#verige

Gulf of Kotor Although the shape of this Bay on the coastline of the Adriatic Sea makes it look like a classic Fjord, a valley where a glacier once sat that was flooded when sea levels rose…there’s something slightly different about it. Most fjords actually head out to sea and open where the glaciers reached the coastline, but the Gulf of Kotor does not.

Dve leti, huh? Daleč je vse skupaj, daleč mentalno, daleč ... čustveno. Nisi več ista oseba, mi tolikokrat vrže v obraz. Kje je tista Maša, ki so jo imeli radi tisti ... na drugi strani verige? Gone. In prav je tako. Stopicljanja na mestu ne maram. In zadnje dni sem se večkrat spomnila na tisti ... Veter. Ker taka sem, nikoli enaka, nikoli na mestu, spreminjajoča in nestabilna. 

Včasih me odrgnine okov še vedno bolijo. Strmim v verige okoli gležnjev in si ne pustim, da bi jih odklenila. V sanjah se (pre)pogosto vračam nazaj, v drug čas, v drug prostor. Pogrešam. Pogrešam jesen, pogrešam zimo. Pogrešam pomlad, pogrešam gore. Pogrešam gozdove. Pogrešam ... samo sebe, tisto poskakujočo škratinjo, ki je sanjala o mali alpski hišici, o nabiranju gob in debelih kovtrih v zgornjem nadstropju. Še vedno živo pred očmi vidim sliko. Ne pustim ji zbledeti, ne pustim ji, ... moji mali okovi. 

Ampak tam nekje je še vedno nekdo, ki skrbi za svojo polovico te verige. Nekdo, ki sem ga oklicala za BFF. Ker čutim, da je res tisti zadnji F. Tisto, kar ostali ... nočejo biti. Ker sem v nekem trenutku postala ... predaleč. Ker taki smo ljudje. Tam nekje je nekdo, ki ga včasih še vedno začutim kako uskladiva srčne utripe in samo sva. Na daleč, na ... daleč. In moram povedat, da je občutek ... dober.

Temple of Venus and Roman Villa, Bay of Verige, Brijuni Islands, Croatia

Off the coast of Istria, Croatia is the Brijuni archipelago, home to ruins of a Roman villa that dates from the 1st century BC and partially inhabited until the 6th century BC. In the year 177 BC, the Illyrians lost their capital of Nesactium to Rome, which brought about lots of changes to the Istrian peninsula. The Roman navy found a safe place to shelter there and wealthy Romans built many luxurious summer residences. Many of the homes were located in the bays of Verige and Dobrika, on mounts Kolci and Gradina, in St. Mikula Bay on Mali Brijun and on the east coast of Vanga.