He wasnât thrilled by the smell of alcohol on Shaneâs breath, but he decided not to comment on it. Youâd returned in one piece. While Shane gave his answer, he sighed and moved to unbuckle you.
âDown by my apartment. Guess she was lookinâ for somewhere to calm down.â
For whatever reason, Rick wasnât questioning where youâd gotten the alcohol. At your university, youâd picked up a mirage of habits that he didnât approve of. You seeking solace in Shaneâs apartment wasnât surprising either. Youâd always found comfort in the older man, and your father was too occupied with other parts of his life to examine that further.
Shane was going to wake you up gently, but it was late and your father was impatient. Rick walked over and opened the passenger-side door. Youâd been leaning up against it, so your drunk ass nearly tumbled out of the truck. Shane was still leaning across the center console to unbuckle you, so he was able to catch you. He cursed Rick beneath his breath.
âShit, Rick, be careful.â
âIâve got her, man.â
Rickâs patience had run out hours ago, and Shane didnât have the energy to argue with him. Instead, he sat back in his seat and watched as you were carried into the house. He waited until the two of you were inside before he drove back to his empty apartment. The guilt that had embedded in his chest was piercing again.
Once he got back inside, he refused to dwell on the hollowness and resorted to drinking more until he fell asleep on his couch.
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virgin reader x dc boys but the reader usually acts very cocky like they've had sex before something idk...đ„Čđ„Č Love your fics btw!!
No Rush
In which... they find out you're a virgin
Characters: Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Bruce Wayne
Contents: virgin!reader, fluff, suggestive themes, reader is insecure about their virginity, established relationships (except dick), gn!reader, virgin!tim drakeÂ
a/n: sorry this took a bit! but i loved this requestđ€ I wasn't sure how suggestive you wanted this to be so I kept it fluff, hope you enjoyđ«¶đ»
Dick Grayson
Finds out because every time you're close to fucking, you have a reason to not go there.
Of course, he respects it every time, but it doesn't stop him from feeling insecure. Was it something he did or said? Are you just not that into him?Â
You're not together, so it's not like he's entitled to ask you about it, right?
One night, after you get back to your apartment, he kisses you.Â
But not like he usually did after a night out with friends, not soft and comfortable. His kisses are deeper than usual, almost impatient. He presses you against the apartment door, your face cupped in his hands. His thumb runs up and down your cheek. You pull away for air, but he only presses closer.
âCan I ask you something?â His voice is low and rough.
âUh, sure?âÂ
It takes him a moment. âHave I done something wrong?â
Now you're even more confused. He's still holding you, but not as close anymore.Â
âLook, I don't know if I can ask, but why are you pulling away every time? You know, when we get close? It's fine. I just wanna know why. If I messed up somewhere?â Was it the alcohol speaking? Probably. âItÂŽs not like you haven't done it before, right? Like, is it me?â You tense in his arms and he stops, eyes widening.
Your usual confidence is gone. You try to stammer out a good answer or reason but you can't think of anything.
âOh.â He backs off a bit.Â
You can't bring yourself to meet his eyes. Right now it would be great to have some sort of superpower that lets you melt through your door or something.Â
âOkay.â He rubs the back of his neck. âWasnÂŽt expecting that.â He tries to meet your eyes again. âBut you know you never have to pretend with me, right?â
âMy god, this is humiliating.â You still can't look at him. âItÂŽs just so annoying how everyone makes it out to be such a big thing. That just made me nervous and this is so, so stupid and embarrassing.â
âDoesnÂŽt have to be a big thing if you don't want it to be.â He says and steps in closer again. "I'm also okay with just kissing. You're a great kisser, have I told you that?â
You groan at his flirting. âYes you have.âÂ
Jason Todd
He already knows.
He found out pretty early on in your relationship. The way you froze when he touched you too intimately, how you shut down momentarily to overthink or the times you pretended to know what you were doing, even if you didn't, made it obvious.
He didn't want to out you, so he just went along.
Instead, Jason waited for you to initiate more intimate moments, telling you that things don't need to be rushed.
âIÂŽm not rushing?â was your answer to that.
âDidnÂŽt say you were, doll.â
But recently, everything slowed down even more.
