My nerdy study world

Well, that’s how I felt. Still feel sometimes.

It’s important to know that there will never be the perfect choice. Most people fit in many different categories and are never 100% perfect for their job.

I was at the beginning and I have asked myself these questions:

In what direction do I want to evolve? What are things I want to be able to do? What are qualities I want to have? What habits do I want to have? Which relationship in my life are really important to me?’ How do I want to spend my time? What value has my time? What makes me really happy? (I should spend time for that, even if it brings me nothing but joy.) What would a perfect day constitute for me? What is a rough idea of what I want my life to be? How do I get there? And lastly: Who am I? How do I see myself? How might other people see me?

Who do I want to be?

In her book “Get Your Shit Together”, author Sarah Knight talks about three steps: Goal, Plan, Do. You set a goal, build a plan and then execute the plan.

This is the first step. It has worked well so far but I ask myself some of these questions every day.

Everything is relative. Everything is always changing. This is important.

Perfect means “at the end” and life isn’t over.

As a few of you might know, I have been inactive since I have graduated. I finished school with a grade of 1,0 which is the best possible grade. I don’t want to brag, but I want to thank the studyblr community - you have been there for me when I needed motivation and I hope everyone who reads this feels appreciated.

I have been taking a lot of time to find myself since I graduated. I tried to find new things to do, new things to learn and new ways to grow. I have picked up playing the guitar and started to learn how to drive.

Still, I need time to figure myself out. I might post about it - questions I ask myself and my journaling.

I’ve studied a lot of chemistry these past few days, even if it’s the last exam I have. And it’s an oral exam. I just feel like Chemistry is the subject I need to study most for.

I’m so proud, I just solved a chemistry problem right at the first try! Chemistry problems are a problem of mine, I never seem to go the right way at first.