#madd things

blasting my silly little music and creating my silly little daydreams so i don’t lose my silly little mind

idc how long you’ve had madd - coming up with something for your daydreams is still the most gratifying feeling EVER!!

daydreaming is crazy cause its both a self fulfilling prophecy and the only option. like of course you don't know me, I've been living in my head, and of course I've been living in my head, you don't know me. but this cycle had to have a start somewhere, and all I'm saying is I don't think a child with people to listen to her would need fiction instead

explaining that I imagine stuff all the time to people who don’t do that is crazy btw. bc wdym YOU don’t watch the TV shows in ur head of the characters…I am the writer the director I am EVERYTHING. I’m creating movies from scratch up there 24/7 and god forbid if you give me access to music on top of that? I am on season 1738 of my OCs show I’ve had going on since I was like 12 up there 😭

if ever someone would let me talk to them for hours about my daydreams and ocs and stuff i think i would probably propose to them on the spot

is it even possible to feel the same kind of love in real life that you feel in your paracosm? i swear i love nobody more than my paras, and i'm scared i'll never experience love in real life because of this