#top!john

Volunteers please, I can't really pay anyone.

It's SPICY

100% Heterosexual (ao3) - PerpetuallyTiredGay lemar/john E, 3k

Summary: John develops feelings for Lemar that he doesn't know how to process. Lemar catches on and plays into it.

A good fucking Christmas, thanks John Walker! (ao3) - Alex456w bob/john M, 6k

Summary: In the aftermath of the Doomsday war, John decides that the team (especially Bob) deserves to have a good, no, a great Christmas celebration.

Consequences (ao3) - PerpetuallyTiredGay lemar/john E, 6k

Summary: Lemar gets more than he bargained for.

Don't Want Life If It's Not With You (ao3) - dornessiti bob/john E, 6k

Summary: John and Bob have been sneaking around for awhile now, but what happens when Valentine's Day rolls around, and there's only one person either of them wants to spend it with?

Holding Out for the Fragments of Your Moon (ao3) - KeepOnBrewing bob/john E, 14k

Summary: By the time December arrives, the Thunderbolts* have settled into something that, unexpectedly, looks like a family, one shaped by shared routines and the ongoing decision to keep showing up for one another. For Bob and Walker, Christmas becomes the moment when what has long gone unsaid finally has room to exist. Over the course of a few winter days, the care that's always threaded their interactions begins to surface until closeness gives way to something neither of them can pretend not to see anymore.

Or:

A Voidwalker / SentryAgent Christmas special about family and the slow, gentle way that love can grow until it feels like home.

In the Eye of a Hurricane (ao3) - UnderGraySkies bucky/john E, 6k

Summary: Or, the aftermath of Bucky and Sam's New Avengers conversation.

late night cravings (ao3) - makethisuseraname bob/john E, 4k

Summary: John lasts about a minute before turning to Bob and taking him in. He looks beautiful in his golden suit. The fabric hugs his arms, his torso and his thighs at all the right places, leaving very little to imagination. Bob takes off his belt and places it down, fingers lingering on the shiny S for a moment. He turns to John with a knowing grin. “You are staring.”

John grins back easily, “You are very handsome.”

It should be a little more nerve-wracking maybe– how fast and easy it is to fall for Bob. But Bob is so unapologetic when it comes to showing his attraction, he never holds back, and John feels emboldened by him. Because Bob deserves to feel wanted, he deserves to feel loved and cared for. And words have never been John’s strong suit, but he can do his goddamn best to show what he can’t say yet through his actions.

or,

John helps Bob out of his Sentry suit after a long day. They both get distracted along the way.

Learning to Fly (ao3) - MJ96 bob/john E, 5k

Summary: Bob is trying to learn how to hone in his new abilities. His friends and his boyfriend help him in very different ways.

Meet Me In The Afterglow (ao3) - featheryxwings bob/john M, 42k

Summary: John Walker has been questioning himself for years, but lately the thoughts have become overwhelming. One night he finds himself at a gentleman’s club for the first time in his life and one of the dancers, Bobby, catches his attention. John catches Bobby’s attention, too.

Odd chapters: John’s POV. Even chapters: Bob’s POV.

Oh Come All Ye Faithful: A Merry Johnlenamas Series (ao3) - l0dge49 yelena/john E, 25k

Summary: hello one and all, it's Christmas time in hell and giving is the reason for the season so I'm doing my best to give the world more johnlena content

every day until Christmas, I will be trying to produce small johnlena works and posting them every day. will I miss days? probably. am I going to try anyway? yes. and I hope you all will have a very merry holiday season, regardless of what you celebrate.

day one: It's Christmas Eve, 1944, in an evacuated Russian town, and two soldiers find a quiet moment.

Saving All my Love for You (ao3) - notastranger bob/john E, 1k

Summary: Bob asks John not to masturbate while on an away mission. John makes it everybody else's problem.

Say His Name (ao3) - helens78 bucky/john E, 3k

Summary: John Walker just got a new job assignment, and he wants to celebrate by finding someone who wants it really, really rough. He finds someone on a hookup app, and for once, it's someone who can take everything he can dish out. And it's not like John cares if the guy's a combat vet with a prosthetic arm he's hiding under a leather jacket and gloves.

So Hurry Down The Chimney Tonight (ao3) - dornessiti bob/john E, 4k

Summary: John is forced into a Santa suit for a PR event at a children's hospital and Bob maybe has a crisis about it

Some Kind Of Animal (ao3) - whothebuckisfucky bucky/john E, 37k

Summary: Five years after meeting each other during a zombie outbreak, a vaccine allows the outside world to come crashing back in.

take the risk, it's worth it (ao3) - makethisuseraname bob/john E, 9k

Summary: In which John and Bob give in to the pull between them and fall into an easy rhythm. Too bad they forget to talk about it.

