#still cold

My head cannon on it so far

Mazzy Star- Among My Swan (Dream Pop, Neo-Psychedelia) Released: November 4, 1996 [Capitol Records] Producer(s): Mazzy Star

Three years later.

Still feel it…

Even before I nod

To the date on the calendar

As though we ran into one another getting the mail or going for a jog a few pitiful, pivotal times

A year.

I am still waiting for the sea monkeys

I ordered from the back of a comic

That was many years expired.

I am waiting for the power to go out

So the freezer thaws

And I have a reason to throw out the cookie I frosted while cooing your name.

I am waiting for the day this day doesn’t count.

Wearing the pink band of boxers you once wore;

Brands I should never know about, this side of the world.

I am ready to be hit by the bus when I chase the leaf I thought was inconsiderate litter into traffic.

How dare someone

Just throw

Something so beautiful

To the floor?

____________________________

Running the dishwasher

Me "iM gOiNg To tAkE a HoT sHoWeR"