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im so tired of becoming friends with people and when you disclose your cdd suddenly, OH SUDDENLY, they have a cdd too. it pisses me off SO BAD.
i also hate people who fake having a cdd make their trauma up, like they'll just tell you something completely false and randomly accuse their exes of abusing them because they were broken up with. i hate it bro I HATE IT.
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TRIGGER WARNING: age gap relationships, lying about age to date someone significantly older than the person lying, faking disorders
guess who just learned that their (online) friend who is 15 started dating a 14 yo online (normalish) but that 14yo was extremely jealous and faked passing out and depression and also was an 11 year old pretending to be 14 (the friend did know this when they started dating) and then was asked to intentionally be rude to the 11yo because the friend was scared to break up (mainly wanted to break up because of the age difference. which makes sense) in a DANDYS WORLD RUN. what . uh
Guess who is once again completely convinced they are faking all their symptoms and is just pretending to be mentally unwell to get attention
Another endógenic system that doesn’t exist please stop get off the internet touch grass and stop faking unless you want to live your life pretending to be someone who you aren’t stop faking real disorders that effect peoples life’s so do everyone a favor dig a 10 foot deep hole and bury ur self in it
so you wrongly assume we're endogenic (and say we're fake based on that when endos evidently exist), use the ableist phrase "touch grass," more assuming we're faking when you don't even know us, and then telling us to bury ourselves alive which is literally telling us to kill ourselves.
and for what? because we support endogenic systems to no end? because we support people different from us?
this is why we're not exclus; this is the most hateful shit we've ever had spewn at us, we can only imagine what actual endos go through on a daily basis just for existing.
we were on a hiatus due to extreme stress causing a form of system communication upheaval and this is what we come back to.
thanks.
Hey I have some questions regarding which kinds of systems are valid
My best friend has skitzophrenia (spelling??) and has a fictive system because of it. I am unfamiliar with system language, but I do understand that "systems" like t*lpas and end*s are actively harming people who do have systems. Is my friend's skitzophrenic fiction system valid?
They are 100% valid, DID is an extremely comorbid disorder! And being a fictive heavy system is actually common among those who attached to media's to escape trauma.
I don't know very much about the details of schizophrenia though, specifically how it interacts with DID (isn't there some sort of sub-set for comorbidity that's schizoaffective, or is that only for certain disorders??). I know a good amount of our followers and mutuals have schizophrenia though so hey guys bonk me if I'm wrong and feel free to give input <3
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I worry that because no one has ever told me I'm not acting like myself, and because I don't have much amnesia, that something other then multiplicity is going on. I know it's ok if I don't. But it makes me feel like a liar to think about. I know logically I'd have to be faking on purpose. Cause it's a choice to pretend. But maybe I'm the special case that is doing it on accident. if that makes sense
Hey anon, it's understandable to have worries about if you're multiple or not. I'd like to say a few things about the examples you've given.
In our own experience, we've also never had anyone tell us we "weren't acting like ourself". Things like that though can happen to people who are still plural. Many systems are covert, meaning members might act similarly to one another, use the body's name, or not act themselves around others to not be found out.
Regarding your other point, there are many systems without amnesia entirely. It is not a requirement to be plural. In fact, the goal for many systems is to no longer have amnesia.
If what you have found based on your experiences so far has led you to question plurality, there's nothing wrong about that. It doesn't make you a liar, it shows you are a person genuinely interested in the truth. That's a good thing.
I hope some of this can help some of your doubts!
-mod venus
sometimes i’m like “am i faking?” and then i’m like ‘ah yes, i have the power to give myself bad switching headaches and do so for fun/j/s’
me: omg i can never remember anything abt the system wtf i forget that certain alters even Exist omg im faking
thats what the amnesia is you dumb fuck