Thank You Kisses (ao3) - Curasha bob/john E, 27k

Summary: The last thing Bob remembered was making a glass explode with the sheer will of his mind and then everything became a total blank. Next thing he knew, he had been practically adopted by The New Avengers and was living in the Watchtower with his newfound friends. Life began to get good and his relationship with each member improved to the point where he could confidently call every single one of them a friend.

And then one day, out of the blue, a memory trickled in, one of John F. Walker bashing his dad in the face with a shield and knocking him out. The memory shouldn't have made Bob blush or fixate on how hot Walker looked in the moment, but it did and he had to do something to let the man know just how thankful he was.

So of course he kissed him.

"Um... uhhh... wh-what?" Bob smiled brightly, feeling way too good now to even care about being embarrassed or flustered. "That was for knocking the shit out of my dad back in the void. I just remembered it." "Oh."

Or, Bob thanks John with a kiss and it just keeps happening.

We Were Trying Our Best (ao3) - Blink_Blue bucky/john E, 5k

Summary: Your 30s are just your 20s with more hangovers and the unbearable weight of knowing better.

We regret to inform you that it’s still about the trauma.

Yours To Use (ao3) - midlistxauthor bob/john E, 7k

There is no debate. It is what it is >:]]]

+bonus SIZE DIFFERENCE EEEOEKEKE <33

YEEES👀👀

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«You are mine.» John growls in Brian’s hair as the guitarist moans louder under him «I'm gonna mark you and you're gonna take it» He says and starts to bite down his boyfriend’s neck leaving red marks.

«Yes, please» Brian sighs, he always loved when John takes control like that.

John pulls on Brian’s hair to have more access on his neck «Now people will know who this slut belongs to» Brian moans at his words rolling his eyes back

«Say it»

«I’m yours- Ah!»

Brian didn’t even notice that John had pulled off his trousers kissing him close to his crotch.

«Say it!»

(Oooof, unfair decision making because I’d love to do all three. Let’s have some Breaky, I haven’t done it in a while.) 

(Modern AU)

“Are you sure, John?”

John rolls his eyes.

“It’s smaller than your cock, Bri. Get it in me.”

Brian carefully lubes up the small toy - the packaging called it a “bullet” but he’s not overly keen on that idea - and reaches down. It is smaller than his cock, and the three fingers he’d had buried in John were more than enough; the toy slides in easily, with barely a hitch in John’s breathing. John’s fingers do curl, though, which, as they’re inside Brian at the moment, is somewhat torturous.

“Good. Got the remote?”

Brian holds up the remote controller for the toy in his hand.

John uses his free hand to pull Brian down for a kiss, before gently withdrawing his fingers and shifting them around so that Brian’s lying on his back, John between his legs.

“Ready, Bri?”

Brian grins. “Ready, John.”

John loves the feeling of sliding into Brian; his lover is always so warm and tight and responsive; he watches the way Brian’s whole body twitches as he bottoms out. He starts moving slowly, gently, letting Brian loosen up around him.

John is so focused on getting a rhythm happening that he doesn’t notice Brian’s hand twitch, until suddenly the toy comes alive inside him, vibrating up against his prostate.

“Jesus fuck!” he cries, his hips slamming forward involuntarily and punching a moan out of Brian too. “Holy shit-!”

“T-too much?” Brian asks breathlessly. John can only shake his head, sure that if he speaks it will be nothing more than babbling.

It’s like his nerve endings are on fire, and it’s brilliant.

John manages to get enough of a grip on himself to concentrate on fucking Brian, already aware they’re moving faster and harder than usual, but Brian seems to be enjoying himself, his hips lifting to meet John’s. John has just managed to adjust to the vibrations when Brian’s hand twitches again -

The vibrations increase in intensity and John honest-to-god screams. His body is moving of its own accord, all of John’s conscious brain having deserted him, and the noises he’s making are an incoherent babble mixed with Brian’s name. Brian is keening too, and John only barely manages to grip his cock.

Brian’s hand moves again, and the vibrations become so intense that John’s vision whites out as he comes harder than he’s ever come in his life. Brian’s keen rises to a wail as John’s hand shakes on his cock, and he comes too in powerful spurts up his chest. John promptly falls straight over onto Brian’s chest, his cock slipping out, heedless of the mess.

Brian is too far gone to remember to stop the bullet for just long enough that it’s no longer pleasurable. Tears prick John’s eyes from the sensation of over-stimulation, his cock twitching weakly, but then Brian recovers and his finger quickly flicks the button to stop the vibrations.

They lie together in panting silence for a long moment.

“John?” Brian murmurs, stroking his hair. “You okay?”

“Y-yeah,” John manages to reply, his voice hoarse. “You? I didn’t hurt you?”

“No. That was fucking hot.”

John manages to lift his head and grin at Brian.