#studyblr2019

although these posts are abundant, i like to have my own collection of study tips/uni thoughts

- i've been viewing my studies as an office job, mostly because of the 9 to 5 mentality. i am not one for night studying, i have tried and tried and felt guilty when i heard others talk about their late night study sessions, but it is just not for me. which is fine, because with this 9 to 5 idea i have created working days for myself and i can use my evenings for extracurriculars, books, friends, netflix 

- the train has (weirdly) become one of my favourite study spots. of course this really depends on the public transport you use. i am on a train for two hours a day, no transfer, and i either go to a silent area (have not yet seen this elsewhere, but dutch trains have carriages in which there is complete silence) or i put in my earpods. i love this because when i come home, i have already done so much work, e.g. organized my lecture notes of that day, inserted my professor's comments into my paper etcetera

- although i've also learned to recognize when i am just done. sometimes i have had enough and it is way better to accept that and then i either listen to some music and stare at the passing landscape, or i watch an episode of the crown. when feeling exhausted, there's no point in pushing and forcing yourself

- this goes for many many aspects: comparison will kill you. it is often still my tendency to compare myself to others on all levels - grades, kindness, clothing, weight, work ethic - but i make the effort to not 'indulge' in it. what my therapist told me has really helped: just notice that the urge to compare is there but then leave it be. like it's a tiny spider crawling on your leg; you don't have to do something with it

- on the topic of work ethic: don't listen to your fellow students. don't listen to what some wonderful academic says (online). don't even listen to what your professors say regarding study hours. it has often made me feel very uncertain, but i think it is way better to figure it out yourself. to build up a feeling of trust towards yourself, so you can really start to notice, to feel, when you have done enough. that is something only you should be able to judge and not some external source

- sometimes i get overwhelmed with this sensation that i have not done enough, that i am lazy and have accomplished nothing. however, every (every!) time i have noticed this to be untrue. so perhaps i have not studied every chapter, but i have studied other chapters. i found the cliché of looking at what you have done to really be true. it helps me put things into perspective, i think we can really underestimate ourselves in how much work we have done. what you consider to be 20% may actually be 60%

- motivating internal monologues are completely normal and actually very good! give yourself that motivating speech, it's like a snow track that becomes deeper and clearer everytime you repeat it 

31/07/19

11/01/2021

Online classes, round 3!

This term I've decided to go listen my classes once a week to my grandma's house, so we make each other company for a bit (don't worry, I'm wearing a mask and taking care of the measures). It's a small way to combat solitude in this pandemic!

05.12.2020 | ミ★ 16/100 days of productivity ★彡

my may moodboard. i love my blue and orange theme!

these days i’ve been painting and reading a lot, which i enjoy! i have these white binders that i never used but painting lovely scenes on them makes me want to keep pretty notes in them! <3

normality is a paved road:

it’s comfortable to walk, but no flowers grow.

🍓 new empty planner ft. strawberries 🍓