#sun notes

i beg of you. give your favorite artists the attention they deserve. don't just like their posts.

reblog them.

comment on them.

share them.

repeatedly.

artists thrive on this. it is vital to showing our work means something to people. it encourages us to keep sharing.

and it so disheartens me to see so so much beautiful art here with tons of likes and only a handful of reblogs/comments. the disparity is too wide.

i urge you. tell your fav artists what you like about their work. reblog their work. scream about it to the void of tumblr.

even if you feel like your voice doesn't matter or you don't have enough followers to make a difference. i promise you -- your voice matters.

so fucking much.

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[SINCE COMPOSITE WON BETWEEN SYNASTRY, HERE'S A COMPOSITE POST!]

♇ a couple with composite sun in the third house, are people who communicate with each other a lot, like a couple with composite sun in the second house, they can become quite loud.

♇ they're very likely to give each other pet names, as it is the sun it's probably a nickname that boosts the ego of one another, though it can also be a teasing nickname no one else calls you.

♇ friends are most likely going to like seeing them as a couple, this also indicates being introduced by friends. or even by cousins or siblings.

♇ as they're people who would communicate with each other all the time, with the sun speaking of authority and it being in the third house insinuates that the couple might have deep and strong conversations about the government.

♇ a very mentally stimulating composite placement. if not backed up with other placements that can suggest longevity. the couple or just relationship (platonic wise as well) might be based around just mental stimulation and communication. though this insinuates of the two texting each other a lot.

♇ people look over the fact that the third house is also a social media house, aside from the main social media house the 11h and the other the 5h. with the 3h also being a trendy social media home, a couple with this composite placement might like to keep up with the trends and could gain fame on social media.

♇ one of the parties is most likely going to have a sibling, highly chance both parties. siblings/relatives could play a big part in this relationship too. (if it is romantic), if it is a composite placement with siblings, the siblings are very likely going to get a long really well. depends on the other placements.

♇ due to the youthful energy between the partners, they might like to show each other off. a very handsy relationship as well, couples with this placement might find it difficult to not touch each other.

♇ a very good aspect about this relationship is that they will help each other to step out of the comfort zone. give each other valour and courage, they could also help each other out with anxiety.

♇ helping each other with anxiety could include driving around each other, they might like night drives with each other. especially if 12h or 8h ruler is in the third house. it can help them release stress.

♇ as i spoken prior, this placement doesnt really indicate longevity. but with the sun being here it could help the couple stay with each other. the 3h is more of a "fling" house. so if not supported by anything else, placement wise and aspect wise, this could be a really short relationship.

♇ this placement could also give a couple that make quick decisions. quick decisions to travel together, move in together and so on.

♇ sun in composite masterlist

♇ composite masterlist

how exhausting it is to have your body not be able to do things, while your brain carries on as if it can.

how exhausting and painful it is to try to do things and not fully be accommodated for your needs.

how exhausting goddamn brain fog is. it gets me every day it feels like and i'm still surprised.

how exhausting and frustrating it is to be ill and to think you're having a good day, but SURPRISE, here's a flare, or a bunch of symptoms, or whatever, and now you're in pain and can't do anything. you can't make the pain stop. you just have to feel it.

how exhausting it is to know that nothing will take the pain away. that you literally just have to live with it. and that people won't get it. they won't understand that you are constantly in pain, all the time, and just have to act like you aren't.

how exhausting it is to be exhausted. the fatigue is awful. it just catches me and i can't do anything. i can't move or speak or anything. i just have to exist in it.

it's so annoying and exhausting to see my body give up and to know that i can't really do anything to stop it or cure it. it's so exhausting. it makes me want to cry constantly. i feel so tired and worn down and angry and depressed.

and yet, i have to continue on, like a normal functioning member of society. i have people look at me like an imposition. i see people talk down on chronically ill or disabled people online all the time and complain about us ruining society or taking away resources or whatever the fuck bullshit.

and it makes me feel so shitty that society perceives my only worth as my physical ability to contribute to a fucked up system.

It brought me some very close friends.

It got me involved in such a fun and loving fandom.

It carried me through difficult medical issues.

It brought me to Post Animal, which led to me attending one of their concerts -- the first concert I've been to in over 5 years btw. Which led to me meeting all of Post Animal, talking to them, getting photos, and signatures from all of them. (Still dying over this btw.)

It gave me community.

It gave me hope.

Forever leaving the light on for this community.