#stillsisters

“ I thought, maybe you could love me like you used to. Even though I’m.. . different.

But you you’ve changed too.. . ”

ᴵᶜᵒⁿˢ ; ᴶⁱⁿˣ ⁽ᴾᵒʷᵈᵉʳ⁾ ᵃⁿᵈ ⱽⁱ

~ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ

ᴮʸ ᶠᵒʳᵗⁱᶜʰᵉ ᴾʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ

ᵃⁿᵈ ᴿⁱᵒᵗ ᴳᵃᵐᵉˢ

Saying goodbye can be tough when you don't know if you are ever going to meet again. Only memories are left behind after a painful farewell from your beloved. 

ᴄᴡ; ᴋɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ & ᴠᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ

✧༝┉┉┉┉┉˚*❋ ❋ ❋*˚┉┉┉┉┉༝✧

Oh, dear sister.. .

I thought, maybe, you could love me like you used to. Even though, I’m.. . different.

I love you, I love you, I love you you so much!

But.. . You don’t love me.

You don’t love, or want, me. Not the real me.

You want what you see. You want the past.

You want Powder, the girl that no longer exists. The girl who died all those years ago, who was trampled and killed by the world. By your hands, no less.

Time changed me, Vi. It morphed me.

The pain you left, the wounds, they have not mended. The words you parted me with still echo through my mind. The stinging in my cheeks, mind, and heart.

They have not disappeared.

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

I hate you for what you did to me.

For how you left me, and continue to do so. For how you hurt me, and continue to do so. For how you killed me, and continue to do so, slowly and steadily.. .

I hate you so much.. .!

And, yet.. . I love you.

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

I love you so much..!

And I needed you.. . I truly needed you to love me like you used to. To fulfill our love, that could have been.

But you don’t love me.

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

. . .. .

I hate and love you so much.

. ..I am truly, the monster you created.

✧༝┉┉┉┉┉˚*❋ ❋ ❋*˚┉┉┉┉┉༝✧

“ ɪ’ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴄᴀᴋᴇ, ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴅɪꜱᴄᴀʀᴅ.. .! ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴀᴡᴀʏ! ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʀᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.. .!

ꜱᴏ, ɪ’ᴍ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ! ᴡʜᴀᴛ’ꜱ ᴍɪɴᴇ,

ʏᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ᴍɪꜱꜱ. ”

~ Cake.. . Melanie Martinez

~ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ

ᴮʸ ᶠᵒʳᵗⁱᶜʰᵉ ᴾʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ

ᵃⁿᵈ ᴿⁱᵒᵗ ᴳᵃᵐᵉˢ