#mental studyblr

27th January 2019 - 13.01

I’ve got a huge list of things to do and a lot of planning to do. Still I only just managed to get out of my bed. Still my back hurts and I feel weird, not sure if I’m actually ill or if it’s anxiety related. Still I’m eating junk food and it doesn’t really help but whatever gets me through the day at this point. Still the thought of the things I need to do and especially of the consequences of my failure paralyses me. Still I need to do and getting out of bed might seems stupid but it’s an accomplishment. Still I’m going to fight agains myself and work this out somehow.