#shadow healing

Honestly? I feel incredibly stupid that it even has to come to this. It’s a personal Tumblr blog, for god’s sake, yet here I am having to act like I’m running a public-facing corporate site or a platform like Medium. It is TUMBLR.

It is exhausting and ridiculous that my "digital living room" requires a formal constitution just to prevent people from trying to set the furniture on fire.

It shouldn't be this way. I should be able to just exist, share my writing, and talk about my life without drafting legal-grade documentation to defend my place on Tumblr. But the reality is that bad-faith actors have weaponized my openness, my kindness, and even my language disability. They thrive on misinterpretation and think they have a right to audit or think they have a right to strip-mine a 30-year legacy they didn’t help build.

However, I want to take a moment to thank the people who have seen this through with me. To the mutuals and friends who didn't balk at the boundaries, who understood the medical necessity behind the policy rewrites that 🔥⚔ did and who have been a steady presence in our Grove. Thank you. Your support is the reason I bother keeping the lights public at all (as I have been thinking of turning this into just a private blog).

After this, we are going back to "normal." We’ve spent the last couple of days slowly returning to our rhythm, sharing the words of others that resonate with us and answering asks little by little. That is where our heart is.

I’m finished over-explaining. The Master FAQ will be the final word. If you can’t respect the house rules, you aren't welcome in the grove.

Who am I, really?

if you could tell the person who hurt you the most anything, what would you say?

What worries me most about the future?

If this were the last day of my life, how would I choose to spend it?

What am I really scared of?

Am I holding on to something I need to let go of? If not now, then when?

What matters most in my life?

What am I doing about the things that matter most in my life?

Why do I matter?

Have I done anything lately that’s worth remembering?

Have I made someone smile ?

What have I given up on?

When did I last push the boundaries of my comfort zone?

If I had to instill one piece of advice in a newborn baby, what advice would I give?

What small act of kindness was I once shown that I will never forget?

How will I live, knowing I will die?

What do I need to change about myself?

Is it more important to love or be loved?

How many of my friends would I trust with my life?

Who has had the greatest impact on my life?

Would I break the law to save a loved one?

Would I steal to feed a starving child?

How will I react if the most important being in my life die?

What do I want most in life?

What is life asking of me?

Which is worse: failing or never trying? Why?

If I try to fail and succeed, what have I done?

What’s the one thing I’d like others to remember about me at the end of my life?

Does it really matter what others think about me?

To what degree have I actually controlled the course of my life?

When all is said and done, what will I have lived my life fully as I am now?

Am I using my time wisely?

Am I taking anything for granted?

Am I living true to myself?

Am I waking up in the morning ready to take on the day?

Am I thinking negative thoughts before I fall asleep?

Am I putting enough effort into my relationships?

Am I being a good partner? How can I improve?

Am I taking care of myself physically?

Am I letting matters that are out of my control stress me out?

Am I achieving the goals that I’ve set for myself?

My favorite way to spend the day is . . .

write a letter for your child/teenage/future selves.

Write a letter to your future children.

The two moments I’ll never forget in my life are . . .(Describe them in great detail, and what makes them so unforgettable.)

Make a list of 30 things that make you smile.

Write about a moment experienced outside your body. Leave out thought and emotion, and let all information be conveyed through the body and senses.

The words I’d like to live by are . . . do you truly live by them?

I couldn’t imagine living without . . .

When I’m in pain—physical or emotional—the kindest thing I can do for myself is . . .

when I’m in emotional pain, the hardest parts to deal with are . . .

Make a list of the people in your life who genuinely support you, and whom you can genuinely trust. Then, write them letters

make a list of the people who’ve hurt you most and write them letters too.

What does unconditional love look like for you?

I really wish others knew this about me . . .

Name what is enough for you.

If my body could talk, it would say . . .

What do you love about life?

What always brings tears to your eyes?

Write about a time when your work felt real, necessary and satisfying to you, whether the work was paid or unpaid, professional or domestic, physical or mental.

Write about your first love—whether it’s a person, place or thing.

Using 10 words, describe yourself.

What’s surprised you the most about your life or life in general?

What can you learn from your biggest mistakes?

Write a list of questions to which you urgently need answers.

Make a list of everything that inspires you—whether books, websites, quotes, people, paintings, stores, or stars in the sky.

