#strugglinglearner

4th November 2017 The first page of sociology notes (I wrote it some days ago). I’m trying to make them look nice and honestly it doesn’t take time and it helps me a lot! I really feel so happy about studying and all and I’m so proud of myself, I’m better than I’ve been in months! I feel happy, I’m studying, I’m working, I’m training, I’m spending my time with people I love. I also wanted to share with you a big goal that I’ve achieved last Monday: I got the black belt in karate! Oh my God, after all these years! I can barely believe it!

bts’ comeback makes this the best birthday ever and I caught up on so much work thanks to early school dismissal!!

9th November 2017 I keep going on with sociology. I’ve been doing fine until now but I want to keep improving therefore I need to study more! Anyway reading more about Marx makes me think I need to learn so much more about the Communist Movement during the years, I want to understand more about it because I think most people talk a lot and know too little about it!

5th November 2017 I’m home alone, I kind of love when it rains, this is a view from my living room… I just loved how raindrops were slowly falling on the glass… It’s a bit cold but nothing that comfortable warm clothes and a blanket can’t stop. I’m starting studying in a few minutes. I’m just a little sad that I don’t have hot chocolate, I’ll buy some tomorrow!

10th October 2017 So after I failed to get into med school (which really broke my heart) I’m trying to figure out what I should do as a second option. Yesterday I went to the “psychology” lessons, today I’m at the “political studies and international relations” lessons. I’m hearing the lessons so I can figure out better what I’m going to do. In any case being in a university really makes me so excited, this is really my place! I don’t think I ever want to stop studying. I can’t wait to study and do exams!

4th September 2017 Last desperate day studying before the Italian medicine entry test. Can I say I just feel kinda sad now, there’s not much I can still do… I’ll do my best but I honestly doubt it’s going to be enough. I’m very disappointed because I should’ve done more. Now all that matters is what is going to happen, what I’m going to do. I’ll try not to think about the past!

29th August 2017 Studying chemistry in my room (it’s kind of weird because I rarely study here, I’m always studying here and there)! I cleaned my desk and wrote on my blackboard because I want to be motivated all the time! It’s also very strange that I’m studying right now because it’s 10:30PM and I rarely study at night! I guess things change, I don’t have time to lose!