okay, time to admit it (don't cancel me). I don't find adult Ruben that attractive...
seen from Netherlands
seen from Türkiye

seen from Germany

seen from Brazil

seen from Türkiye
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Netherlands

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Germany

seen from Türkiye
seen from United States

seen from Türkiye

seen from Türkiye

seen from Germany

seen from Yemen
seen from Germany

seen from United States
seen from Russia
okay, time to admit it (don't cancel me). I don't find adult Ruben that attractive...

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Sunrise on a northern Wisconsin lake
Everything will get better once people find out that the chrononormativity world we live in has no fucking real power over anybody at all; you can do things, just do things. Time is an illusion, it's never too late.
I fucking hate the “How to be more magnetic in 10 tips!” culture. I want the “How to keep being absofuckinglutely gross, twisted and repel the living shit outta each and every motherfucking idiot in 10 seconds!” culture, the “Keep all parasites at bay!” culture, the “Tell them to fuck off in a way they think they've been hexed, beheaded or something alike!” culture, or the “How to make all those twats be so fucking frightened they run the heck away from you and wish they were aborted when they see you!” culture. Fuck the people-pleasing, gotta-impress everybody culture. Become extremely inappropriate instead.
for convenience, i ended up deciding to just post the spring festival banters as is & update the mod with the other festivals as i go along, since it'll be a while until i have a save to test future festivals. so if you're interested in non-repeating dialogue at the mistria spring festivals, here you go!

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
i feel guilty as sin staying here
every time i eat, spend money, or do anything i feel extremely guilty. and shame. i feel guilty for existing so then i dont want to exist.
“home”? is one person caring for….. five people plus animals. i dont want to be a bigger burden somewhere else.
as much as others have wronged me and possibly judged me as well… i still feel responsible for myself and my own flaws/failings.
i will take any job. aside from sex work. thats where i am drawing the line.
finished the spring festival dialogues! except for the two secret romanceables, who im not fucking with since you get them so late in the game lol. trying to decide if i want to publish the mod in stages so i dont feel like i have to power through writing ~150 more lines of dialogue as soon as physically possible, or if i want to save it all at once so it's just one big download people can get.