Trigger Warning: Unknown Illness, Unable to Breathe
I've been having really bad breathing problems for like a year now and I'm starting to be at a point where it's like "I wish I'd just broken my leg" or "I wish I just had a fever or third degree burns", just.. something that people can see. It's like, I'm suffering my way around life, I've been to so many doctors and no one could really help and everyone around just doesn't.. see it. I suffocate my way up and down the stairs but I'm still expected to go to work and to do good and if I do shit then I'm expected to do better work and I'm just like?? Can I choke you for a sec and you do my work while I do that and we keep talking?
..I'm so tired of this, fr
Burying myself in Bleach to try and forget at least for a little bit
