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I think they’ll fight the last war, and they’ll win it (maybe with some loses along the way) to finally transcend. And, the same way cryo was mentioned to us many times during season 5 but we didn’t payed attention until our favorites where the ones that got into it, will happen with transcendence.

But first off, I want to offer a warm congratulations to Eliza Taylor and Bob Morley. Aside from me shipping Bellarke since the first episode, I’ve enjoyed watching their friendship grow. They seem so geniune and kind, and they deserve all the happiness coming their way.

Regarding all the negativity to the news of their marriage/wedding:

- Since when has it ever been homophobic for a heterosexual couple to get married during Pride Month?? Last I checked, it’s still considered a regular month. And this situation doesn’t even fit the definition of “homophobic” so.......

-Bob cheated on his ex with Eliza? How do you know this? Is there proof- and I mean legitimate evidence of his infidelity? All I’ve seen so far is “he said this/she said this.” Until he actually comes out and admits to it, I won’t think he did it. And who cares if I did. It’s none of my business! Everyone makes mistakes, doesn’t mean they’re the devil. Let the poor guy live his life!

-Last but not least, to all of the anti’s/toxic people in this fandom: please, PLEASE just keep your opinions to yourself. Save yourselves and the rest of us from all the hate. We already have enough of it.

I love this song🎶

Okay. I know. fml. Hear me out here. Every series that is built on a ‘will they/won’t they’ couple got boring once they got together. And even if we all want it to fucking happen already, we have to recognise that most shows ended after the main couple finally got together as the romantic tension was gone.(e.g.Moonlighting 1985)

On screen, the crew leaves Murphy tied up to the rocket and he screams out in agony.

In the original script, the crew does the same, and Murphy…. weeps. 

Weeps. 

Murphy was supposed to break down in tears and weep at the realization that he’s just lost Emori.

And now I’m starting to wonder… When have we ever seen John Murphy break down and cry on this show?

Never.

Seriously. We have never seen him shed more than a few tears at once. He’s never had a moment where he utterly let go, lost it, cried out every pain and suffering he’s ever been through. 

Some may argue that this is a sign of strength, that it shows how he’s “not emotional or weak and doesn’t let life get to him” but I have to disagree because firstly thats toxic masculinity get it away from me if anything, it shows how he’s internalized. 

Remember in 3x13 when Pike tore him and his family apart in the Earth Skills class but Murphy just sat there and took it? Even with everyone watching? Even when he physically attacked him? He didn’t do anything. He wasn’t about to lash out at Pike and spill out his whole life story. John didn’t want everyone knowing the real him. He didn’t trust them with it. 

And yes, Murphy wanted the whole ‘tough guy’ persona and for people to fear him way back when, but that was only because at least I think he didn’t dare burden someone with his problems, his life, the real emotions he felt, the real person he wanted to be. 

He just let everything build up. 

And then he meets Emori, the one person on the planet who finally fucking understands him and has been through the same and who he can actually be himself around and its like holy shit, its you. It’s the person he’s been waiting for. Someone he can finally allow to get close to him instead of pushing them away. And you can bet everything you’ve got that he’s gonna do everything in his power to keep her here, and keep thinking that she was too good to be true. 

Until he realized she was. 

When you look back at it, many people on the show have broke down crying. Clarke when she lost Lexa, Octavia when she lost Lincoln, Raven when she lost Finn, Bellamy when he thought he lost Octavia, Monty when he lost Jasper… just to name a few. It’s a fairly common sight, and almost all of them pertain to the loss of a loved one. Never Murphy, though. He’s been through hell, but none of these events happened on screen, so I suppose it makes sense that we’ve never seen it. again with the internalizing though

Until now. 

Now he’s loosing her. The only person he’s ever wanted, and he’s loosing her. He did everything he could on this godforsaken earth to protect her, and he failed. She’s the only person who’s ever stayed, and now she’s gone. And they don’t care. 

Murphy looks at her, hollow. Destroyed. 

I just have to argue that Murphy crying here would have, in a way, been a more upfront way of expressing the severity of this loss. Both would have been even better but we didn’t focus enough time on him. After his past losses, he only felt anger, only saw the world in red, killed the hurt. But Emori found the sorrow in him. She showed him where his heart was, and for the first time in his life he acts not on his instinct to survive, but on his heart to live. With Emori, Murphy lived. 

With Emori, Murphy found his heart- and now it’s breaking.

She was here. She was real. She is dead.

He is alone.