#imsofuckingdone

i was it's one of those moments full of rage rage like a tornado storming in your veins consuming you deadly a mix of overwhelming and pleasing a phase of heaven and then of hell it's one of those moments full of emptiness emptiness like flying over everything you want to leave behind, all deadly seen, deadly felt, deadly heard limited, one color, tiny I just remember that I was lonely, dead music storming into my eardrums, tiny, one color, limited It's nothing new, nothing frightening, nothing exciting I'm used to it

Carli stop arguing with the ref and play the fucking game!!!!

im so fucking sick of getting blamed, yelled at, bitched at, and clomplained about for things that are above my control i really wanna know why people feel the need to take out their anger and frustrations out on me like this man right now got upset because his meter for the first time ever didint pick up and reading and i was going to fix but he thought it was going to charge him more money and then they guys are out working on lines and sometimes the have to shut the water off to fix them then people get mad at me because i dont know when they will get it turned back on amd then fucking ginger has just been taking her sweet fucking time coming back if she is coming back and iswear to god if josh dosent quit hanging out here in the office for hours at a time im gonna kill him and if fucking mark dosent learn that these nasty jokes and relentless making funny of people dosent stop he wont get people to stay and just fuck everting i just want a fucking break and peace and quite for a week no phones, customers bossesn co workers anything