You noticed and it took a lot to not panic or overthink or convince yourself he lost interest.
It was the beginning of the weekend, a warm night, and you decided to invite him over. Not sure what to do or to say, but you hoped you would figure it out before he was at your door.
The universe is a cruel bitch because two seconds after thinking that, the doorbell rings.
You can't stop fiddling the empty glass in your hand. The two of you sit on the couch, the window wide open, the noise outside filling the quiet room with life.
âSo,â he begins, âyou wanted to talk?â
You set the glass down. âYes. Right.â you turn to him, one of his arms resting on the cushions behind your shoulders. âSo, we've been dating for a bit now and I don't know how to put this but-â
âYouÂŽre not breaking up with me, are you?â
âNo?âÂ
âGood.â He gestured to you to go on.
You clear your throat. âSo, as I was saying, we've been dating for a while and I kinda expected to, you know, have sex by now. But we aren't and I don't know why?â
He sighs. âI was giving you space, a way out.â
âBut why? I'm ready, I don't need space from you?âÂ
âYou don't seem like you are.âÂ
âAnd why didn't you just ask me?â A rush of anger comes over you but was stopped when Jason spoke again.
âBaby, if you freeze up when I touch you, I'm going to stop.â
âItÂŽs not that I don't want your touch,â you say, face flushed and hands fidgeting. âIÂŽm just, you know, nervous. I've never done it before.â The last words are more a quiet stammer than anything.
You hide your face but he just scoots closer to you. "I know." He opens his arms. "C'mere."
Tim Drake
It's complicated.
Under different circumstances, he would have figured it out sooner, but he had other stuff to think about.
Like, not letting you find out how inexperienced he was himself.
Your relationship was still new, but cute and comfortable. But it did lack a certain something. It didn't help that both of you tried desperately to convince the other how experienced you really were.
And it also definitely didnÂŽt help that every time you two get close to fucking, both of you get flustered and have an excuse why right now might not the be the best time, either. Â
And every time, neither of you noticed the other being just as flustered and nervous.Â
So, after finally finding the perfect date, preparing yourself mentally and him having researched all the things that might be useful for tonight, you find yourself on his bed. Still dressed, face hot. Tim sits down next to you, his knee touching yours.
âHow do you want to do this?â he asks.
You avoid looking at him. âI don't know, I thought you might want to take the lead?â
His hands are folded in his lap. âWell I didn't want to assume.âÂ
âRight.â
"Yeah, right.â There is a long pause. âSo hypothetically.â
âHypothetically?â You look at him, his gaze fixes on the celing.Â
âYes, hypothetically. If someone, let's say, has never done this before, what would you tell them?â His gaze falls to his lap.
âUm,â you swallow, confused about where this might lead. Did he know? âThatÂŽs a weird question. I don't know, I think I would tell them it's okay?â
His eyes meet yours, only for a second before looking away again. âCool. Good. I mean that's a good answer.â
âWhy?â you sound hesitant.
âSo hypothetically. What if that person is me?â
Your eyes grow wide, mouth opening but not getting a single word out. So you just nod. But that seems to send the wrong signal, because Tim shifts and starts apologizing.
âSorry, I should have told you sooner. But you seem so confident and I just wanted to do good for you. I have a really fucked up search history now.âÂ
You intervene before he can continue. âOkay, so first off, me too. But also, what the hell did you google?â
âYou too?â His shoulders visibly relax and he exhales loudly. âIÂŽve been stressing for weeks.â
âWell, maybe we can just figure it out together?â You smile at him and move closer. He's sitting at the edge of the bed, feet touching the ground so you climb over his lap, knees on both sides of his thighs. âWe can start with this.â You kiss him and he melts into it.
Bruce Wayne
He'd find out because you tell him.Â
Dating someone formerly known as a playboy billionaire was stressful enough. A lot of paparazzi, a lot of unwanted attention.
You knew that going into the relationship.
But even more stressful was having an embarrassing secret to hide.
Sure, he had been surprisingly accepting of going slow, but how long will he stay patient?Â
All of this stress was going to make you go gray. So in conclusion: you had to tell him.
You waited for him to get home, today was one of those rare days when he was actually off duty.
âCan we have a conversation?â you ask as you retreat back to his bedroom.
