#sourcesickness

I miss Sethos so fucking much. I need him to be with me here in this life. Trying to function without his reassurance and attention is like trying to breathe with only one lung.

This life is hell. I need to go back to where I had already conquered all trials and tribulations. I need to go back to where I was enjoying a simpler life as a student with my sweet errand boy following me around. I need to go back to where I was building a family who saw my flaws and who didn't look away and who worked on their own issues so they could be better company for me. I'm fucking sick of this.

What am I doing here. I’m nothing without him.

I want to be done. I’m tired of this fucking bullshit and I want to go home.

I am truly not meant for this world.

I miss Sethos.