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#ConfessionsOfASchizophrenic
#Dont know :')
I find it really hard to focus on myself, I try too but I'm so focused on punishing myself because the hallucinations and voices have drilled in my head that I don't deserve a healthy living life.
Does anyone else feel this way too?
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You don't need make up in order for people to know you, you can be yourself without all that fake stuff. I know for me I wear it sometimes because it makes me feel good but don't feel like you need in for others to see you. They'll still notice you. One day you'll meet that person who will love you, with or without make up! We all have our bad times, for me this month has been one of them. When I get stressed or anxious I pick at my skin and this is what happens. But I've come to realise that I don't need make up in order for others to see me. They do whether I wear it or not and you need to know you are beautiful make up or not.
My plan (end of 2019 - Start of 2020)
Today I got some amazing news! I rang up this University I want to get into and do so I'll have to study really hard as some of you may not know but I'm 24yrs old and Ive been out of school for a while and even so I didn't get an ATAR or certificate 1-3 in university levels of high school classes. But! That's ok because I can take a test in April of 2020 and that will determine where I need to start and what help I might need in order to get through the bridging course I'll be taking!
On top of that they have so many things that are helpful whether you do online or on campus. Especially for those with mental health illnesses or problems.
Especially for Schizophrenia.
I at the moment will be doing it online but I might change to on campus after the first term. Depending on how I feel.
So, how'd you get there without the certificates? Good question!
Well, I usually for the last year and a bit I've been doing school books for English, maths and science. I've gone from yr 1 to yr 10.
I'm almost there but even having incredible help by my partner's sister Michi who is gonna help me by tutoring me 2 times a week to help me reach a goal where I'll be University Ready!!
I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED!! IVE GOT THIS!! PLEASE SHOW SOME HOPE AND SUPPORT!!!
This colour looks so beautiful on me, feeling super anxious today and extremely tired but luckily I see my doctor today and I can sort out my meds in order for things to be better
Another one from Pinterest!
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I was thinking about this yesterday..
As you walk down the street people look, they stare. If you're kind as you go through the registers at the shopping centre, people see you as that kind woman/man, girl/boy who is always nice to people. They like you, but it's nice to have that little bit of socialism. But I'm not quite sure if this is just me but as soon as people realise that I'm Schizophrenic or that I have multiple mental illnesses they began to change the way think of you. It's as if they feel sorry for you or they believe stupid stereotypes about people with Schizophrenia are "insane" or "crazy". But, before all of that they treat you just like another stranger or friend but then they can't handle it anymore so they begin to give up on you.
Me looking at my hair like "why can't you do what I want you too"
Labret Piercing
Hey! It's Brooklyn!
Yesterday I went to the mall and I planned on getting a ring piercing for a change from just a flat back piercing bar. But the lady there told me I have to wait 2 more months so goals! Haha, I'm looking forward to getting it!
