ever go through periods where your daydreams are just so boring and dry.. i need new material nowwwww
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ever go through periods where your daydreams are just so boring and dry.. i need new material nowwwww

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compulsively daydreaming about a fictional romantic partner while u legit have a real life partner is so fucking guilt-inducing
like
you will never be as good as this person in my head
no one will ever be as good as this person in my head
i will never be as good as the "me" inside my head
our real-life love will never be as good as the love of these people in my head
if it was possible for anyone or anything to feel as good as "me" being with the person in my head, i wouldn't have escapism shackling me down in the dungeons under this stupid little mind palace
but here we are again i guess. every fucking day of the week, i guess
for those with factparas*, how do you conceptualize them? to you, are they the same as the real life person or more of a character?
*daydream characters based on/of real people
love when i see people do meditation/mindfulness/grounding stuff for the first time and they're all like, "this is so nice, i never get to just sit with my thoughts and do nothing"
can't relate tbh. i wish i could spend less time in my own thoughts while achieving literally nothing irl
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Whenever I get bored of a para I just cause them trauma. Just standing over them holding a gun, stomping on them, yelling "CRY! I WANT TO SEE TEARS! THIS IS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT! MORE ENERGY MORE EMOTION!"
Dangerous by Sleep Token is the most MaDD coded song I've seen in a while btw
go listen to it
No! Paying attention to reality will kill the patient! She needs a meticulously crafted fantasy world to live