What’s one topic you need to learn more about to help you live a more fulfilling life? (Then, follow through and learn more about that topic.)

I feel happiest in my skin when . . .

Make a list of everything you’d like to say no to.

Make a list of everything you’d like to say yes to.

Write the words you need to hear.

I do my best when . . .

I struggle when . . .

I am comfortable when . . .

I feel stress when . . .

I am courageous when . . .

One of the most important things I learned was . . .

One of my favorite memories is . . .

My toughest decisions involve . . .

Being myself is hard because . . .

I can be myself when . . .

I wish I were more . . .

I wish I could . . .

I wish I would regularly . . .

I wish I had . . .

I wish I knew . . .

I wish I felt . . .

I wish I saw . . .

I wish I thought . . .

Life should be about . . .

I am going to make my life about . . .

I hate . . .

I love . . . 

One way to incorporate witchcraft into my daily life is . . .

I feel calm when . . .

I feel defeated when . . . 

I feel enraged when . . . 

I am worthy of . . .

I am skilled at . . .

Mainly based around Lán sé, Jiang and Macaque(Found Family trope)

Shadow Healing Au(the name maybe)

This takes place after LBD’s defeat.

Macaque ended up getting badly injured but his enhanced healing wasn’t working. Macaque knows Jiang due to the mech like armour he had for his Kaiju(Is that the name?) form so he goes to Jiang’s house to heal. Macaque ends up in the kitchen only to pass out from the pain and the wound.

Lán sé was still up watching “Monkey King:The animated series” out of boredom till they heard a noise from the kitchen. He gets up to go investigate of what the hell happened in the kitchen only to find bloodied and passed out Macaque. Lán sé starts to panic and starts to treat Macaque’s wound to the best of their ability before going to get Jiang.

Jiang was woken up by a panicking Lán sé then dragged to the kitchen to see Macaque passed out on their floor. She ends properly treating Macaque and letting him rest in their bed. Jiang takes Lán sé to bed before going to the couch to sleep.

"No one can decide how to live your life except you." -Megatron (Transformers: Lost Light Issue 6)

Whether Megatron is an antagonist depends on whether you will forgive him for the things he has done😉

Thank you~🌹

Holaaaa

Please wear more yellow!

Eat yellow foods like Turmeric or lemon🍋🥤🍋🧊🥤🍋🧊🍋🥤🍋🧊🍋🥤🍋🧊🍋🥤🍋

Your message is to keep the hope alive even when night seems to be falling around you. Everything you want is just a little behind that Boulder you see on the horizon. You're almost there. Good things are meant for you. You will experience hope, happiness, love and joy - please take a deep breath and hug yourself for me. I get that things have been hard lately but trust me, if you feel like you have been trekking through the wilderness you'll soon find a cozy, warm and safe cottage to rest - you'll be happy there.

I keep waiting for help, for hope to come, but all about me is cold. I cannot what find what I am looking for and indeed I can barely remember what it is I was in search if before I got so lost. I am cold and alone and no one is with me. But I know I have this apple and that when I truly need it, I will eat it and then all will be well.

I feel like you may have had some disappointments in yuhr love life. But things are gonna get better. You might wanna watch the video for this song - it's about falling in love gradually and in the movie the pretty actress comes to appreciate the steadfast loyalty and love the nerdy guy has for her. She had always thought she would wnat someone cooler and more fun but this guy literally takes up dancing for her - a beautiful watch if you have some time to watch a romcom.

You may have gotten better at not expecting things from people. You're waking up to your inner ability to nurture and take care of you ❤️ no one is gonna love and protect you the way you would. That apple pictured in the card?think of it as something that makes you really happy when you're feeling low. You see how many seeds that apple has? Atkeast 6 seeds. If you were to plant them. You'd have so many more apples in time. Plant thr seeds if things that make you happy. Curate your existence so you're surrounded by thing, posters, soft toys, poems, people that make you glow on the inside 💖 the key to unlocking your happiness is within you 🗝️💟so go ahead, eat your apple 🍎💖

Take me to the waters hidden deep.

Let me feel and understand my sorrow.

In the dark waves I sigh and weep.

🧿NEW SEGMENT ALERT🧿

Ego Healing: v. The act of integrating your shadow self (or your ego) to create balance between the dark & light aspects of your inner being.