This is tearing out my heart!
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This is tearing out my heart!

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So here are my thoughts on TWOTQ and ASITE as well as the series in general!
The good:
-ok I LOVED that sera played a big role in the TWOTQ ending. Sera is literally amazing and Iām so excited to read more of her story.
-I love that the two storylines are coming together and it makes me think that maybe the final book wonāt necessarily be a poppy book or sera book but rather both together!
-I absolutely enjoyed poppy coming into her powers. I know some people have problems with it but I love that sheās progressing in that way
-looooove that cas was turned on by her fangs 𤣠my horny boy
- ugh just the poppycas reunion in general. We definitely got so many sweet moments.
-I LOVE NYKTOS. Honestly this might be a controversial opinion but I think I like him more than cas? Not in a sense that heās better in any way but moreso he would be more attractive to me irl because heās broody and mysterious š
-sera/nyktos honestly owns my heart and that last 25% of the book was suuuuuper painful.
-for that reason I loved the ending of TWOTQ because we (hopefully) can assume that everything worked out in the end especially because reaver said that love saved sera.
-the big reveal of sera being the primal of life!!!!! I was screaming. I mean we knew it but didnāt know it for sure. Now Iām super intrigued as to what is going to happen in her book! How does she live, what happens, how does nyktos get past where heās at now.
-Iām not calling it āgoodā per say but I didnāt mind the joining scene itself. It made sense why they did it and I didnāt think it was in any way made to be fetishized or superfluous.
-REAVER. NEKTASSSSSSS MY BOYYY. JADIS ISNT DEAD THANK GOD
-sera and nyktos waking up and literally being a power couple tag teaming returning the souls that were lost in battle. I stan
-I want more tawny.
-if Delano wouldāve died I wouldāve been PISSEd. Thank god they all came back.
The bad:
-sigh
-where do I start with this
-ok so I think in general TWOTQ was kinda badly written. I donāt read FBAA for itās quality but some things were just SO inconsistent.
-during the joining it had cas describing the sequence of events to poppy and then it didnāt even happen that way. Maybe it was just me being picky but if you take a moment to describe that she will drink from both of them and then them from each other and then from her, donāt you think thatās how it should happen then? But no, it was poppy from cas, Kieran from cas, cas from Kieran, poppy from Kieran, them from poppy. Iām being picky but seriously!
-the sequence where isbeth stabbed malec and then callum was explaining things to millie and poppy. Yikes. All over the place. I had to read it through a few times to just get the gist of what was happening because all that was being written was āshe did thisā āshe did thatā while talking about literally 3 different āsheās.ā So I was super confused as to who was supposed to be stabbed and who callum was telling that heād deal with them later and who the harbinger was. Tbh I still donāt know.
-the way Kieran was acting towards poppy some of the time just feltā¦icky. I didnāt really feel that way at all until they got cas back. I could see everything up until that point as poppy and Kieran being supportive of each other and kind of leaning on each other while they worked to get cas back. I think they needed that and I honestly saw absolutely nothing wrong with it. It was actually kind of sweet.
-that being said, the comparisons of Kieran to āpoppyās husbandā were weird. Like these little touches of caressing her cheek and getting her hair out of her eyes just really fell flat because they were happening in tandem with cas doing these things too. If I canāt differentiate between what her husband is doing and what herā¦idek what to call him at this pointā¦is doing, I just think thatās a little weird. Def made me kinda uncomfortable. And that is me saying this, who was a āoh Iāll wait and read it for myself, people are probably overreacting to thisā type of gal.
-I hated having casā POV. Like hated it. I donāt think it added anything to the story and even though I wouldāve been sad to not have seen him till halfway through the book, I think it wouldāve added more tension if we only had poppyās POV up until she saw cas again. I think thatās why a lot of people are saying that heās stagnant in this book. I donāt necessarily think itās the case, itās just that were not used to getting his POV and yet whenever we did get his POV in this book, it was never anything of substance. Like all of his thoughts were only of fucking poppy. Like ok we get it! I think JLA was trying to go for sweet but imo it fell a little flat.
The confusing:
-poppycas/Kieran dynamic. Like wtf is going on. On one hand I want to say that ok poppycas are heartmates and I would pin kierans relationship with both of them as an almost soulmate like relationship without the romance. Yet then shit like the cheek caressing and rubbing her back and taking her hair out of her face happened and I just have no idea tbh. Why compare kieran to her husband? To show hes protective? Do it a different way. Every caress cas gave poppy had to be followed by one from Kieran and I did. Not. Like. That. It just felt super weird and uncomfortable to me. Why did Kieran sneak into the tent to sleep with them? Again, just strange.
-do I think it was JLAs intention to make this a throuple? No. I donāt. I think the intention was to show a strong bond between all three of them but what came across was the makings of a three person relationship. Poppy said a few times that her feelings for cas are different from Kieran and I appreciated that but am still confused because I feel like whatās being said and whatās being shown are two different things.
-I found a few scenes between poppy and Kieran to actually be sweet in a āI will always look out for youā type of way. So just to have that kind of stark change from simple comfort to a few different times showing that Kieran is turned on/interested in her in a deeper way was confusing. Im confused
-Iām not necessarily anti joining and I thought that part was tastefully done but I definitely am anti throuple relationship. I just think if that was going to be a thing (which, again, I donāt think it is) she shouldnāt have spent so much time building up the concept of a heartmate.
-so long story short, I think poppycas shippers need not worry because I truly think it was poor word choice and writing style on JLAs part. No disrespect to her but I definitely hope she clears some things up. she has woven this incredible world and Iām so excited to see where it goes. It sucks that Iām super confused over multiple things right now but overall I really did enjoy the book!
Where I think itās going:
-oh man ok. Idk where to start because thereās so much going on!
-for ASITE: I donāt think weāll get an immediate love confession from nyktos. Thatās not the style. We have to suffer a bit before that š. But I think weāll get sera kinda beingā¦hopeless? Like she doesnāt think sheās going to live and maybe she starts trying to look for ways to transfer that ember of life to nyktos or someone else. Iām not sure that giving up is seraās style BUT when nyktos told her time and time again that he could never love her, what else is she to do?
-speaking of that relationship, I think they both already do love each other but are too dense to admit it š
-I think that sera is going to be saved through some type of sacrifice on nyktosā part. Hence the āprimal who loves you.ā What better way to prove you love someone than by giving up power or sacrificing yourselfā¦.just sayin. (Obviously we know hes fine so Iām not worried.)
-for FBAA all Iām really hoping for is poppy getting to meet sera and having a talk with her. I think itād be sweet to see them both bond over shared experiences and I love that maybe sera could be a mother figure to poppy.
So yeah. I think thatās all of my thoughts rn so come and rant to me in my inbox or messages! Please! Iām dying to talk about it with someone!
Yet another day where no one said "as you wish" to me as a loving endearment
This christmas just remember whatever gift you think girls want you're wrong. what they actually want is a dagger
Said every book boyfriend ever

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Laughing so much at Nyktos reaction to Sera telling him to "go fuck yourself" in his pov chapter. This super powerful immortal god really went
When a character, right from the very beginning, is completely unintimidated by, pushes back, and argues with the big tough intimidating character, that no one else would dare talk to like that. You know that's otp material
Asfhkkkhglkjj at Nyktos calling Sera a "hellion" ahahaha