#transdeaf

“I’m completely fair to them and I don’t want to cause any harm to them, I completely censor their names and voices” (paraphrasing here obv)

“The absolute delusion inside of this community is baffling—the next video is coming in the next few days, until then, they can keep being weird.”

You’re not some saint who’s saving the world by talking about fucking Twitter drama. You’re a grown ass adult exploiting children for fame and most likely money.

You are fully aware of what you’re doing because you’re claiming that keeping the people that you interviewed anonymous apparently means you’re on some moral high ground, or that you’re much more respectful than us, and then two lines later, you directly call this community delusional, and then that we’re going to be left alone until your new video releases, which clearly proves that you’re fully aware how this will have a grave effect on us.

Not only that, you’ve been liking every single comment on your post that is calling us depraved and child pr3dators, and the comments commending you for how brave you are to dare interact with us, so again, you’re completely aware how people are gonna react to this and you’re completely fine with fostering such a community.

I’m sure you know for a fact that chrono minors make up a huge chunk of the radqueer community, but you don’t even care to acknowledge that, and you continue to exploit us for your videos (I saw the full 1hour+ video from a year ago about radq people, and I’m like almost certain, even with those distortions, those were chrono minors speaking to you.) not only that, you’ve also made a video about the shedtwt community, which is filled with even more children, and it also got them mass hate, and all of the comments were once again demonizing that community.

You know putting children in danger is wrong, yet you’ve continued to do so for your own benefit on YouTube.

Posting this because I'm insanely dysphoric right now. (Gotta love BIID)

• Wear ear defenders. I wear noise canceling headphones daily because of autism (Beats Studio Pro). But when I get dysphoric I like to add an extra layer of noise cancelation using the Loop earbuds with my Beats on top. To have even more noise cancellation, I would use the Loops with ear defenders on top instead of just the Beats.

• Study ASL. Remember, if you are planning to take online or in person classes with an instructor, make sure that your teacher is D/deaf or HoH.

• When someone is talking to you, focus on their mouth/lips. Not sure why this makes me feel euphoric but it works.

Some userboxes I made for @permavisible 🩷

here's more about me...

☆ cis id's:

i'm an adult

trad goth 🖤🦇🕸

🇵🇱🇺🇸

plural/system (DID: trauma/endo) 👥

autistic 🧠

asexual 🖤💜🖤

pagan 𓋹

☆trans id's:

agender (they/them & mer/mers pronouns)

trace: 🇷🇺🇰🇷

transabled: semiverbal, partially deaf, partially blind 🧏🏻‍♀️🦻🏻👁

tris-semiverbal

trisVampire

transvampirefangs

trisnocturnal

transredeyes

dni:

younger than 16

If you are transabled, specifically in regards to a physical disability, please please PLEASE make sure you are talking to a mental health professional. ESPECIALLY if you are thinking of or planning on transitioning.

BIID is a real thing, that is researched, that can make people more understanding of you as a transabled person if you have it.

I myself plan on doing a BIID scanning once I have a psychologist, and discussing transabled transitioning, especially around my hearing as a transdeaf/transhoh individual and even a transspecies being.

Even if you dont have BIID but are still transabled, you should be discussing your transition with professionals every step of the way.