Best behavior
Soldier Boy (Ben) x Reader | The Boys
NOTES: based on this ask, I took some creative liberties with the background plot but I think you'll love it
TW: smut, reader is a virgin, definitely manipulative ben but it's in a very delicious way, younger!actress!reader (they're costars), oral + fingering (f receiving), spitting in mouth, fingers in mouth, unprotected sex, coming inside, ben being yucky but also dreamy and perfect
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It starts as a studio thing.
A clean, patriotic, Vought filmâhero meets heart, Soldier Boy resurrected alongside a fresh-faced darling half his age. The press eats it up. Youâre the ingĂ©nue; heâs the legend. Every photo op is gold. He keeps his hand at your back, not your waist. He pulls out your chair. He gives the quotes they want.
âSheâs a real class act,â he says with a warm smile. âDonât see much of that anymore.â
He calls you âsweetheartâ in interviews, like itâs endearing. Like heâs harmless.
Off-camera, somehow, heâs even better.
Ben doesnât crudely flirt. He escorts. He walks on the street side of the sidewalk. Orders your dinner before you get the nerve to pick something yourselfâbut somehow, itâs always what you like. He keeps you close without ever crossing a line. No rumors. No tension. Just steady, quiet confidence that settles somewhere in your chest and stays there.Â
Sure, he can be a little rough around the edges, but heâs lived through so muchâwars, real onesâand thereâs something about that kind of survival that earns a little grit.
He doesnât rush you. Doesnât push. Not once.
And you? You trust him completely and heâs never, not once, given you a reason to question that trust.
So when he invites you over after a late press runâlow voice, light touch, âjust dinner, sweetheart. just the two of us.ââyou donât hesitate.
Because itâs Ben. Because heâs been perfect. Because heâs made you feel safe in ways you didnât know you needed.
And thatâs exactly how he planned it.Â
When he opens the door, you smileâbecause of course you do.
Heâs in a button down, sleeves rolled and collar loose, looking relaxed but sharp. Like someone who always knows where heâs going to end up by the end of the night. His hairâs neat. His smileâs warm. Everything about him says steady.
He greets you like itâs the most normal thing in the world. A hand at the small of your back. A kiss to your temple. The scent of something expensive still clinging to his skin.
Inside, the lights are low. Soft. The place smells like cologne and something expensive. Thereâs musicâcrackly, old-fashioned, just loud enough to feel intentional. Thereâs wine breathing on the counter. Plates already set out on the table. Youâre so consumed by taking in the apartment that you hardly even notice that thereâs not even food.Â
Ben doesnât ask if youâre hungry. Doesnât ask anything, really.
He just turns toward the hallway, slow and sure, and glances back at you with that same unshakable calm.
âBedroomâs through here, sweetheart.â
Not a question. Not a command. Just something said with the kind of confidence thatâs impossible to challenge.
And you followâof course you do. Heâs probably just giving me a tour, you reason, he wants me to know his space.
Because heâs been nothing but perfect. Because heâs never once made you feel unsafe. Because that voice of his could talk you into anything.
You donât even realize until later that he never looked to see if you were behind him.
He already knew you would be.
The bedroomâs warmâdimly lit, quiet. Nothing about it feels overt or pornographic. Not yet. Just soft shadows, crisp sheets, and him standing by the bed like this is simply the next part of the evening.
He turns, slow and loose, and crooks two fingers at you with that same easy calm thatâs lulled you from the start. âCâmere.â
You smile before you even move. A little laugh slips out of youânervous, pleasedâand you step closer.
He brushes your hair off your shoulder, trails the backs of his fingers down your arm like heâs smoothing out static.
âYâknow, sweetheart,â he murmurs, âIâve really been enjoying all this time weâve been spendinâ together.â
You duck your head, grinning. âYeah?â you say, light and breathy. âMe too. Itâs been⊠really nice.â
His mouth twitches like he knew youâd say that.
âYouâre justââ he chuckles softly, shaking his head like he canât quite believe his luck. âYouâre a real rare thing. Classy. Sweet. Soft.â
You laugh again, quieter this time. âYou make me sound like a collectible.â
He hums, amused, thumb rubbing slow circles over your knuckles. âHell, baby,â he says, âI donât think Iâve met a girl like you in decades.â
Your chest warms at that. You preen without even meaning to, shoulders relaxing as you look up at him through your lashes.
âWell⊠I donât know about that,â you say, smiling. âIâm not that special.â
His gaze sharpensâfond, intent.Â
âYeah,â he says gently. âYou are.â
He steps closer, crowding your space just enough to make your breath hitch. Taller. Broader. Older. But still careful, still gentle in that way that makes you feel precious instead of cornered.
