Wow, I'm averaging one post a year 😅, at least it's consistent!
Anyway, onto more sissy fun. I've had two big sessions over the past week, in the first one I had my sex machine pounding away while I was blindfolded, fantasizing about men and had moaning/sex sounds playing in the background.
So first up, I have a sex machine 😇, which is quite something. I don't have all of the angles figured out yet but wow once you get it going it hits the spot perfectly and it can just keep going and going and going. I've used it a few times with various hypno and PMV compilations playing and it's so much fun. I can't quite manage the larger dildo I got for it but the regular one is working wonderfully at the moment.
I set up in doggy and it took a few tries to really get the setup right. First some fiddling with the height and depth and then I had to change the volume on the audio a few times (too loud meant I couldn't focus on my imagination!). It was also in the middle of a heatwave in the UK, I was sweating inside my blindfold and pretty much everywhere else too.
I set a long program going on my sex machine that wasn't really vigorous...I wanted a good, steady pounding, not to be f*cked within an inch of my life and let my mind start to work.
It was a struggle to begin with, the temperature and the other stimulation kept pulling my attention and my brain didn't seem to want to focus. So I used a recent scenario Goddess had given me "after a night at a glory hole a guy approaches you in the car park" as a starting point and that was when it all clicked into place and everything but the fantasy slipped away.
He approached me and said he'd taken advantage of my services earlier in the evening and did I want to go for a drink or something to eat? I was a little concern as I realised just how vulnerable I was. It was late, there was no one else around and the glory hole wasn't exactly in a well travelled area. I'd dressed the part, thigh high boots, stocking, short skirt and crop top and all I was carrying was a purse with some condoms, makeup and my phone.
Sensing my nervousness, he suggested that he send me some money so I have his bank details and that way, I can be more comfortable that he doesn't have any bad intentions.
Maybe a little too quickly, I agree, he sends me £200 and we walk to his car. He asks if I'm hungry, there's a café not too far away that's still open, but without thinking I mention that I'm pretty full already which makes him smile.
My hand sneaks towards his trousers, unzips his fly and starts rubbing him. Really getting into things, I purr that surely he must have something to drink at home and does he really want to go to a bar...
We have sex, he takes my number and calls me an Uber. The next morning I wake up feeling overwhelmed by it all and a little lovestruck, but as I think back over the night it dawns on me that he thought I was a whore (probably because I dressed like one, acted like one and took money for sex like one) and even though I'm kind of embarrassed by it, when he calls I don't correct him and we arrange another date.
I fleshed it out a lot more but a girls gotta keep some secrets 😉. The whole thing was so totally hawt! By the end of the session I was such a mess, surrounded by puddles of sweat, pre-cum and lube. I felt like I was glowing and it was a few minutes before I could even stand up. Combining the fantasizing with the audio and the f*ck machine was so powerful, it felt like a more active version of a hypnotic trance but because the audio and pacing of my toy kept changing it meant my focus didn't drift and it was more and more arousing.
My follow up task was much less physically demanding (fortunately!). First was a hypno video about been slowly changed from a man to a super girly... followed by a more straightforward video where the guy yells at the girl for falling short before almost grudgingly having sex with her, then some similar videos before finishing with a longer tender, passionate sex video between a genuine couple.
I had a plug in to begin with, the hypno video was really, really good but the next one kind of blew me away. I don't know if it was done intentionally, but the guy was really shouting super loud and sounded very angry that I wasn't following his instructions, his wife didn't wear red lipstick, so why was I? She wore her hair up in a bunch, why was mine down and loose? It was a little scary, even though it was a video it made me want to apologise and I felt super submissive. This also tied into the hypno video, which had plenty of lines about how much of a failure I was as a man and now I was doing just as poorly as a woman 😭.
I removed my plug and switched to a dildo for the last video, which really pulled the whole thing together. The video was so intimate and sexy, it felt like I'd learnt my lesson and was getting a reward.
This was a pretty stunning session, whether the hypno had primed me or the guy was just shouting really loudly, it had the effect of making me feel like I was really failing before making strenuous efforts to be better and finally, maybe becoming good enough 👸.









