#memorie sissue

But people thought it'd be confirmed in the finale, because Gooseworx implied it(if I remember hearing right, I'm not on X or Bluesky, so if I'm wrong do tell me), but seeing the finale... I don't see it. Like if I didn't know it was "confirmed" to a degree by the creator, I wouldn't have known by the one shot, or the song!

I didn't even know that's what the montage in said song was implying because a chunk of them also had Pomni, so I almost thought it was for Funnybunny shipping, not saying "hey this character is actually a girl!", y'know.

Hope this isn't too much, this has just been plaguing my mind since seeing the finale.

Hey. It's Makoto again. I hope everyone's doing alright. The day's come, huh? I won't lie, I feel awful knowing that my death almost tore everyone apart like that. I knew you guys would pull through but, well, the sting's still there. Part of me didn't want you guys blindsided by the flatline but... You losing your memories for a brief time didn't really help.

I hope you guys have been living life to the best of your ability, no matter where you are.

- Scout, tf2, non-canon / oc fictive #🍬🍭⚾

I know that I was there. I know that in my canon, I joined Jon and Martin in the panopticon. A decoy guard dog for Jon, an actual guard dog for Martin. An Avatar of the Hunt who didn’t care how this ended, so long as it did end. So long as the man who had caused all of the pain and suffering died… it didn’t matter. Danny was gone. Sasha was gone. Michael and Helen were gone. I was still something of a shell of myself but I could only go downhill from there. Everything was going to happen how it happened. So there I was, baring my teeth and waiting for whatever happened to happen. Watching Jon and Martin and knowing that I could do nothing, that my words would not matter because why would they? They’d go and we’d be left behind, to suffer whatever became of the fucking world.

We got lucky in my canon. The Fears dissipated. The world returned to normal. But I drew away from everyone. There was nothing for me in the world and I couldn’t deal with the others anyways. The ones who survived. I returned to my area of study in anthropology and just tried to pretend that nothing had happened.

I ran into Basira once. She asked if I was okay but I think that was just because she could see it in my eyes. The haunted look. Dead. I was just existing in the minimal way I could. Everyone from the Archives was gone. Everyone I’d cared about, at least.

Life went on. And I had no option but to continue along with it, but that didn’t mean I had to enjoy it. And I didn’t. Don’t think I ever returned to even a shade of my former self.

Tim Stoker (TMA) #💡💔

the main difference is that i never died! yippee! that means william did his job as a father for once... just that one time though. /lh

so, since i didnt die i got to grow up. when i was an adult i think i had the role vanny has in the like. actual canon? the games yk. so i guess im kinda villainous.. oooo...

as for more trivial memories; when i was a kid i really admired williams work and i used to draw animatronics of my own (i made the original mangle design!!)

i dont really remember evan/cc/whatever else they call him, so i think he either didnt exist in my memories or i dont remember him because i was quite young when he died. sorry!

i do remember mike tho! when we grew up we became pretty close and we worked at freddys together, but i worked during the day. we used to jokingly argue a lot

thats all i remember aside from minuscule arbitrary details :D at first i felt kinda invalid because of my canon divergencce but someone did a really good job reassuring me, so now i feel great about it! (＾◡＾)

-lizzy afton