His brow moves up. âA conversation? This sounds serious.â
âIt is, just, let's get to your room first.â You don't say anything until the bedroom door is closed behind you.
You sit down on the bed bench. He observes your posture dropping, all confidence and grace gone. He decides to sit next to you, an arm around your waist and the other on your knee, stroking it comfortingly.
âWhat is it?â
âIt's stupid, and embarrassing. And I'm scared that you might not want me after.â You're just rambling at this point. âAnd I don't want you to not want me because I really like you. Like really, really like you.â Your voice is shaking at the last few words.
âBad enough to make you cry, huh.â He pulls you closer to him. âI can guarantee you it takes a lot to scare me off. Tell me, what's wrong.â
His voice is soothing and deep.
âIÂŽm what's wrong.â Your face is buried in his shoulder.
Bruce doesn't say anything, there is only a reassuring hum against your ears.
âI don't want to take things slow. I just don't know what I'm doing. And you would know and then realize I was just pretending.â Your sobbing gets louder and his hand finds your hair, letting his hand caress it carefully.
âYou don't have to know.â His expression is soft and warm. âWe can figure it out together what you like. Besides,â a small smile appears, âI'm here too.â He kisses the top of your head. âI'm happy you're by my side. Also, I definitely expected something worse.â
You look up at that. "Something worse?â
âYou made it seem very serious,â he laughs quietly.Â
You wipe away the tears in your eyes. âCan you show me now?"
Bruce lets out a surprised huff, then lifts you onto the bed. âIf that's what you want.â
Bucky dating a girl whoâs a virgin and she begs him to let her suck his cock when theyâre in the middle of a make out session and heâs surprised to see good she is at it
Youâre on his lap before either of you remembers how it startedâhis big hands on your hips, your fingers in his hair, your mouth opening for every kiss he gives like you were made to. The movie you put on is long forgotten, the only glow in the room coming from the TV screen and the faint streetlight through the blinds.
Bucky groans into your mouth when you tug his hair a little, a deep, needy sound that vibrates all the way through you.
âEasy, doll,â he mutters, though heâs smiling against your lips. âYou keep kissing me like that, Iâm not gonna make it through the night.â
You try to answer, but youâre too busy grinding without meaning toâyour body so desperate for him that your brain has stopped pretending otherwise. Heat floods you, your cheeks going warm, your breath shaky.
âBuckyâŠâ
He cups your face instantly, gentle, like youâre precious. âYeah, sweetheart?â
You swallow. Your heart is pounding so hard it almost hurts. Youâve been dating a while, youâve talked about going slow, about virginity not being something heâd ever rush you through. You love that about him. You love him.
But right now?
Right now you want something else entirely.
âI want toâŠâ You pause, cheeks burning. âI wanna put my mouth on you.â
Bucky stills.
His pupils blow wide, his throat working around a swallow as he tries to process what you just saidâwhat you just asked for. His hands tighten on your waist, just slightly.
âSweetheart,â he says quietly, âdo you know what youâre asking?â
You nod, eager, breathless. âPlease, Bucky. I want to taste you.â
A low curse escapes him. His eyes drag over your face, searching for hesitation, fear, uncertaintyâanything. But all he finds is earnest desire, your lips a little swollen, your thighs squeezing around him like youâre starving.
He exhales shakily.
âYouâre gonna be the death of me.â
You hardly get a second to giggle before heâs helping you off his lap, pulling you gently to your knees between his legs on the carpet. His touch is careful, reverentâlike heâs afraid youâll vanish if he moves too fast.
âYou sure, baby?â he murmurs, thumb brushing your cheek. âWe donât gotta do anything yet.â
âIâm sure,â you whisper. âI want this. I want you.â
That finally cracks him open. His jaw tightens, and he leans back on the couch, tugging his sweatpants down just far enough to free himself.
Your breath catches.
Heâs bigâlong and thick and already leaking for you. The sight alone makes your thighs press together.
âSee somethinâ you like?â he teases softly, voice roughened by arousal.
You nod again, heat curling low in your belly.
He pets your hair like youâre the sweetest thing heâs ever seen. âThen câmere, doll. Lemme show you how to make me feel good.â
You lean in, licking your lips, but before you can do anything he stops you with a gentle hand.
