As the year draws to a close, I find myself reflecting on the journey of being 19, a chapter marked by both self-discovery and lessons learned.
The year unfolded with a mix of joy and realization, as I indulged in pleasures that brought happiness but didn't contribute to my personal growth. From binge watching dramas to aimless wanderings, the moments were enjoyable yet lacked substance. It's a realization that hits hard, but it's the first step towards change.
In the tapestry of experiences, there were losses too. Unrequited love left it's mark, a lingering thought that accompanies the journey into the next year. Toxic friendships were bid farewell. Through it all, I learned the art of letting go - the invaluable skill of releasing what doesn't serve personal growth.
Amidst the self discovery, acknowledging anger issues became pivotal. Recognizing the impact on relationships, especially with family, has set the stage for intentional change. Turning 19 brought with it a deeper understanding of life's complexities, the inevitability of challenges, and the importance of seeking solutions rather than dwelling on problems.
At the core of my aspirations lies a commitment to self-improvement. The lessons learned and maturity gained over serve as a foundation for the challenges and triumphs that lie ahead. I aim to embrace every opportunity for growth, be it through consistent study, cultivating good habits, or contributing to my family's well being.
Gratitude fills my heart for the life bestowed upon me, and I feel compelled to express thanks to both the God and those who have been instrumental in my journey. Among them, the music and wisdom of BTS have been a guding light, inspiring me to manifest positive changes in the coming year.
In closing, here's a year of self-discovery, growth, and to open up, share, and connect on a deeper level with those around me - a year where every minute is an investment in a brighter future.
