I want a stalker, mostly someone a bit younger then me who adores me like an older sister, or the same age while still being loving, either way I wnat someone who'll adore me and want my attention all for himself
I think my dream stalker would be a man, either with a dad bod or athletic build, or somebody kinda scrawny like or otherwise average. personally I don't like supper buff men, they just look.. idk, I just don't care for a man built like a shit brick house, I think it's cuz I like softer builds and physical feelings. but I'd definitely adore someone strong enough to hold me close and not let go, even if I struggle.
definitely with hair long enough to grab onto, and someone very needy or more emotional then you'd expect.
i wouldn't want someone who'd dox me or share my information, I'd rather they collect it for himself and be smart enough to not make it obvious who's information it is.
I'd adore someone who follows all my accounts, and screenshots them just in case I delete them later.
someone who'd know all my favorites.. you know.
orange day lilies, white tulips, babys breath, white menzies baby blue eyes, bright yellow daffodils, madonna lilies, white and red roses, etc...
rose quartz.. learning.. black red blue.. otters specifically river otters.. specific childhood stories.. you know, learn why I adore things and what means the most to me...
my my, I wish I had a a stalker... I mean he actually is really just a man who loves me to much to be normal about it...
maybe he'd let me stalk him back... probably cyber stalking him and his friends, show him I know him better.. that I can find anything he wants me to...
someone who'll be parasocial and would actually tell me how he feels, and he'd wanna show he loves me.
I wouldn't even care if he'd follow me, physically stalk me as I hangout with friends.. cause he's just making sure I'm safe...
him taking photos of me in various states of dress or activities.. he's just capturing me in a form so purely me, it's fine..
or him 'doing what he wants' to me.. it's fine, it's just that he loves me way to much to hold back.. him apologizing and crying and begging, all needy, just for me. so sweet.. I couldn't hate him for not asking first, he just loves me to much and wants me to feel it..
sigh, a girl can dream she'll ever be so desirable..