âNo pressure,â he reminds you, voice low. âYou take what you can. Iâll tell you if something feels too good.â
Your body tingles at too good, but you donât say anything. Instead, you bend forward and lick a slow stripe up the underside of him.
Buckyâs head knocks back against the couch with a quiet, broken, âFuckâŠâ
Emboldened, you wrap your hand around the base, tongue tracing him, tasting the salt and heat of him. You swirl it around the tip like instinct.
Bucky lets out a strangled groan.
âBabyâwhere the hell did youââ His breath shudders. âJesus, youâre good at that.â
You take him deeper, cheeks hollowing a bit, and Bucky jerks involuntarily.
âOkayâokay, slow down,â he pants. âYouâre gonna make meâgod, sweetheart.â
His hands hover at your head, never pushing, never guidingâjust trembling.
You hum around him, wanting to hear those sounds again, wanting to feel his thighs tense under your palms. So you do it againâtake him deeper, use your tongue in ways you didnât realize you knew how.
Buckyâs thighs jump. He swears again, lower this time.
âWhereâd you learn how toâfuck, donât answer that, donât answer thatââ
You pull off only long enough to say, breathless and proud, âNowhere. Just you.â
The noise he makes is somewhere between a moan and a prayer.
He looks desperate nowâhair messy, chest rising fast, a muscle ticking in his jaw. Heâs trying so hard not to thrust into your mouth. You can tell.
âBaby, youâre killinâ me,â he groans. âYou sure youâve never done this? âCause youâreâgod, youâre perfect.â
You smile against him, then take him againâslow, deliberate, letting him feel the soft warmth of your mouth, the careful pressure of your hand at the base.
He tries to warn youâtries to tell you heâs closeâbut it comes out as a helpless, âSweetheartâoh god, doll, Iâm not gonnaâfuck, Iâm gonna comeââ
You keep going.
His whole body tenses, hips stuttering despite himself, and he spills with a broken groan of your nameâraw, overwhelmed, undone. His hand finally cups the back of your head, not forcing, just grounding himself, holding onto you like he might fall apart otherwise.
When you pull back, you wipe your lips with the back of your hand, breath warm and uneven.
Bucky looks ruined.
Absolutely ruined.
Hair mussed, chest heaving, eyes blown wide with awe.
âCome here,â he whispers, tugging you gently into his lap again, kissing you slow and deep despite what you just did. âYouâre unbelievable.â
You blush into the kiss, but he holds your jaw and makes you meet his eyes.
âNo, really,â he murmurs. âIâm supposed to be taking things slow with you, and youâre over here on your knees being the sweetest, filthiest little angel Iâve ever seen.â
You hide your face in his neck, flushed, but he only laughs softly and hugs you tighter.
âYou keep surprising me like that,â he murmurs into your hair, âand Iâm never letting you go, doll.â
NOTES: based on this ask, I took some creative liberties with the background plot but I think you'll love it
TW: smut, reader is a virgin, definitely manipulative ben but it's in a very delicious way, younger!actress!reader (they're costars), oral + fingering (f receiving), spitting in mouth, fingers in mouth, unprotected sex, coming inside, ben being yucky but also dreamy and perfect
âSheâs a real class act,â he says with a warm smile. âDonât see much of that anymore.â
He calls you âsweetheartâ in interviews, like itâs endearing. Like heâs harmless.
Off-camera, somehow, heâs even better.
Ben doesnât crudely flirt. He escorts. He walks on the street side of the sidewalk. Orders your dinner before you get the nerve to pick something yourselfâbut somehow, itâs always what you like. He keeps you close without ever crossing a line. No rumors. No tension. Just steady, quiet confidence that settles somewhere in your chest and stays there.Â
Sure, he can be a little rough around the edges, but heâs lived through so muchâwars, real onesâand thereâs something about that kind of survival that earns a little grit.
He doesnât rush you. Doesnât push. Not once.
And you? You trust him completely and heâs never, not once, given you a reason to question that trust.
So when he invites you over after a late press runâlow voice, light touch, âjust dinner, sweetheart. just the two of us.ââyou donât hesitate.