âAnd when you told me youâd never been with anyoneâŠâ His mouth brushes your temple. âWell. That just about drove me insane.â
You laugh, flustered, cheeks heating. âBenââ you start, embarrassed. âItâs not like itâs a big deal.â
You feel him smile against your skin.
âIt is to me,â he says quietly.
You still just a little, heart fluttering, and he feels it immediately.
âHey,â he murmurs, soothing. âRelax. Iâm not gonna hurt you, sweetheart.â
His fingers skim the hem of your blouse, slow enough that it almost tickles. You suck in a breath, halfâlaughing again.
âYouâre making it sound so serious,â you say softly.
âIt is,â he replies, just as soft. âDoesnât mean it has to be scary.â
He kisses just below your ear, lingering.
âBut if youâre gonna give it up to someone,â he adds, voice dropping, âoughta be someone who knows what the fuck heâs doinâ, donât you think?â
Your laugh comes out smaller this time. You nod without quite realizing you are. âI guess,â you murmur, shy but smiling. âYou do seem⊠very confident.â
That does it. He smilesâslow, satisfied.
âThatâs my girl.â
Then his fingers are unbuttoning your top, methodical and practiced, brushing every inch of skin he reveals with open reverence. You let him, body buzzing, head light, enjoying the attention too much to question it.
âDonât worry,â he murmurs again, mouth warm against your collarbone. âIâll be real good to you.â
And somehow, that makes everything feel inevitable.
Itâs not until he has you stripped naked on your hands and knees on the mattressâhis own knee nudging your legs apart, his hands gripping your hips like a man whoâs waited for thisâthat something shifts.
His mouth is on you before you can even process itâhot, messy, filthyâand you cry out, twisting in the sheets, your face already flushed and slick with sweat. He groans into you like heâs starved for it.
âGoddamn,â he mutters, âlook at this sweet little pussy.â
You whimper. Youâve never heard him talk like that about you before. Not even close.
âSo fucking wet for me,â he says, thumb spreading you open while he presses his mouth right back to you, licking deep like itâs his.
You try to speakâmaybe a gasp of his name, maybe something uncertainâbut the only thing that comes out is a moan, helpless and broken.
He hums against you, pleased. âTold you Iâd take care of you, didnât I?â
Then his fingers slide into your mouthâtwo of them, sudden and deep, pressing down on your tongue until you start to gag around them.Â
âDeep breaths, sweetheart,â he drawls, the thumb of his same hand stroking the skin of your jaw.
He doesnât rush it. Just holds you there, feeling you accommodate him, until your breathing shakily around his fingers, eyes watering, and your lips tentatively begin to close around them
âThere you go,â he murmurs, pleased. âKnew youâd figure it out.â
You make a small, helpless sound around his fingers and he laughs quietly, fond.
âEasy,â he coos. âYouâre doinâ just fine.â
He pulls his fingers out slowly, slick with your saliva, and before you can even process the loss, his hand slides around your front to rest in between your breasts. He presses you up, his chest to your spine, mouth close to your ear.
His other hand comes around to your jaw, thumb settling at the hinge, tilting your face just enough.
âOpen,â he says softly. Not a commandâan expectation.
You do.
He spits into your mouthâunhurried, deliberateâwatching it land like heâs savoring the moment. His thumb strokes your cheek, grounding, approving.
âGood girl,â he murmurs. âThatâs it.â
You gasp, overwhelmed, and he keeps his hand there, steady, making sure you donât pull away.
âSwallow,â he adds gently. âCâmon now, be good, sweetheart.â
You do, because of course you do.
He smiles against your ear, satisfied.
âSee?â he says quietly, guiding you back down to rest your weight on your palms. âNothinâ to it. You just needed someone to show you.â
You donât know why your thighs are shaking so hard. You donât know when he started spanking you, eitherâsharp, rhythmic cracks to the side of your ass between long, indulgent licks of your pussyâbut itâs blurring, all of it. His mouth, his fingers, his voice.
âWhyâŠ?â You ask breathlessly, your voice is soft and high pitched and whiny. Youâre not even sure what youâre asking about at this point, everything thatâs happened since your clothes came off has felt odd and overwhelming and other worldly in the weirdest, best way.Â
âBecause this,â he says between licks, âis what people do when they love each other so very much.â
Another slap. You jolt, whine, clench around nothing.
âAnd you do love me, donât cha? Iâm so good to you, sweetheart.â
Youâre nodding, babbling, your voice wrecked.
