My Inner Fight
I look around and see everything is all neat & in it’s place I look within and I see that’s not exactly the case. I’m here, then I’m there, I’m up, then I’m down. I could feel on top of the world and the next second come crashing to the ground. I feel too much, sometimes I wish I didn’t. I need a filter for my mind, to block out everything that’s doesnt need to be in it. I’ve got a strong thought process, I know how to push the negativity away There’s just some part of me that whispers no, let it stay. Deal with your demons, don’t lock them away. You know that if you do they’ll just come back another day. This battle has gone on for longer than I can remember. I’ve always had a tough time really pulling it together. You probably wouldn’t expect it though like I said I’m outwardly precise, But if you look deep enough into my eyes you could practically watch my inner fight.