Because itâs Ben. Because heâs been perfect. Because heâs made you feel safe in ways you didnât know you needed.
And thatâs exactly how he planned it.Â
When he opens the door, you smileâbecause of course you do.
Heâs in a button down, sleeves rolled and collar loose, looking relaxed but sharp. Like someone who always knows where heâs going to end up by the end of the night. His hairâs neat. His smileâs warm. Everything about him says steady.
He greets you like itâs the most normal thing in the world. A hand at the small of your back. A kiss to your temple. The scent of something expensive still clinging to his skin.
Inside, the lights are low. Soft. The place smells like cologne and something expensive. Thereâs musicâcrackly, old-fashioned, just loud enough to feel intentional. Thereâs wine breathing on the counter. Plates already set out on the table. Youâre so consumed by taking in the apartment that you hardly even notice that thereâs not even food.Â
Ben doesnât ask if youâre hungry. Doesnât ask anything, really.
He just turns toward the hallway, slow and sure, and glances back at you with that same unshakable calm.
âBedroomâs through here, sweetheart.â
Not a question. Not a command. Just something said with the kind of confidence thatâs impossible to challenge.
And you followâof course you do. Heâs probably just giving me a tour, you reason, he wants me to know his space.
Because heâs been nothing but perfect. Because heâs never once made you feel unsafe. Because that voice of his could talk you into anything.
You donât even realize until later that he never looked to see if you were behind him.
He already knew you would be.
The bedroomâs warmâdimly lit, quiet. Nothing about it feels overt or pornographic. Not yet. Just soft shadows, crisp sheets, and him standing by the bed like this is simply the next part of the evening.
He turns, slow and loose, and crooks two fingers at you with that same easy calm thatâs lulled you from the start. âCâmere.â
You smile before you even move. A little laugh slips out of youânervous, pleasedâand you step closer.
He brushes your hair off your shoulder, trails the backs of his fingers down your arm like heâs smoothing out static.
âYâknow, sweetheart,â he murmurs, âIâve really been enjoying all this time weâve been spendinâ together.â
You duck your head, grinning. âYeah?â you say, light and breathy. âMe too. Itâs been⊠really nice.â
His mouth twitches like he knew youâd say that.
âYouâre justââ he chuckles softly, shaking his head like he canât quite believe his luck. âYouâre a real rare thing. Classy. Sweet. Soft.â
You laugh again, quieter this time. âYou make me sound like a collectible.â
He hums, amused, thumb rubbing slow circles over your knuckles. âHell, baby,â he says, âI donât think Iâve met a girl like you in decades.â
Your chest warms at that. You preen without even meaning to, shoulders relaxing as you look up at him through your lashes.
âWell⊠I donât know about that,â you say, smiling. âIâm not that special.â
His gaze sharpensâfond, intent.Â
âYeah,â he says gently. âYou are.â
He steps closer, crowding your space just enough to make your breath hitch. Taller. Broader. Older. But still careful, still gentle in that way that makes you feel precious instead of cornered.
âAnd when you told me youâd never been with anyoneâŠâ His mouth brushes your temple. âWell. That just about drove me insane.â
You laugh, flustered, cheeks heating. âBenââ you start, embarrassed. âItâs not like itâs a big deal.â
You feel him smile against your skin.
âIt is to me,â he says quietly.
You still just a little, heart fluttering, and he feels it immediately.
âHey,â he murmurs, soothing. âRelax. Iâm not gonna hurt you, sweetheart.â
His fingers skim the hem of your blouse, slow enough that it almost tickles. You suck in a breath, halfâlaughing again.
âYouâre making it sound so serious,â you say softly.
âIt is,â he replies, just as soft. âDoesnât mean it has to be scary.â
He kisses just below your ear, lingering.
âBut if youâre gonna give it up to someone,â he adds, voice dropping, âoughta be someone who knows what the fuck heâs doinâ, donât you think?â
Your laugh comes out smaller this time. You nod without quite realizing you are. âI guess,â you murmur, shy but smiling. âYou do seem⊠very confident.â
That does it. He smilesâslow, satisfied.
âThatâs my girl.â
Then his fingers are unbuttoning your top, methodical and practiced, brushing every inch of skin he reveals with open reverence. You let him, body buzzing, head light, enjoying the attention too much to question it.
