REPOSTOBER, day 10: Environment studies (2015)
2014 was a hard yet productive year: I switched from SAI to PS and started to learn how to draw environments and all that while studying in uni as an interior designer. My brain felt like mashed potatoes. I hated myself. I hated my art.
Now, after almost ten years, looking back at the works I did back then, I see that some of them were actually pretty cool. I just coundn't see it at a time. I was a twenty years old girl who wanted to have the same level and the same knowlendge that the artists I admired had. I just couldn't acknowledge that the artists I admired had at least ten years of experince in the industry while me being a confused young adult who had chosed a wrong university.
I should have been proud of myself yet I was so sad and disappointed and bitter that I almost quit art. But I didn't. And all the hard work I put in polishing my skill actually started paying off.
Back then, I was absolutely sure that I such at drawing backgrounds. I hated these. HATED.
Now I look at these works and I see how DRASTICALLY my art improved in a single year. Studying in Uni was hard. Studying art at the same time was INSANE. And even now, after nine years!! of hard work I still think that these studies were kinda cool.
