#tarot notes

Pile One

This is someone you shared a real connection with… but somewhere along the line, things stopped lining up the way they should have. The Lovers reversed doesn’t just show separation. It also shows a connection that meant something but couldn’t quite hold itself together.

There’s distance here, but it’s not clean cut. It’s the kind of distance that leaves questions sitting up in the air.

Now with the Queen of Swords reversed, this person has built a wall around themselves. They may come off cold, detached, and/or maybe even a little sharp if you ever cross paths again... but that edge comes from being hurt.

They still check on you though, quietly and consistently.

This is the type of person who watches your posts, reads into your captions, notices your absence but just refuses to be the one to reach out first. There’s pride here, for sure, but there’s also a fear of reopening something they’re not sure they can control.

They tell themselves they’re done... but their actions say otherwise.

Signs: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius Initials: M, A, L, Q, S

Pile Two

This is someone who didn’t handle things with you in the best way the first time around.

There’s regret here. The 5 of Swords reversed is that realization of “I shouldn’t have done that” or “that didn’t go the way I thought it would.”

And now? They see you differently.

The King of Pentacles shows someone who is either more mature now, or trying to be. They’re focused on being stable, growing, and getting their life together. From a distance, they’re recognizing your value in a way that they may not have before.

They do check on you but this isn’t an impulsive energy. This is someone who would rather say nothing at all than come back before they feel they should. This person might be relying on timing.

They’re watching, thinking, and possibly waiting until they feel more “put together” before ever approaching you again.

Signs: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn Possible Initials: T, K, P, V

Pile Three

This person is actively watching you.

The Page of Swords makes that very clear. This is someone who keeps tabs, checks in, and stays aware of what you’ve got going on… without saying a word.

There was conflict here with the 5 of Swords. Like tension, misunderstandings, or a situation where things didn’t end cleanly. (So, you know who this person is. It's not a stranger.)

That’s what makes this more complicated.

Because the 4 of Wands shows that at one point, things between you actually felt good, stable, easy, and like it could’ve turned into something real or long-lasting.

The Wheel of Fortune reversed, though? Timing was off... Something didn’t line up the way it should have, and now it’s left in this unfinished, awkward place.

So instead of fixing it, they just watch.

They go back and forth between missing what you had and justifying why things fell apart. Either way, they haven’t fully let go.

This could 100% not be malicious at all. But I just want to throw a little warning out there because I feel that I need to: If you felt extremely pulled to this collage just be aware that this could potentially be stalker energy and I just want you to stay safe if you feel like this is for you. As mentioned, I believe you'd know who this person is because this is for someone who has had issues with this person.

Pile One – The Empress & Ace of Pentacles

💫 Message: You should have confidence in your ability to create and nurture abundance. Whether through career, business ventures, or personal projects, you have a natural talent for bringing ideas into form and attracting resources. You don’t need to doubt your ability to start something that grows—your creativity and grounded sense of care are your strongest assets. Trust that opportunities will multiply when you take the first step.

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Pile Two – The Star & Six of Wands

💫 Message: You should have confidence in your personal presence and inspiration. Others notice your light, even when you don’t. You bring hope, guidance, and encouragement to people around you, and this is something worth recognizing in yourself. Be confident in how you shine and lead by example—your success is not just personal, but it uplifts others.

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Pile Three – The Magician & Page of Swords

💫 Message: You should have confidence in your intelligence, curiosity, and skills. Your ability to gather information, analyze, and apply knowledge makes you capable of handling situations many others might find overwhelming. You have a sharp mind, innovative thinking, and the tools to make your visions real. Trust that your ideas have power—when you act on them, they create impact.

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Pile Four – Strength & Ten of Cups

Pile One

Welcome to your little unsettling message. Well, we have been starting out strong because I can tell you have been haunted by repetition. The same patterns, the same places, the same faces, all echoing like footsteps in a corridor that never ends. There's so many whispers around you, they feel like a loop that won’t break, almost as if your routine has become a ritual from how repetitive it is. Every time you repeat that certain act or words or decisions, without awareness, it grows stronger, hungrier.

