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Little by little, sheâs been spending more time outside now. Sheâs been taking care of herself and sheâs touching her violin again. Not just carrying it around when she goes out, but finally actually playing it when sheâs home. Sheâs made a couple of stops. One of the first stops being at the Church of Onoma for some sort of guidance and help. SOME kind of strength from whatever God or gods she believes in. She then made her way to grab something to eat. Ismael still hasnât been eating well, but today, sheâs gotten herself a cheese burger with a side of small fries and something to drink. While she doesnât finish her food entirely and tosses it in the nearby bin, itâs a big progress to be eating.Â
Now, she sits at Golden Wards many parks, the Netwalk. Watching these dogs run about certainly makes her feel a little lighter. Definitely makes that sickening feeling go down some. Ismael has her phone in her hands. Sheâs debating. DEBATING on who she should contact, because right this moment, she doesnât feel like being alone. The dilemma is: she doesnât want to be with someone who knows her. She doesnât want Kyrie, Nero, Grimm, or whoever else who sheâs spent more time with in her presence. Damn. Who CAN she just chill with?Â
Badou is an option, but so is Ms. Okina...Or maybe even...
Ismael lowers her head, places her forehead against the cold surface of her cellphone. Maybe she can contact Dune? Yeah, maybe Dune. So, moving her head away so she can look at her screen, sheâs about to text away.
{TO: DUNE}
{FROM: ISMAEL}
Hey, whatâcha doinâ?
But instead of hitting send, she deletes the message and tries again.
{TO: DUNE}
{FROM: ISMAEL}
Ayyyyooooo, itâs ya gooooooorll
And she once again deletes the message.Â
âJeezowheez....â She murmurs under her breath. Definitely not going well. Okay. One more time.
{TO: DUNE}
{FROM: ISMAEL}
Hey, Iâm at the Netwalk. Was wondering if you were anywhere closeby?
She couldâve done so much better than this message, but she sends this time. Eugh, she feels so awful.














