#sun thoughts

And in that, to have the steve and el sibling relationship develop and become so so strong and precious. Steve loves all the kids, but el is in a whole other category. That's his sister.

And meanwhile, we have eddie who is dealing with the fuckery of his own father, his mother long dead, and he's two steps away from foster care. Probably doesn't know wayne really. I even considered having him be taken in by hopper too, so Steve and Eddie are growing up together, two lost boys, while hopper helps wayne get his place set up for eddie. And of course Steve and Eddie fall in love (always the end goal).

But even if hopper doesn't take eddie in, he knows of him and looks out for him because the kid has had a shit life. And eddie doesn't trust him much. Why would he?

But this all means eddie might get roped into upside down shenanigans early on, and we see how that butterfly effects the trajectory of canon

Steddie always gets a happy ending tho don't worry

I just really want to rewrite Steve's life and give him a better support system through hopper and el. And give el that sibling love and protection through steve. And in turn, the story changes

I've missed you all so so much. I'm sorry I've been radio silent for most of June. If you've seen my other personal posts, I had surgery end of May and have been recovering since. It's been a journey to say the least.

To everyone who has tagged me in things this month, I'm sorry I haven't interacted much. I haven't been writing and haven't really been on tumblr too much. I feel so so bad for not responding to these posts and not interacting. I hope you all understand and forgive me for it. I've been sending out all the best vibes for you on your writing journeys still!!! I hope to go through my notifs and respond to everything as soon as I can.

I also haven't been writing, which has been really rough. I miss writing. I miss Steddie tbh lol. Haven't even read fanfic. (I know, wild.) I really hope to pick back up soon.

I feel really lost and overwhelmed and sad lately since I've been stuck on bed rest. I miss my creativity. I'm trying to pick back up on things slowly, but it has been hard. I bought a little sketchbook and journal, and I've been coloring a lot. It helps calm me down when I'm able to turn my brain off and just let myself create and not compare myself to the thousands of reels of people who are more talented than me.

Anyway. Long winded post. I'm okay and I'm working on returning. I'm looking forward to engaging in the writing challenges I've signed up for. I can't wait to read all the updates for the works of my mutuals and friends!

you just got a kind of shitty old car and it doesn't have bluetooth. you can only buy 7 cds and you can't repeat an artist. what are you getting?

the crux - djo

hit me hard and soft - billie eilish

when i think of you in a castle - post animal

older (and wiser) - lizzy mcalpine

isotope - wasia project

snow angel (deluxe) - renee rapp

baby gravy 3 - yung gravy and bbno$

look. this is hard. and it makes me realize i've been stuck in a months long loop of listening to the same artists on repeat lol. also i threw in gravy and bbno$ at the end to give some fun vibes. gotta bop a bit