āāāāāā āā ā GOOD START, BELLAMY BLAKE
summary. Bellamy doesnāt know how to act when heās in love.
ā.įfirst time writing in weeks hopefully this isnāt too bad! This is only a little something I just wrote, Iām not fully back yet <3
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Bellamy knows heās screwed the moment his eyes meet yours when you walk into the room.
The way your hair moves perfectly with the rhythm of your feet walking, the way your hips sway, only waiting for his hands to fit there.
He laughs at himself sometimes because heās ridiculous. Heās like a high school boy. His stomach feels weird, like butterflies dancing. He feels high everytime he sees you, or hears your laugh like itās the only thing that makes him forget where he stands in this world. Or whatās left of it.
The room suddenly stops spinning. Instead itās quiet, it doesnāt move, itās still. Itās still because heās only seeing you. He sees your lips move, heās almost sure he can feel the beats of your laugh growing from the floor onto his feet, to his heart. Like yours is his.
Frankly, he misses it. He can still hear it, he can still see you, but youāve been distant and that kills him.
Your eyes meet his again, in avoidance. Itās like you wish he hadnāt caught you.
A small smirk dances on his lips when you look away. Maybe heās not crazy. Maybe youāre avoiding him because perhaps you feel the tension, and you donāt want to feel it.
Maybe youāre scared.
God knows he is.
Heās terrified.
Bellamy doesnāt do terrified. He doesnāt do scared. But he also doesnāt do girlfriends.
He does one night stands.
Threesomes.
He fantasizes and acts on it when itās right.
This feels right.
And yet he still doesnāt act on it.
To him? Heās a damn coward.
To you? Every second away from him eats at you. It makes you feel less alive. To you, stolen glances across the room arenāt enough.
You need him.
Maybe youāre a coward too.
But not tonight.
Tonight, when you look at him for the thousandth time, you see him sipping on his drink like heās been waiting for you to make your way to him the whole night. His smirk is still there, small, like itās only for you to notice.
The music isnāt loud. Itās right where it needs to be. The sound pumps still in your veins. The moonshine running there like itās second nature. Your heart beats fast, but your legs move even faster.
Thereās no dress. Thereās no sexy attire, thereās just you.
And him waiting by the bar.
Bellamy feels it all of a sudden. He starts to sweat, his heart beats even faster than yours- but he doesnāt let that stop him. Instead he takes another sip to give him some more confidence , and meets you halfway across the room.
You donāt speak for a minute. Itās pure tension, just starring at each other wondering whoās going to be the first one to talk, to kiss, to dare making a move.
Then, as if the gods are laughing at you, the musicās not so fast anymore. Itās slow.
People around you gather with their lovers to dance.
Neither of you talk. Instead, Bellamy offers you his hand as to ask you to dance because frankly, heās scared that if he talks, heāll break and confess his love right then and there.
A small smile sits on your lips, the butterflies in your stomach are constant, like itās never going to stop. Like theyāll just stay there comfortably forever.
Itās quick. Your hands around his neck, touching his hair. His hands locking perfectly around your waist, like pieces of a puzzle fitting into eternity.
āIām sorry.ā Youāre the first one to speak. He wants to avoid your gaze, but he canāt- so he answers, hoping his voice doesnāt betray him.
āFor what?ā He clears his throat.
āIāve been avoiding you.ā Bellamyās eyes almost go wide. Maybe because he knows what this is leading to.
You focus on him, trying to forget about the possibility of all of this going wrong.
You just canāt hold it in anymore.
It has to come out- even if you make a fool out of yourself.
āWeāre not stupid people, right?ā You ask, biting your lip.
Bellamy doesnāt answer, but he tilts his head, confused.
āI mean, are we? I just- I wanna know that Iām not crazy, bell.ā
He understands immediately what youāre saying.
He swallows, his throat is dry. He was scared a second ago, but now? He knows exactly whatās about to happen.
His heart skips a beat, and his smile grows.
āYouāre not crazy.ā He doesnāt need to say anything else, you let out a breath of relief.
āThank god.ā You whisper under your breath, your head going to rest on his chest.
When you look back up, Bellamy seems stuck. Heās still smiling, but you can tell heās thinking hard.
āWhatās on your mind?ā Your right hand moves to his cheek as he leans into it.
āDo you really wanna do this?ā He asks.
Both of you know you donāt have to specify. This conversation is only for you to understand.
And you do.
You understand every word.
You donāt think.
Thinking is overrated.
Instead, you pull Bellamy towards you, and crash your lips onto his. Your feet almost lifted off the ground.
Itās slow at first, because he doesnāt know whatās happening.
Heās been dreaming of that for ages.
Your lips move in perfect synch, his hands sink into your hips. They bruise, they ink into it.
The pace fastens before you remember thereās people all around. Your friends are standing not far, most certainly watching the whole thing only wishing they had pop corn.
You pull away, your feet going back on the floor to ground you.
Your breaths are uneven.
āHowās that for an answer?ā You let out a small giggly breath.
Bellamy laughs wholeheartedly.
āItās pretty good.ā He shrugs his shoulders nonchalantly.
All while mocking him, you slap his torso as he winces.
āWhat? You need a second round?ā You ask jokingly.
āI might.ā Bellamyās smile is still wide, and instead of waiting again, he pulls you in first this time.
Itās hungry, like heās been starving for years even though he just kissed you a minute ago.
His fingernails dig deep, your hands tangle in his hair.
You donāt know whatāll happen after this.
But as you kiss in the middle of a crowded room feeling like itās just you two against the world, you donāt really care.
You only care about him.
And thatās enough for now.
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