#self-satire

PS: I would really like someone to tell me I’m wrong with sources and things like that, but right now I’m mostly afraid to touch rationalism or radical feminism or history. And, well, many other things. 

All my friends are now either on conferences or on internships or on dacha with family, and here I am, in Moscow, away from everybody, working hard for my own sake, wasting my aunt’s money and government funding. 

hard for me to give thanks something in my nature so grudging, stinting, your average human being with tiny brain and spiny dinosaur back

SELFIE so I stood in front of the mirror to check all the warts, flaws, grained spots at extreme close range just then a searing flash behind me my reflection in the mirror forever however you frame it the perfect selfie

I am Achilles AND the tortoise plod plod plod like the tortoise until I smell the finish line then shell cracks upon to reveal Archean armour Hermes' sandalled I whip up a dust storm choke, fall flat on my face, rupturing my Achilles' tendon

when you dumped me I turned chrysalis hunched up against the wall in the smallest room in my house hoping for major metamorphosis, to be totally transformed, changed into a major celebrity, even a porn star

Really not appreciate genuine complaints (towards them) deep down, but may appear comfortable (i.e. acceptance with peaceful look or does not matter ) with them on the outside. Some of them do like being in the spotlight ( e.g. those on INFP facebook groups & other cyber communities we have yet to find out); have huge trouble on discerning whether a complaint is based on facts or/and personal; and some of them may agree that they have low self-esteem issue. Sadly, they take complaints seriously and the uncomfortable action means a lot to them personally and internally.

In the end, I will see how many days I will put myself out there with my profile pic , then become a lurker and sooner or later disappearing from the site ONCE AGAIN.