âYesâyes, I love youââ
You donât even know if you mean it. You think you do, youâve thought about it an awful thought recently. Ben was like your dream guyâwell, you thought he was. Youâd even imagined this moment, but you donât think your imagination ever could have come up with something so⊠dirty like this is. You thought your first time would be sweet and soft, maybe that itâd even hurt a little bit. Thereâs nothing sweet or soft about whatâs happening right now.
His hand slides up your back, palm splayed between your shoulders, pinning you down.
âYeah, you do,â he murmurs. âThatâs why youâre lettinâ me do all this nasty shit to you.â
You should be humiliated. Heck, you should be alarmedâbut youâre not.Â
Because this is still Ben.Â
Because his voice is still calm. His hands are still sure. And somewhere in the blur of praise and filth, you believe him.
âThatâs my perfect girl,â he says, mouthing over the back of your neck like heâs claiming you. âHonestly, I didnât think you had it in you. But fuck if youâre not made for this.â
You whine, gasping into the sheets.
âNo wonder you never let anyone else get a taste,â he growls, lining himself up behind you now. âYouâve been waiting for me, huh? You knew Iâd take such good care of you, no other limp dicked haircut could come close.â
And by the time heâs fucking into youâdeep, rough, like he owns every inch of youâyouâre so far gone youâd believe anything he tells you.
Even when he says:
âAinât nothinâ wrong about this, baby,â he murmurs, breathing heavy at your ear as he drives into you again, rougher now that heâs close. You can almost here the smirk in his voice when he speaks, âthis is what true love looks like, afterall.â
Your whole bodyâs shaking, every nerve lit up and pulled tight. Youâre gasping his name, fingers clawing at the sheets as the pressure coils and snaps all at once. It hits you hardâtoo much, too fastâand you cry out, hips jerking back against him as you come undone around his cock.
âThatâs it, babyâ he groans, feeling you clamp down, losing whatever control he had left. âFuckâjust like that.â
He doesnât pull out. Doesnât slow down. Just fucks you through it, chasing his own end with short, brutal thrusts until his breath stutters and breaks.
âFuckinâ christââ he growls, voice wrecked as he spills inside you, pressing deep and staying there, holding you open while it hits him in waves.
For a second, neither of you moves. Just heat and weight and the sound of both of you trying to breathe.
Eventually, he pulls out slow, deliberately, and groans like heâs never felt anything better.
Youâre practically limp beneath him, face-down and trembling, your thighs still twitching, breath all hiccupy and uneven. Thereâs slick everywhereâyour inner thighs, the sheets, his lower stomach and dick and thighsâand he just watches his cum drip out of you like itâs the best part of his night.
âFuckinâ look at that,â he murmurs, dragging two fingers through the mess, rubbing it in with a low whistle. âYou made such a pretty mess for me, sweetheart.â
You whimper into the comforter.
Ben laughsâsoft, pleased, wrecked in the best wayâand slaps your ass once, light, just to feel the bounce.
âGoddamn,â he mutters again, sitting back on his heels. âDidnât think youâd let me take it that far, to be honest.â
You shift onto your side, stunned, your cheek hot against the cool comforter. âWhat the hell just happenedâŠ?â you breath softly, but your voice is raspy and cracks at the end.
âHey,â he says, suddenly closer. His palm lands warm against your face, thumb at your jaw, turning your head so he can see you fully. âYou alright?â
You blink up at him, wide-eyed, a little slack-jawed. You nod, but itâs faintâa dazed little gesture that barely gets halfway.
Ben coos. Actually coos.
âAw, there she is. Still in there.â
His thumb strokes over your cheek, his hand big and solid under your chin, holding your face like itâs something delicate.
âYou did so good, babyâ he says, voice dropping low. âYâ didnât cry. Didnât have to ask me to stop. Just laid there like a good girl and let me take care of you.â
He leans down and kisses your foreheadâslow and heavy, like he means itâbefore flopping back on the bed beside you with a satisfied groan. His cigarettes are already waiting on the nightstand. He lights it in one motion, takes a drag, and exhales toward the ceiling, totally at ease.
âYou want one?â he asks, holding it out to you.
You blink again. âI⊠I donât smoke.â
âYou didnât fuck either, âtil tonight,â he says easily, sliding the cigarette back between his lips. âYouâre on a roll, why stop now?â
Youâre quiet for a while until something crosses your mind and you canât help but ask, â⊠is it always like that? Like, for everyone?â You muse absentmindedly, your eyes soft and unfocused
âYeah, if youâre lucky and find someone who knows shit about sex.â He shrugs, giving your cheek a playful tap. âAnd you, sweetheart, are the luckiest girl in the fucking world for finding me. You should start buying lotto tickets.â
You laughâsort ofâbut itâs more breath than sound. Your whole body still feels like itâs floating. Heavy and light at the same time. He watches you like he knows exactly what youâre feeling.