The good things is that the illusions have begun to thin, maybe you’ve started seeing through the glamour of what once distracted you and noticed that whatever you are doing in your life currently, isn't working for you. But when one veil lifts, another presence tends to notice.

Be careful what you choose to look at directly, not everything wants to be seen.

I really feels like theres a watcher In your life (now this could be a spirit, a person or an energy/situation depending on every one who's reading). It's something old, something tethered to the seeds you’ve planted long ago. Every intention, every project, every promise you made under your breath, is still present somewhere. The things we invest in, even with our thoughts, grow roots in unseen soil. Depending on you this can mean that either a situation or an unconscious dark manifestation is going to happen, or someone is going to come back to your life, or this energy/spirt is feeding from what's going on in your head.

You might feel called toward something familiar, something that once gave you comfort but now only drains you. The message is clear: something from your past refuses to let go or maybe you’re the one refusing to release it. Either way, it’s restless. It wants closure, or perhaps, it wants company. Make the right decision.

You are being observed by the echoes of your own unfinished work. Spirits of past choices walk beside you, they are not malicious, but persistent. They linger where energy invites them. They whisper that it’s time to finish what you started, or else they’ll keep calling your name from the corners of your routine, waiting for recognition.

Listen closely: not every haunting comes from the dead. Some are born from what you’ve abandoned but never buried.

𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩

Pile Two

Hello there, welcome to the spooky message. Let's start by saying that there’s something calm about your energy but perhaps too calm, almost unnatural. You’ve learned to keep your emotions controlled, contained, but what happens to the things you never let surface? Sometimes, the stillness isn’t peace. Sometimes, it’s pressure.

There's evil eye sent to you that creeps in like movement behind a mirror.

There’s also a secret you’re holding or one being held from you. There's just this images that come to be about a quiet theft and hidden truths. Maybe you’ve been watched by someone or something. Maybe you’ve been the watcher yourself. Either way, there’s an awareness that doesn’t belong entirely to you.

In any case there's a need to crack open what was once tightly guarded. The door you swore to keep shut, the one behind which you store old feelings, regrets, names you no longer say, it’s beginning to open on its own. You’re losing your grip, but perhaps that’s the point. What’s been contained too long wants release, even if it doesn’t come out clean.

And the spread you got about all of this? it shows the transaction. Something wants balance. Most probably the energies around you. Something you took or gave (depending on everyone) was done unevenly. Debts, spiritual or emotional damages, always return to be settled. The energy exchange is due, and the collector never forgets.

The haunting around you is karmic. Someone’s emotional energy, maybe one you thought was long gone, still clings to you. They want acknowledgment. What was withheld must now be returned to the sender or to the world, truth for truth, feeling for feeling.

If you listen in the silence in the night, you’ll hear a voice echo saying “I only want what’s fair.”

𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩

Pile Three

God, you are quite the feisty energy.. well you have fought your way toward what you wanted. But there's energy around you that hums with conflict, this could be external, internal or spiritual depending on each one of you. It’s the sound of too many voices arguing inside your own head: ambition, doubt, guilt, hunger. You wanted to win, to rise, to have. And you will but at what cost?

There's this phrase that keeps coming out to me “Did you think we’d stay buried?” and this, again depending on each one of you will be different. This could be related to a feeling or a situation that you aren't able to escape, something from your past that keeps weighing you down even today. But for others this is about a figure, a person, who you went for a mourning period for that keeps trying to stay around in your energy.

The cards want you to focus on building that home that you wish for, that legacy, wealth, stability. You have to built abundance, but abundance can become an altar to what’s gone missing. Because let me tell you a harsh truth, currently you are building a mansion, but an empty one where no one will share any of your rooms. Think of that

Be careful what you manifest. Some dreams have teeth.

And some dreams you have been working for, are but illusions settled in happiness. Make sure you know what you are doing and what you are fighting for.

You are standing at the edge of your own fulfillment, but the spirits of your old desires are watching. They ask: “Are you sure this is what you wanted?” The universe gives freely, but every wish comes with a shadow or even a price. The haunting here isn’t loss, it’s overindulgence, the moment when “enough” turns into “too much.”

your satisfaction is sacred, but it can become sark and if you stare at it too long, it starts to stare back.

𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩

Pile Four

Happy Samhain to you and welcome to your message. Well, for you something flickers at the edge of your vision, have you noticed how sometimes you can see things In the corner of your eyes? and you don't always understand what they are and can even become scared of them? well those are definitely something.

The cards here are showing that inside of your head there's the start of a new ideas or even impulses in your energy (depending on everyone, but there's something you want to do or conclude), but it burns unevenly. In this spread we have the ace of wands that came out strong and here it's a match struck in a damp room: it wants to ignite, yet the air itself resists.

Remember that this week, the veil thins. This not only makes you see and feel the spiritual world better but it also brings you a lot of confusion and half truths twist together. what should be intuition becomes static. You may feel that your own emotions are playing tricks on you, reflecting fears instead of guidance.

I feel like the energies around you are the reason why you feel like your joy feels staged, as if someone switched the daylight for dim light. You truly need to cleanse yourself and purify yourself of energies if you wish to get back to a positive path.

Because I also want to remind you that sometimes feeling edgy is nice and aesthetic and messing up with energies is oh soo groovy, but hey, do you know whats the cost of that false light? fatigue, depletion, caring for everything except yourself. Seeing things and feeling things you can't control.

Therefore you could become an easy target for low astrals.

Beware of burning energy for the sake of clarity. You don’t need to expose every shadow of you for people to love you. Some things grow best in the half light. let them breathe there until they’re ready to emerge.

𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩

Pile Five

Pile 5, welcome little pumpkin and let's get into your reading shall we?

Have you ever felt that imaginative voice whispers inside you sometimes saying curious things or even leaving you wide eyed? What I mean is that you are very influences by the energies around you and you need to protect yourself from it.

Your intuition is strong here, yet it’s easily drowned out by control. You have the capacity to be more present in the spiritual world, to se things others don't, do hear things others don't or even get stronger at divination if you put on the world for it.

Technically what are you so spooked about darling? Scared to see that shadow looking back at you?

That is stopping you from a full potential is the authority issues you have. There's rules that you aren't meant to follow, there's expectations from people that you don't own, and for some of you there's even inner discipline that have turned from guidance into restraint. You may be obeying structures that no longer serve your soul.

I have also a warning for you, and again there will be differences depending on everyone. As a whole it's a warning about working without harmony and turning collaboration into an echo chamber. What I mean is: If you are currently in need to work with other people for your project or work, be aware of their evil on you. If you work with spirts or deities in your magical practices, you might want to revisit some things you have been doing because they are wrong.

Do not enrage spirits.

You sense more than you’re allowed to express and that's a curse. Reclaim a little rebellion. Break a pattern, rewrite a rule. The uneasy feeling you have isn’t danger, it’s your own energy knocking to be let out.

𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩

Pile Six

And finally welcome to you pile 6! I hope you are ready to get spooked because this spread was wild.

The first thing I noticed was that a cycle in your life wants completion but keeps looping back. There's something in your life that is trying to reset before the ending. have you ever felt some weird déjà-vu? different places, same emotion, same outcome.. Yeah there's something going on here

I feel like your energy and your soul is trying to balance life and to restore whatever you have lost in your past, yet something within resists surrender. There's a huge necessity for you to work on your shadow self because your own negative energy is sometimes the reason why things aren't working well for you

There's so much impatience around you, like why do you keep trying to move before you’ve absorbed the lesson? you cannot fix them, you cannot change that situation, no what happened isn't your fault. the quicker you accept these hard trues, the quicker you can save your energy

Also this is a message that isn't for everyone but.. if you have lost someone to suicide, let me tell you that they have been very present in your life energetically. Their spirt roams around you a lot lately.

Be aware of emotions that surge when they’re ignored, sometimes your outbursts come from psychological burnout or evil eye pouring out energetically. also remember that empathy turns to exhaustion when you push too far.

You can’t rush closure. The haunting feeling in you isn’t punishment but it’s unfinished growth asking for patience. Stop forcing meaning for a while. When you finally release control, the circle will close itself.

𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩𝐻𝒜𝐿𝐿𝒪𝒲𝐸𝐸𝒩