âDonât worry,â he murmurs again, mouth warm against your collarbone. âIâll be real good to you.â
And somehow, that makes everything feel inevitable.
Itâs not until he has you stripped naked on your hands and knees on the mattressâhis own knee nudging your legs apart, his hands gripping your hips like a man whoâs waited for thisâthat something shifts.
His mouth is on you before you can even process itâhot, messy, filthyâand you cry out, twisting in the sheets, your face already flushed and slick with sweat. He groans into you like heâs starved for it.
âGoddamn,â he mutters, âlook at this sweet little pussy.â
You whimper. Youâve never heard him talk like that about you before. Not even close.
âSo fucking wet for me,â he says, thumb spreading you open while he presses his mouth right back to you, licking deep like itâs his.
You try to speakâmaybe a gasp of his name, maybe something uncertainâbut the only thing that comes out is a moan, helpless and broken.
He hums against you, pleased. âTold you Iâd take care of you, didnât I?â
Then his fingers slide into your mouthâtwo of them, sudden and deep, pressing down on your tongue until you start to gag around them.Â
âDeep breaths, sweetheart,â he drawls, the thumb of his same hand stroking the skin of your jaw.
He doesnât rush it. Just holds you there, feeling you accommodate him, until your breathing shakily around his fingers, eyes watering, and your lips tentatively begin to close around them
âThere you go,â he murmurs, pleased. âKnew youâd figure it out.â
You make a small, helpless sound around his fingers and he laughs quietly, fond.
âEasy,â he coos. âYouâre doinâ just fine.â
He pulls his fingers out slowly, slick with your saliva, and before you can even process the loss, his hand slides around your front to rest in between your breasts. He presses you up, his chest to your spine, mouth close to your ear.
His other hand comes around to your jaw, thumb settling at the hinge, tilting your face just enough.
âOpen,â he says softly. Not a commandâan expectation.
You do.
He spits into your mouthâunhurried, deliberateâwatching it land like heâs savoring the moment. His thumb strokes your cheek, grounding, approving.
âGood girl,â he murmurs. âThatâs it.â
You gasp, overwhelmed, and he keeps his hand there, steady, making sure you donât pull away.
âSwallow,â he adds gently. âCâmon now, be good, sweetheart.â
You do, because of course you do.
He smiles against your ear, satisfied.
âSee?â he says quietly, guiding you back down to rest your weight on your palms. âNothinâ to it. You just needed someone to show you.â
You donât know why your thighs are shaking so hard. You donât know when he started spanking you, eitherâsharp, rhythmic cracks to the side of your ass between long, indulgent licks of your pussyâbut itâs blurring, all of it. His mouth, his fingers, his voice.
âWhyâŠ?â You ask breathlessly, your voice is soft and high pitched and whiny. Youâre not even sure what youâre asking about at this point, everything thatâs happened since your clothes came off has felt odd and overwhelming and other worldly in the weirdest, best way.Â
âBecause this,â he says between licks, âis what people do when they love each other so very much.â
Another slap. You jolt, whine, clench around nothing.
âAnd you do love me, donât cha? Iâm so good to you, sweetheart.â
Youâre nodding, babbling, your voice wrecked.
âYesâyes, I love youââ
You donât even know if you mean it. You think you do, youâve thought about it an awful thought recently. Ben was like your dream guyâwell, you thought he was. Youâd even imagined this moment, but you donât think your imagination ever could have come up with something so⊠dirty like this is. You thought your first time would be sweet and soft, maybe that itâd even hurt a little bit. Thereâs nothing sweet or soft about whatâs happening right now.
His hand slides up your back, palm splayed between your shoulders, pinning you down.
âYeah, you do,â he murmurs. âThatâs why youâre lettinâ me do all this nasty shit to you.â
You should be humiliated. Heck, you should be alarmedâbut youâre not.Â
Because this is still Ben.Â
Because his voice is still calm. His hands are still sure. And somewhere in the blur of praise and filth, you believe him.
âThatâs my perfect girl,â he says, mouthing over the back of your neck like heâs claiming you. âHonestly, I didnât think you had it in you. But fuck if youâre not made for this.â
You whine, gasping into the sheets.
