#worldsmistake

ᴵᶜᵒⁿˢ ; ᴶⁱⁿˣ ⁽ᴾᵒʷᵈᵉʳ⁾

~ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ

ᴮʸ ᶠᵒʳᵗⁱᶜʰᵉ ᴾʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ

ᵃⁿᵈ ᴿⁱᵒᵗ ᴳᵃᵐᵉˢ

✧༝┉┉┉┉┉˚*❋ ❋ ❋*˚┉┉┉┉┉༝✧

“ It’s okay, don’t cry.. . .

They’re wrong.

You’re not incompetent.

You’re not useless. You’re not worthless.

You’re not a disgrace, failure.. . or, mistake.

. . … . . .

. .. .

You’re Perfect. ”

“ I thought, maybe you could love me like you used to. Even though I’m.. . different.

But you you’ve changed too.. . ”

ᴵᶜᵒⁿˢ ; ᴶⁱⁿˣ ⁽ᴾᵒʷᵈᵉʳ⁾ ᵃⁿᵈ ⱽⁱ

~ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ

ᴮʸ ᶠᵒʳᵗⁱᶜʰᵉ ᴾʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ

ᵃⁿᵈ ᴿⁱᵒᵗ ᴳᵃᵐᵉˢ

“ So.. . Here’s to the new us. ”

ᴵᶜᵒⁿˢ ; ᴶⁱⁿˣ ⁽ᴾᵒʷᵈᵉʳ⁾

~ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ

ᴮʸ ᶠᵒʳᵗⁱᶜʰᵉ ᴾʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ

ᵃⁿᵈ ᴿⁱᵒᵗ ᴳᵃᵐᵉˢ

ᴵᶜᵒⁿˢ ; ᴶⁱⁿˣ ⁽ᴾᵒʷᵈᵉʳ⁾

~ ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ

ᴮʸ ᶠᵒʳᵗⁱᶜʰᵉ ᴾʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ

ᵃⁿᵈ ᴿⁱᵒᵗ ᴳᵃᵐᵉˢ

✧༝┉┉┉┉┉˚*❋ ❋ ❋*˚┉┉┉┉┉༝✧

“ Promise.. .? ”

“Promise. ”

.. . .

“ That you’ll never.. . leave me? ”

“ Never. ”

ᴄᴡ; ᴋɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ & ᴠᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ

ᴛᴡ; ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ & ꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ

✧༝┉┉┉┉┉˚*❋ ❋ ❋*˚┉┉┉┉┉༝✧

Thank you.. .

For always staying by my side. For always trusting me and loving me. For being there to hold me, wether in person or in spirit. To comfort me and tell me “ it’s okay.. . ”

To tell me I’m okay. .. .

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

No matter how many times I fucked everything up. No matter how many times my mess ups costed you and your dream. No matter how many mistakes I made. No matter how many times I Jinxed everything.

No matter all the people constantly telling you that you’re better without me.. .

No matter that.. . .

You continued to stay by my side and love me.. . .

“ It was only an accident, a mistake if you must, things happen.. . ” (i)

“ We pick up the pieces and try again.. . ”

Even then, the day it all crumbled down.. .

You should of hated me. You should have yelled at me, cursed at me. Tell me it’s “Because you’re a Jinx!” That it’s all my fault.. . Just like she did.

You had every right to. I deserve it.

I’m a monster, a mistake, a disgrace.. .

.. . . A Jinx.. .

And yet, you didn’t

“ Don’t cry.. . ”

You loved me you loved me you loved me

I killed you, and yet.. . you still loved me

You continued to love and accept me.

“ You’re perfect.. . ”

The little girl you found that day.. . Was weak and frail. A disgrace, a mistake.. . A jinx. And yet, you saw strength in that little girl. You saw more.

You loved her and loved her and loved her.

You loved her as your daughter and family, as the most beautiful thing to ever enter your life.

You loved me. Even the Jinx.

And for that, I’m truly grateful.

So, thank you, and.. .

. .Goodbye, Father.. .

ᴄᴡ; ᴋɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ & ᴠᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ

✧༝┉┉┉┉┉˚*❋ ❋ ❋*˚┉┉┉┉┉༝✧

Oh, dear sister.. .

I thought, maybe, you could love me like you used to. Even though, I’m.. . different.

I love you, I love you, I love you you so much!

But.. . You don’t love me.

You don’t love, or want, me. Not the real me.

You want what you see. You want the past.

You want Powder, the girl that no longer exists. The girl who died all those years ago, who was trampled and killed by the world. By your hands, no less.

Time changed me, Vi. It morphed me.

The pain you left, the wounds, they have not mended. The words you parted me with still echo through my mind. The stinging in my cheeks, mind, and heart.

They have not disappeared.

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

I hate you for what you did to me.

For how you left me, and continue to do so. For how you hurt me, and continue to do so. For how you killed me, and continue to do so, slowly and steadily.. .

I hate you so much.. .!

And, yet.. . I love you.

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

I love you so much..!

And I needed you.. . I truly needed you to love me like you used to. To fulfill our love, that could have been.

But you don’t love me.

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

. . .. .

I hate and love you so much.

. ..I am truly, the monster you created.

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“ ɪ’ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴄᴀᴋᴇ, ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴅɪꜱᴄᴀʀᴅ.. .! ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴀᴡᴀʏ! ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʀᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.. .!

ꜱᴏ, ɪ’ᴍ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ! ᴡʜᴀᴛ’ꜱ ᴍɪɴᴇ,

ʏᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ᴍɪꜱꜱ. ”

~ Cake.. . Melanie Martinez