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Do you ever get a random weird feeling in your tummy like you’re not supposed to be here or you don’t belong here? And it will always happen when you’re surrounded by loved ones, but never when you’re a random in a crowd

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I’m hurting and no poetry can ever explain that.
Quarantined thoughts
It's a weird time to be alive isn't it?
Like, its acceptable to be antisocial
But it's also recommended.
Huh?... I can build a pillow fort and stay there and none of yall can judge me now 🤙
Thoughts of a pisces ♡
~Signed, NSE
Grief is constant. But it also comes in waves. Sometimes it’s a steady stream which leaves you treading water so easily you don’t even realise you’re doing it. Then the tsunami hits and you can’t help but notice that everything is wrong. You want to go back to the way it was before but you can’t, because that place, that version of you, no longer exists. It went to the grave with them.
—Monique Wallace
“ but were you ever in love with me ?”
The question hung in the air. The heaviness of it could be felt by both of us
“Yes , ofcourse I cared for you, ” my voice trembled.
“ That’s not what I asked,” he said
He looked at me from across our bedroom.
5 years hanging between us
“ Were you ever in love with me ?” He asked again
I looked away, avoided his eyes .
“ Did you ever love me ?” he whispered.
I could hear a mixture of emotions in his whisper as it broke
I looked at him, perhaps for the last time. My throat felt dry, preventing me from speaking , telling a lie .
I could not answer.
For how could I tell a man, who loved me,
I, not for one moment , have felt the love he felt for me

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Stood still, heart,
I know you're not ready for this to happen again,
I'm sorry I've caused you to ache again,
Bear with me I'm still figuring things out.
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Stay calm, brain,
I know you're tired,
I'm sorry I've overthought again,
Help me what to do.
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Be strong, self,
I know it's hard for you,
I'm sorry you need to experience this again,
Hang in there, things will work out soon!
My Thoughts on.. №13: Apologies. People are or feel forced to say sorry for anything or everything far too often. I think sincere apologies can only be made with actual remorse, after proper self-reflection and change of heart. Otherwise it might be better to keep quiet or to share your perspective and honest thoughts on the matter, instead of asking for forgiveness as quick as possible just because some people seem to demand it and because you think your image needs to be rescued or restored. Also, I think people and companies that are related but not responsible should by no means be targeted or feel the need to apologize for or on behalf of anyone.
My Thoughts on.. №9: Juries. Whether in court or in sports competitions, I don't think such verdicts should be up for debate. In the past, it made sense to rely on the wisdom of crowds in those situations, for that arguably being the most fair. Nowadays, technology is able to help make determinations much better than any group of people possibly could. Still relying on that group of people to determine whether something is or is not a certain way, and to what extent, does not make sense to me, in a system that is supposed to be the most just. If needed, like in case something is inconclusive or not yet regulated, the governing body could step in.