Her aesthetic reminds me of Hermione Grainger and Anne Shirley Cuthbert (if you can imagine it)

She’s the type of person that if we ever went to the same school, I’d befriend her instantly (I did have a friend in high school that reminds me of her tbh)

Because of her, I’ve decided to continue reading Anne of Green Gables (I put that book on momentary pause) and made me want to rewatch Anne with an E again.

Her name is Ruby Granger. I’ve been binging her videos all day and she is just so wholesome. She might not be for everyone with her aesthetic and interest but for those who love English lit, books, classics, Victorian era style or the “traditional British/English style”, I’d say give her videos a go.

The first video I watch of hers was talking about how to stay productive... and from then, I stayed.

So yeah, I don’t really talk or promote youtubers or in her case “studytubers” but this girls vibe was so chill and uplifting.

https://youtube.com/c/RubyGranger8

This is something I wrote the other day, and I am still not 100% sure about posting something this honest and raw, but I think it’s important to post this.  Here goes.

I moved in exactly a week ago, and for the first couple nights, I went to some parties, drank a lot and generally just enjoyed myself. But days went by incredibly fast, and with no control over what happens, it got scary pretty quick. 

I stopped going out and socialising with others four days ago. I still partied and drank more than I should have with my flatmates, but I no longer venture past our kitchen. My flatmates still do, and I can’t do anything about that, which I’ve accepted. 

There’s police cars and security that drive past my window every single night after 10pm. I hear drunk people shouting “RUN!” and I pull down every blind in our flat, in case the police knock on our door. I turn off the oven, every kitchen appliance to avoid any noise. I wear a hoodie everywhere, my hands shake, and I watch Netflix until I can convince myself that it’s okay to fall asleep. 

But I also hear people making friends. My flatmates having deep, heart-to-heart drunk conversations in the hall they’ll probably forget in the morning. People singing along to Come On Eileen at two in the morning. I feel left out. I should be able to do those things. But I can’t. 

Hi loves!!

I haven’t been active on here in yonks, but I’ve been making study videos on youtube for the past month or so O:

If you like watching study with me videos, or university / college vlogs please check me out !!! <3

Hope you’re all well and staying safe :)