I come to you today a chastened sissy. Todayβs task was another attempt at an analgasm. I felt pretty confident about this, I checked with Goddess that what Iβd been feeling before I stopped my last attempt was a sign I was close and she said it was. She also said it shouldnβt take more than an hour, but I thought I knew what I was doing now and Iβd be able to get there quicker and then just take the final few steps to completion.
Todayβs videos were to be shemales getting fucked, which I also thought worked in my favour.
Tonight, Goddess confirmed my task but also told me that if I hadnβt succeeded after an hour, it had a second part to it.
I got dressed and played some music to get in the mood and then I got started. This might sound weird considering what I cover on this blog, but I donβt want to go into too much detail. So letβs just say that nature made it clear that tonight wasnβt an anal night for me :(Β
I had a couple of moments where it was going well but after about 40 minutes it was clear that I wouldnβt be able to complete the first task. This meant I had to unlock (I said I wouldnβt be happy if it happened) and a day short of two weeks! I was to release, but I didnβt think I deserved to enjoy it too much, so I went onto Goddessβs playlist for her trainees when they are allowed to release and watched a video where i was called a loser for the duration. The release was bittersweet, enjoyable but tinged with disappointment. Iβll cover what else I had to do in a future post when it comes into play.
