#studyblr concept

concept: i’m one of those girls who wears oversized sweaters and soft sneakers and has nice pens and who drinks naked smoothies and who smiles at people and lights up rooms. i’m one of those girls who takes notes and participates in class and who comes home and does all of her homework. i’m one of those girls who reads and reads and reads and watches ted-ed videos and learns and retains all of that knowledge while still being kind because knowledge and kindness are both very powerful, but together they are unstoppable.

Unpublished draft. Memories of these late silent nights.

22/05✨ I've been a mess when it comes to stublr and keeping my bujo but I will change that. Only two weeks left to study for my finals week, busy busy busy busy.

i belong in calm cafes where you dont have to listen to your own study playlist because the background music is aesthetic enough. where they serve croissants and salads and greens and reds and oranges. where they serve pretty lattes with pretty latte art. where everyone is working hard, typing away furiously on their laptops. where cute people steal glances at each other because they’re too shy to start conversations. where there are one or two people sprawled across the beanbag chairs, engrossed in their books. where the hopes, dreams and dedication swell and swell and swell and engulf rooms and hearts and souls.

concept: there is rain tapping gently on my window. the sky smiles at me despite its dreary mood and on my desk are 2 books, finished and unfinished. in my hands is my current read, the world i am lost in in that moment. my toes are cozy inside my socks and my fingers are warm from holding my steaming latte. everything is perfect.

concept: i never stop. life isn’t perfect, and i’ve come to accept that. when things go wrong, i don’t throw a tantrum, but rather, i seek help from people who love me and vice versa. i know that even when things are not okay, they will be okay.

concept: i wake up with the sun and immediately smile at the chirping of the birds outside. my classes at the Julliard school are cancelled for the day and my bullet journal tells me what i’ll be doing instead. my heart swells with the exciting things i have planned with my nerdy friends later that day. i am excited about my studies, happy with myself, and content with my life.