Dec 5, 2025
It's just me, myself, and the voices in my head
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It's just me, myself, and the voices in my head
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Mr. Smiley is so bbg
Welcome to funnier-as-a-daydreamer!
This is a blog for things that are not necessarily related to daydreaming, but are funnier with the context of being a maladaptive/immersive daydreamer. While I personally have MaDD, immersive daydreamers are allowed too!
For those who don't know what I'm talking about, immersive daydreaming is when you have really intense, detailed daydreams with complicated plotlines, mental worlds (known as paracosms), and reoccurring characters (known as paras). Maladaptive daydreaming, often shortened to MaDD, is when immersive daydreaming goes wrong and it begins affecting your work/school, social life, hobbies, or mental/emotional health negatively. You can learn more about MaDD by looking at @madd-information's profile, or you can check out this doc by @acircusfullofdemons for more general info on both immersive and maladaptive daydreaming.
My other daydreaming blog is @neuronarrator, which I made in 2022 to talk about my paras and paracosms. If you're interested in that, go follow me over there too. I'm the only mod on this blog so far, although that may change if this blog gets popular enough. I use any pronouns :)
Veritbonds
I think it's so interesting that the majority(or all of us lol) have veritbonds. I suspect I have DID as I have two alters and my Verit feels noticeably different from Ben and Albus. My Verit isn't in the headspace and he's more of an influence on my writing and daydreams than anything. I know he likes the night because I can feel his presence a lot more late at night. Does anyone know if there have been studies on verits/veritbonds? I find it to be very interesting how mine is seemingly connected to me. Like I would be lost without him just like I would without Ben and Albus.
"they're just a daydream character" maybe to you, but i know them personally
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I wanna talk about this really cool app that I use to talk to my para(s). It's called Antar!
Antar is an app that was developed for the purpose of talking to different "sides" of yourself in order to organize your emotions or come to a decision about something. You create different "personas" and you can chat with em and switch between easily.
For example:
So yeah, that's basically it. It's personally easier for me than imaging convos.
Highly recommend Antar for all the MADDers/IDers/plurals/whoever else may benefit from it~
ouppy & kibby <3
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as i’ve thought about it more and more, i’ve realized that maladaptive daydreaming isn’t what caused my identity issues/confusion, but it’s actually how i’ve been coping with those issues.
not only has my identity been distorted because of trauma and mental illness, but i also haven’t been able to (at least comfortably and safely) explore/express my identity in real life, so i resorted to doing so through fantasy. but of course, having to do that has led to other unique issues.
because i’ve explored my identity through my parame/paraself, so much of it is the relationships with my verits. that part of me is inseparable from the rest. but that’s not something i can really express in real life. so now it feels almost like... my identity is trapped inside of my daydreams.
when i’m immersed in a daydream, i feel whole in ways that i can’t in real life. in real life, the constant absence of my verits is so jarring and heavy. and it’s not like i can just talk about my verits with people. that would literally feel like cutting open my chest and letting someone punch through my ribcage.
it’s weird how i can only feel even a little bit connected to myself when i’m dissociated from the rest of the world.