Then he reaches for the drawer in the nightstand and grabs a small orange pill bottle, rattling it with one hand.
âYou need something to help take the edge off?â
Your head lifts, barely. âSomething to take the edge off what?â You narrow your eyes at him in confusion.
âKlonopin,â he says slow, clearly amused. âTakes the edge off the comedown. Smoothes it all out, makes everything feel like glitter.â
You blink at him, still trying to catch up. âI donât do drugs.â
âI know you donât, sweetheart, but thatâs what everyone says at first,â he says, all grin and no shame. âDoesnât mean you wonât.â
He tosses the bottle back onto the nightstand and picks up a glass of whiskey you hadnât even noticed was there beforeânot that youâd exactly had a lot of time to take in his end table decor.
âLast offer,â he winked, âyou want a drink?â
You sighâthis you could doâand reach for it, but your handâs wobbly, so he guides it to your lips and watches while you take two slow sips. Then he pulls it away and downs the rest himself, smirking as he wipes his mouth.
âAtta girl, babyâ
He leans back, one arm behind his head, the other reaching out to tug you into his chest like itâs automatic. You go without resistance. Youâre too loose and warm and entirely out of your depth.
âYou know,â he drawls, bringing his cigarette back to his lips, âIâve been on my best fuckinâ behavior for you,â he says, smoke curling from his mouth as he speaks. âSince day one.â
You hum, dizzy and relaxed, letting your fingers trace lightly along the edge of his ribs.
âDidnât lay a hand on you,â he continues. âBarely even let myself flirt. Made myself real fuckinâ tolerable.â
He presses a kiss to your shoulder, then another to your neck.
âYou think that was easy for me?â
You donât answer, and you donât need to. Youâre curled into him, pliant and trusting, and he knows heâs got you.Â
âWorth it, though,â he mutters against your skin. âYouâre so much better than I thought youâd be.â
âThanks? I think?â You say confused, even more so when he just laughs.
His hand slides down to your hip, not to start anythingâjust to touch. To feel the body he just wrecked.
Heâs still stroking your hip when he shifts, rolls you closer like heâs just getting comfortable. His voice, when he speaks, is soft againâwarm and low and perfect, like all that filth never happened.
âYâknow,â he murmurs, kissing your temple, âwe look fuckinâ great together.â
You blink up at him, dazed, lips parted like youâre still trying to remember how to breathe.
âCanât wait to show you off,â he adds, smiling like he means it. âRed carpets. Cameras. Americaâs fuckinâ sweetheart and her soldier.â
Your cheeks heat, even now. You laugh, breathless and a little shy. âYouâre ridiculous.â
He grins. âMaybe. But Iâm not wrong.â
Thereâs a pause. His thumb brushes the swell of your cheekbone.
âSo what do you say, sweetheart?â His voice is warm againâsweet, almost bashful, like he didnât just fuck you into the mattress. âYou wanna be my girl? Officially?â
Your lashes flutter. It sounds so simple when he says it. So earnest.
Like you didnât give him everything already.
You nod slowly, lips parted on a dazed little smile. âYeah,â you breathe. âOkay.â
Ben grinsâbeams, reallyâlike he just won the goddamn lottery. His hand squeezes your hip, thumb brushing the dip of your waist like heâs grounding himself in the moment.
âThat's perfect, baby,â he murmurs, kissing your shoulder, your cheek, the corner of your mouth. âKnew you would.â
He lets the silence stretch a beat, just long enough for your pulse to settle, your breath to come back, for the ache in your thighs to really bloom.
Then, all easy charm and casual affection, he cuddles you even closer and asksâ
âYou still hungry?â
You blink, slowly. Heâs already reaching for another cigarette from the nightstand like this is totally normal. Like this is just a regular Tuesday.
âFigured we could go out instead, maybe get some steaks,â he says, like itâs nothing. âThereâs this little place up the blockâold-school joint, real butter-heavy, they know me. Youâll love it.â
You canât even process it. Youâre still leaking him onto his sheets, still raw and sticky and half-drunk on the sound of his voice.
But his tone is light.
"After all, I did ask my girl over for dinner," he winks, "can't let you starve. 'Specially not after how brave you were for me tonight, sweetheart."
His smile is easy. And the way heâs looking at youâlike youâre already his everything, like this is routineâmakes your stomach flip in that dangerous, fluttery way.
You nod again, slow and dreamy.
âSteaks sound great,â you whisper.
He kisses your forehead and smiles.
And just like that, heâs got you all over again.
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