âNo wonder you never let anyone else get a taste,â he growls, lining himself up behind you now. âYouâve been waiting for me, huh? You knew Iâd take such good care of you, no other limp dicked haircut could come close.â
And by the time heâs fucking into youâdeep, rough, like he owns every inch of youâyouâre so far gone youâd believe anything he tells you.
Even when he says:
âAinât nothinâ wrong about this, baby,â he murmurs, breathing heavy at your ear as he drives into you again, rougher now that heâs close. You can almost here the smirk in his voice when he speaks, âthis is what true love looks like, afterall.â
Your whole bodyâs shaking, every nerve lit up and pulled tight. Youâre gasping his name, fingers clawing at the sheets as the pressure coils and snaps all at once. It hits you hardâtoo much, too fastâand you cry out, hips jerking back against him as you come undone around his cock.
âThatâs it, babyâ he groans, feeling you clamp down, losing whatever control he had left. âFuckâjust like that.â
He doesnât pull out. Doesnât slow down. Just fucks you through it, chasing his own end with short, brutal thrusts until his breath stutters and breaks.
âFuckinâ christââ he growls, voice wrecked as he spills inside you, pressing deep and staying there, holding you open while it hits him in waves.
For a second, neither of you moves. Just heat and weight and the sound of both of you trying to breathe.
Eventually, he pulls out slow, deliberately, and groans like heâs never felt anything better.
Youâre practically limp beneath him, face-down and trembling, your thighs still twitching, breath all hiccupy and uneven. Thereâs slick everywhereâyour inner thighs, the sheets, his lower stomach and dick and thighsâand he just watches his cum drip out of you like itâs the best part of his night.
âFuckinâ look at that,â he murmurs, dragging two fingers through the mess, rubbing it in with a low whistle. âYou made such a pretty mess for me, sweetheart.â
You whimper into the comforter.
Ben laughsâsoft, pleased, wrecked in the best wayâand slaps your ass once, light, just to feel the bounce.
âGoddamn,â he mutters again, sitting back on his heels. âDidnât think youâd let me take it that far, to be honest.â
You shift onto your side, stunned, your cheek hot against the cool comforter. âWhat the hell just happenedâŠ?â you breath softly, but your voice is raspy and cracks at the end.
âHey,â he says, suddenly closer. His palm lands warm against your face, thumb at your jaw, turning your head so he can see you fully. âYou alright?â
You blink up at him, wide-eyed, a little slack-jawed. You nod, but itâs faintâa dazed little gesture that barely gets halfway.
Ben coos. Actually coos.
âAw, there she is. Still in there.â
His thumb strokes over your cheek, his hand big and solid under your chin, holding your face like itâs something delicate.
âYou did so good, babyâ he says, voice dropping low. âYâ didnât cry. Didnât have to ask me to stop. Just laid there like a good girl and let me take care of you.â
He leans down and kisses your foreheadâslow and heavy, like he means itâbefore flopping back on the bed beside you with a satisfied groan. His cigarettes are already waiting on the nightstand. He lights it in one motion, takes a drag, and exhales toward the ceiling, totally at ease.
âYou want one?â he asks, holding it out to you.
You blink again. âI⊠I donât smoke.â
âYou didnât fuck either, âtil tonight,â he says easily, sliding the cigarette back between his lips. âYouâre on a roll, why stop now?â
Youâre quiet for a while until something crosses your mind and you canât help but ask, â⊠is it always like that? Like, for everyone?â You muse absentmindedly, your eyes soft and unfocused
âYeah, if youâre lucky and find someone who knows shit about sex.â He shrugs, giving your cheek a playful tap. âAnd you, sweetheart, are the luckiest girl in the fucking world for finding me. You should start buying lotto tickets.â
You laughâsort ofâbut itâs more breath than sound. Your whole body still feels like itâs floating. Heavy and light at the same time. He watches you like he knows exactly what youâre feeling.
Then he reaches for the drawer in the nightstand and grabs a small orange pill bottle, rattling it with one hand.
âYou need something to help take the edge off?â
Your head lifts, barely. âSomething to take the edge off what?â You narrow your eyes at him in confusion.
