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I love you though

-and, #Uhmm.. . #ThisPost because I just #realized [(#Honestly and #toMySurprise)] that I don’t even care to #Make "#music".. Nor do I care if anyone #Listens to it (🤔'ThatPart is #New)'😅.. 'Word-as far as releases go it’s for a somewhat Selfish means, I guess. Depending on how you look at it. I mean.. Society is a "Thing" that can’t even think for itself— :#theLiteVersion, no less as anything more than that would just make me sound like (EVEN MORE THAN IT PROBLY DOES ALREADY) I’m angry or bitter at said ""#OverSeer"" whomever they/that may be or am attempting to release myself from some #VillageIdiots’ oblivious👤hold #ByDesign (😑’of course) **as I’m now being watched** [#KeyStrokes]°, but anyway-😒 I think it’s become somewhat of a selfish endeavor. As in. ..if YOUR “#God” is real??! I HONESTLY don’t need #aMillion people to go and stream or listen to it.. '#Remember..?!!”🤣_ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Even the slogan for #SnowFall explained | explains it.” and I don’t even watch that show anymore.😆_ :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Ask them what it was like dealing with me in #WarForm..😶_even tho’ I was unbelievably optimistic and oblivious to #theManySchemes and Dealings of actual #HIGHsociety [of and inAmerica]° ..I could brag but— You know what?? Let’s just say, "I don’t really feel defeated. I don’t even think or feel that anything I did or was doing is or was or means anything to anything. I just know that #ImNotAllowed (for all that it seems that I am 'Spiritually' or #Woke or #Affiliated somehow and still be let or #Allowed to do). I talk sh¡t!! Because I’m down here in the fuhkin (actually) trenches with #theVillageIdiots too. Like, forREAL. And they don’t even know HOW to care about others— It’s just some shht they condition to teach you as grow up so you don’t ""ALL THE WAY"" think for your ""👤:'Self"" ..and NONE OF THEM are truly "Woke". Just woke enough to "#theWorld" they live in to be selfish enough to #succeed.. 🤨'#TellMeNot.. 🙈'(I’ll wait). **while I try STILL to keep my GoldenGlobe remarks and the state of supposed #Hollywood" to myself** https://www.instagram.com/p/CnVH-_SJkBO/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

..oh— 'Remember what I was gonna say [in #ThisPost] but I don’t think that I was even suppose to be able to #remember (in this #particular case) so I just wanted to say 🖖🏾'#Thank— **even if just to say to have remembered’d’d’d’d it #Today** ____________________ #BeginnerPhotography: "#MightBe a #GoodPhoto.. #Wait. .. #What'[😳😆]" (at Somewhere..) https://www.instagram.com/p/Clm3OwbJWJ3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#WhatThe— #ThisPost|#ThisPicture ..because if I #stare at it long enough I can see all the #times that— (eh-hem) _🤣:#NoseDive. Could’ve been a #MixTape'#Cover | #CoverArt for something.. "🤷🏾‍♂️'#OhWell(s) tho’, #Remember?!. .. [#FLOAT]'#OnNidavellir..🫤🤨 ______________________ *I count #three but every time was because I tried something #different* https://www.instagram.com/p/CiO0vMZNmyK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#ThisPost: 'Because I don’t really understand these systems. #MuchLike, how I’m about to possibly do what I explain in the words hereafter this thought but, anyway— As some #KindOf: "#Rapper" or #artist stuhk in the conformities of #HipHop, I never make / made #music geared towards the #FemaleListener [#AskTwitter|#ReferToTwitter'🫣] besides the infamous "#ConSTELLAtions | #RhiannasSong" thingy song I did. 😬 —now maybe in wanting to record the #2ndEver… 👤'#Uhmm.. Some new #PhantomPain(s) that I can’t really categorize as “Pain” but is definitely "#Something". .."#New", if nothing else. "#ITSaVIBE" I guess but, I fear whatever positive thought(s) I could have or that can be implanted over it, about what it could mean or how it’s #defined at any given time suggests none the #wiser’— - thēIlluminaut'✍🏾 ::::#ComplexRhythms [title] Conceptual Happenings Analysis’:::: #Rambles; I might be the only #idiot that would also suggest destroying wars already being destroyed (as a creator) in the midst of its construction.. .” •[🤦🏾‍♂️_no '#FMA puns intended]• "Old habits truly die hard. Thankful for #Adaptability." ..even tho’ it isn’t alway’s your ""👤'#Asset""..(😫)🤨🤦🏾‍♂️ #BeginnerPhotography: "#0neOfUs | #YourOneOfUs" __________________ :[#LifeIsOverRated]° https://www.instagram.com/p/CiMe_EYuxTC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[#ThisPost]'Cause it’s definitely been over a #Decade since I’ve had a #pair (which is MY go to over #WhiteOnWhites).. I remember why I don’t rock with them and everything that happened to me quite #Vividly.. Especially the part where I got #arrested and then transferred to the next #Town over (( some REAL #Ohio ‘ish _😫 )) and had to blow my #savings on #Bail just so I could work the next day (and keep my job) and everything that went wrong on #theWayBack to the other side.. 🤔’which was TECHNIQUE'ally under that very same “”#Umbrella”” they are all so proud to NOT SAY that they are under, etc. "🤣" -Felt like I killed someone #ThatNight.. [Never wore that pair again]'It still had all the stars on the bottom.” 🤨🤦🏾‍♂️'#theIrony.. . #NikeBrand | #Nike | #AF1 | #AirForce1 | #UpTowns.. #GoBrooklyn.. .😒 ____________ :#LifeOnEarth https://www.instagram.com/p/CgDPMFvJ24L/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#ThisPost: ‘Cause only #Twitter (so, basically nobody) knows that that’s what I’m called there— #Flatbush: “#GoBrooklyn[!]😈.” • You see him? • - #thēIlluminaut #BeginnerPhotography: (Different Camera) #NoFilter.”(🤯)😜’_ ____________________________ #LifeIsOverRated° https://www.instagram.com/p/CgDL_98pTEr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#ThisPost: ‘Cause only #Twitter (so, basically nobody) knows that that’s what I’m called there— #Flatbush: “#GoBrooklyn[!]😈.” • You see him? • - #thēIlluminaut #BeginnerPhotography: (Different Camera) #NoFilter.”(🤯)😜’_ ____________________________ #LifeIsOverRated° https://www.instagram.com/p/CgDL_98pTEr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=