okay so I found this on my old phone, and I thought: well, this is shit but let's post it on tumblr!
he had a cigarette in one hand and a beer on the other one. he was just looking at the sky, he was lost watching the stars. -are you okay?- i asked him, while i was walking towards to him. -yeah.- he answered. he look at me, and he smiled.- sit with me.- he gently asked.- -i need another chair.- i said, laughing a little.- -well, sit on me.- he said, with a deep and soft voice, that almost sounded like a lullaby. i sat on his legs, and i stared at him while he was bouncing the cigarette smoke -your eyes look really pretty in the moon light .- i said and then i kissed his nose.- -and you look really beautiful in the moon light.- he said, and then he smiled a little.- you always look beautiful i laughed and then he kissed me. his lips tasted like the cigarette he was smoking, but i didn't mind. he pressed my body against him, i was feeling every heartbeat and i could hear his breathing. then, he slowly started kissing my neck. everytime he did that, my heart start beating so fast that it felt like in any moment, it could just stop. but i can't describe the exact feeling i felt when i was with him. the feeling of his soft lips pressed on my skin, the feeling of excitement because i woke up knowing that he's mine the feeling that i was on a wonderful adventure with the love of my life. and his kisses, the way he kissed me. everytime he kissed me, i felt like i was dying and at the same time, that i was resurrecting. he was my life, my death, my everything. was.