#vent stuff

I started writing whump and making whump characters as a way to process some stuff in my life, I won’t go into details. The situation has basically subsided/I’ve been feeling better about it all etc. But like ik that Sera and the Our Angel story is like only a thing because of this situation. And like I want to continue to write as use Our Angel as Botha creative outlet and a way to process other stuff in my life but I feel like really guilty ig for like having the entire characters and story solely based off a specific situation and now that it’s not like as big of a deal that I just continue if that makes sense.

Idk I’ve been feeling very off recently in general not pertaining to this situation so maybe my mind is just trying to find something to overthink and bother me idk.

You didn't deserve this. You never asked for this. But it happened anyways.

CW: Eyestrain, psych ward, vent, medical malpractice, dissociation [under the cut]

They come on the weekend and they know we'll be uncomfortable, but they don't seem to think about it. They're blissfully oblivious to their rudeness, which is fascinating to observe. I feel like I have to walk on eggshells around them, because I'm scared of offending them or hurting them or whatever. It's not fun for me, even though I do like seeing them. And my stomach gets worse when i'm stressed, and it's already been bad this week regardless. But now i'm just stressing and panicking and feeling uncomfortable. I admire my dad for seeming slightly more calm than me, honestly.