âKlonopin,â he says slow, clearly amused. âTakes the edge off the comedown. Smoothes it all out, makes everything feel like glitter.â
You blink at him, still trying to catch up. âI donât do drugs.â
âI know you donât, sweetheart, but thatâs what everyone says at first,â he says, all grin and no shame. âDoesnât mean you wonât.â
He tosses the bottle back onto the nightstand and picks up a glass of whiskey you hadnât even noticed was there beforeânot that youâd exactly had a lot of time to take in his end table decor.
âLast offer,â he winked, âyou want a drink?â
You sighâthis you could doâand reach for it, but your handâs wobbly, so he guides it to your lips and watches while you take two slow sips. Then he pulls it away and downs the rest himself, smirking as he wipes his mouth.
âAtta girl, babyâ
He leans back, one arm behind his head, the other reaching out to tug you into his chest like itâs automatic. You go without resistance. Youâre too loose and warm and entirely out of your depth.
âYou know,â he drawls, bringing his cigarette back to his lips, âIâve been on my best fuckinâ behavior for you,â he says, smoke curling from his mouth as he speaks. âSince day one.â
You hum, dizzy and relaxed, letting your fingers trace lightly along the edge of his ribs.
âDidnât lay a hand on you,â he continues. âBarely even let myself flirt. Made myself real fuckinâ tolerable.â
He presses a kiss to your shoulder, then another to your neck.
âYou think that was easy for me?â
You donât answer, and you donât need to. Youâre curled into him, pliant and trusting, and he knows heâs got you.Â
âWorth it, though,â he mutters against your skin. âYouâre so much better than I thought youâd be.â
âThanks? I think?â You say confused, even more so when he just laughs.
His hand slides down to your hip, not to start anythingâjust to touch. To feel the body he just wrecked.
Heâs still stroking your hip when he shifts, rolls you closer like heâs just getting comfortable. His voice, when he speaks, is soft againâwarm and low and perfect, like all that filth never happened.
âYâknow,â he murmurs, kissing your temple, âwe look fuckinâ great together.â
You blink up at him, dazed, lips parted like youâre still trying to remember how to breathe.
âCanât wait to show you off,â he adds, smiling like he means it. âRed carpets. Cameras. Americaâs fuckinâ sweetheart and her soldier.â
Your cheeks heat, even now. You laugh, breathless and a little shy. âYouâre ridiculous.â
He grins. âMaybe. But Iâm not wrong.â
Thereâs a pause. His thumb brushes the swell of your cheekbone.
âSo what do you say, sweetheart?â His voice is warm againâsweet, almost bashful, like he didnât just fuck you into the mattress. âYou wanna be my girl? Officially?â
Your lashes flutter. It sounds so simple when he says it. So earnest.
Like you didnât give him everything already.
You nod slowly, lips parted on a dazed little smile. âYeah,â you breathe. âOkay.â
Ben grinsâbeams, reallyâlike he just won the goddamn lottery. His hand squeezes your hip, thumb brushing the dip of your waist like heâs grounding himself in the moment.
âThat's perfect, baby,â he murmurs, kissing your shoulder, your cheek, the corner of your mouth. âKnew you would.â
He lets the silence stretch a beat, just long enough for your pulse to settle, your breath to come back, for the ache in your thighs to really bloom.
Then, all easy charm and casual affection, he cuddles you even closer and asksâ
âYou still hungry?â
You blink, slowly. Heâs already reaching for another cigarette from the nightstand like this is totally normal. Like this is just a regular Tuesday.
âFigured we could go out instead, maybe get some steaks,â he says, like itâs nothing. âThereâs this little place up the blockâold-school joint, real butter-heavy, they know me. Youâll love it.â
You canât even process it. Youâre still leaking him onto his sheets, still raw and sticky and half-drunk on the sound of his voice.
But his tone is light.
"After all, I did ask my girl over for dinner," he winks, "can't let you starve. 'Specially not after how brave you were for me tonight, sweetheart."
His smile is easy. And the way heâs looking at youâlike youâre already his everything, like this is routineâmakes your stomach flip in that dangerous, fluttery way.
You nod again, slow and dreamy.
âSteaks sound great,â you whisper.
He kisses your forehead and smiles.
And just like that, heâs got you all over again.