#threekin

-Three, TPOT [🔴🩹]

i hope you aren't alone anymore. and i hope you don't let the guilt of what you did however many lives ago eat you up in this one

- three (bfdi:tpot / xfohv)

i dont really. believe in past lives or anything like that honestly but. ive like built a narrative of the past. and like. the creators havent even really. addressed the past of the algebraliens. besides in xfohv which. was just four and x being four and x honestly. i didnt even get like. a line. yeah i huffed iirc but. whatever.

i dont even really feel connected to any of my kins. i dont really feel like them. i guess i do use first person to refer to them when im on anon because it feels less weird but. like i dont really care to be referred to them. i dont have memories.

but like i said ive built a narrative of how my past was and somehow i miss it. despite knowing its fiction. despite knowing its headcanon even.

i wish i could stargaze with one and two honestly. ya know. the past them. i dont know what one has become honestly

-☮️💢 {a three tpot/xfohv kin}

i didnt want to kill or hurt anyone i promise i was just afraid and in pain and i didnt want anyone to get close to me if you were painfully shattered into pieces by your alleged friend and then brought back by them but were in a constant state of pain and disarray youd be scared of anyone who came close to you too i promise im not evil iwas just scared and hurt and confused and six didnt think to deescalate even though she knew i was unstable in some way im sorry dude is this how one felt when she did all of that to me. fuck dude im so sorry

six and fifteen im so so so so sorry. and to all the contestants that were with six too im sorry from the bottom of my heart you have to understand. in another life i wouldve loved you all. youre beautiful. you come back again and again and youre fine. you have the beautiful gift of rebirth and i wish i had it too. i wish i was an object like you. im sorry

-Three, TPOT [🔴🩹]

-Three, TPOT [🩹🔴]

i feel really bad about. Everything that happened. i wanted everyone to have something that would help them and now theyre all in danger and i cant do anything about it. even if i wasnt in this other world i couldnt have done anything. i wasnt strong enough to keep one from doing this to herself and everyone else. i wasnt strong enough to get her to Not Kill Me, and now im not strong enough to stop her from doing the same to everyone else. i cant protect everyone this time

ill never forget how i felt when i saw one had returned. maybe canon me didnt notice, but i did. i saw her, through the bars of my cell, staring down at me holding my own pen and paper. she's doing this all for me but all i want is for her to never come near me or my friends ever again. and i cant save them this time.

if any of the algebraliens are reading this. i love you all, and i miss you a lot. im sorry it came down to this. remember that no matter what you're going through in this life, you are loved and you matter very deeply to someone. be safe, and take care of yourselves the way i wouldve taken care of you.

-Three, TPOT [🩹🔴]

-☮️💢 {pin from bfdi, and three from bfdi, tpot, xfohv, ect.}

-☮️💢 {three from tpot, bfdi, xfohv, ect.}