#sheikkin

Turns out my lepidopterophobia came from my Hyrule Warriors life. Who knew -Zelda/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

Hey kin gods can I maybe get some, like, actual memories instead of either vague feelings or just detail after detail added to the time I almost suffocated? I wanna know how my life worked. Just little things. How many people knew I was Sheik? Everyone? Just a few people? What was life like outside of the war? How did Hyrule recover from the war? I'm missing so much because I keep just getting vague feelings and that one memory and, quite frankly, I am not vibin with it - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

To my Link... I'm not really looking to kindate but... if you just wanna magically appear as you were in our past life... like an angel sent to this world by Hylia... and you're interested in bein with me... just lemme know... 🥺👉👈💞 - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

I don't want to know the specifics of when Cia attacked Hyrule Castle head-on- I was going to fight without my corset but someone made a comment about keeping up my image so I put it back on tighter both because I was upset and in a hurry, and then couldn't breathe. I don't care that Cia laughed when I collapsed and kicked me away and that it was the last thing I saw before passing out. I don't want to remember clearly enough that I could describe it in perfect detail. - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

So I know that I literally just said that I don't want to know about bad memories from my canons, but at the same time... it's not always bad? Sometimes memories that were really painful in that life I can look back on now and really not mind at all or find interesting or even enjoyable to think about. Then again I do enjoy indulging morbid curiosities sometimes so... - Orion (Zelda)/Sheik/Link #🗡️🎼 ✨/⚔️🌌🌿

On my more calm days I act a lot like I did as Orion, or especially as Sheik. I have not had a "more calm day" in a while as I've been off my ADHD medication for weeks, only slept once I inevitably crash from exhaustion around 2-3 AM, and haven't gone a day this week without drinking at least one can of soda, so I am currently a walking example of how much one can change between lives. - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

Hm. So. Let's hope no one who would recognize me sees this, but I remembered my real name in my canon, all of my Zelda canons where I was a trans man that I know of so far. Orion. I was Prince Orion of Hyrule. For some reason (canons where I was a cis girl or nonbinary just still went by Zelda) I still feel a strong connection to the name Zelda, but I am Orion. No wonder that was my headcanon, it's 'cause it's MY NAME. - Zelda/Sheik/Orion #🗡️🎼 ✨(It makes me giddy just to say that-)

I just had a memory of Agitha confiding in me about having PTSD from her first experience in the war when she had to come back. FUCKING AGITHA, A SWEET, NAÏVE TEN-YEAR-OLD WHO FOUND A WAY TO BE HAPPY IN EVEN THE WORST OF SITUATIONS, HAD PTSD BECAUSE OF THE WAR THAT CIA STARTED AND GANONDORF'S ATTACK FORCED LANA TO BRING HER BACK TO. I was furious enough to bring Cia and Ganondorf back from the dead and fucking kill them again myself and tbh? Still pissed. - Zelda/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